Michael, the most gentle person in the whole school, was noted for his handsomeness, his blameless character, not only that, he is a brilliant fellow, a nerd to be precise. Out of the blues, he started admiring handsome boys in his class. At age 16, he discovered that all his classmates he admired were sign of him having same-sex attraction.
He became mortified, guilty, feeling empty for having feelings for the same sex. He was lost in a battle, a battle of dealing with feelings for both the same sex and opposite sex. What will he do in this situation? Who can he trust with this secret and who will help him?
What could go wrong when the same-sex becomes attracted to him? Will he give in to the sexual craving?
Will he succeed in getting rid of it?
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บทที่ 1 A LITTLE FLASH BACK
I stared at my reflection as I slowly stroke my eyebrows into waves with a small comb. I must conf
บทที่ 2 DEJA VU
I put on a bright countenance as a small smile made its way to my mouth. "Good Morning to you all.
บทที่ 3 A LITTLE GAME
The past two months have not been an easy one for me. Apart from reading, stress, academics, and t
บทที่ 4 THE GIRLY ACT
It has been over 5 months,( three weeks into SSS2 3rd term), after that incident with Khaleed an
บทที่ 5 A MOMENT WITH HIM
"Hey", Ethan whispered as he stood in front of me. I could not help but keep staring at him, as my
บทที่ 6 I WILL BE LEAVING
I sulked in my breath, trying not to get angry at Ethan's use of words. He is kinda right, I am 1
บทที่ 7 A SMALL REVEAL
Just thinking about the whole scenario between Rachael and me kept me in a state I cannot deciphe
บทที่ 8 ENTANGLEMENT 1
I suddenly felt weak as my body turned to jelly as I leaned on the wall, feeling weak. Was I havi
บทที่ 9 ENTANGLEMENT 2
I felt my breath hitch at every step he took, as I moved back slowly until my right leg hit a des
บทที่ 10 I WILL MISS YOU
This is going to be fun, "I thought as I pulled Khaleed to my side. I cannot afford to lose 500 n
บทที่ 11 I DONT HATE THEM, I JUST HATE THE ACT
"I... I was at the bridge of saying those four words 'I will miss you ' when I felt a hand round m
บทที่ 12 THE DISCOVERY OF A NEW FEELING
I got to school on September 14 for the new session bubbling like a happy child, well I hope to se
บทที่ 13 TWO GROWING FEELINGS
"Do you have a crush on Rachael?", Joshua asked and I was flabbergasted by his straight question.
บทที่ 14 A BOOK TO YOUR SITUATION
"This one you are smiling at, did you win an award?", my dad asked. "Good afternoon dad", I said,
บทที่ 15 ADMIRATION OR SAME SEX ATTRACTION
"I am just joking, I don't even know your situation, but it is a very good book, try to read it",
บทที่ 16 A PRAYER FOR SELF CONTROL
I woke up the next morning suddenly feeling something cold on my forehead. I opened my eyes slowly
บทที่ 17 HEART RACING MOMENTS
I got to school the next day putting on my English attire. I hardly chose as my daddy and younger
บทที่ 18 THE REAL CRUSH
My heart raced as my eyes scanned his facial expressions but I could not draw out that he was lyi
บทที่ 19 DEAR DIARY
Dear Diary, ' Long time, I've missed writing my thoughts. I am writing this down as a result of
บทที่ 20 DECISION CREPTING IN
#FLASHBACK
My family and I were sitting at the dining table for dinner on a Friday night when m
บทที่ 21 ETHAN IS SICK?
"Ethan is sick?" I asked to confirm. "Yep," Joshua replied, patting my back before leaving my wo
บทที่ 22 WHAT IF?
It has been over 3 weeks, and a lot of things have happened. The WAEC examination came to an end,
บทที่ 23 KISS OR HUG
It was Tuesday morning and right now, I am talking to my second female bestie, Gloria, by the wi
บทที่ 24 CONFESS TO HIM
Dressed in a purple shirt, black trousers, and waistcoat, a set of shoes, and black frame glasses
บทที่ 25 IT WAS JUST AN IMAGINATION
I felt a tap on my shoulder which brought me out of my reverie. I looked around only to see my yo
บทที่ 26 GIVING UP ON THE FEELINGS
I looked into his eyes searching for something that I do not have any idea about. I felt my heart
บทที่ 27 I AM YOUR ROOMMATE
I hugged my mum as if my life depended on it, I will miss her a lot. I have gained admission and
บทที่ 28 SENSATIONAL
I went over to the chair and table near the bedside as I took my seat, trying to comprehend every
บทที่ 29 WE ARE FRIENDS NOW
"I am afraid that..", I stopped my words as I bit my lips nervously at how I almost wanted to rev
บทที่ 30 THE LITTLE EXERCISE
"Wakey, wakey. It is your first day at the University", Christopher's voice woke me up as I almost
บทที่ 31 FEELING SCARED
Walking alongside Christopher and Joy, I could not help but keep thinking about the messages sent
บทที่ 32 BLOOMING FEELINGS
It has been close to four months in this school and a lot of things have happened. Apart from the
บทที่ 33 NOT HEARING ME OUT
I hardly concentrated throughout the rest of the lecture. My heart kept beating as if being hit wi
บทที่ 34 GIVING UP ON THE FEELING
It has been months since Chris and I talked. Two months into the second semester makes it over fo
บทที่ 35 THE MEANING OF GAY
I almost froze at the realization of close contact with my body. I felt my body almost turning int
บทที่ 36 FEELING GUILTY
Things have been going well these past few weeks. Christopher has been the epitome of gentle natu
บทที่ 37 ANOTHER CONFESSION
My heartbeat as I gazed at Raphael, who looked rather calm. For some seconds, the only thought th
บทที่ 38 E...THAN?
I stared blankly at my book, as my mind kept wandering at Chris's words, even though it has been
บทที่ 39 THE PERSISTENT JOSEPH
I gripped harder on the books in my hand as I saw him. Our eyes met, making me turn abruptly maki
บทที่ 40 ALMOST FALLING
He moved closer, his hands behind his back as I try to seem quite unbothered. " I never wanted to
บทที่ 41 POSSESSIVE HUH?
My eyes flickered, slowly opening as the light from the bulb caused me to close my eyes again. I f
บทที่ 42 GETTING MESMERIZED
I could not help but keep staring at the person in front of me. He looks cuter than before, I tho
บทที่ 43 I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU
I turned to see Christopher standing by the door with a shocked expression on his face. I could fe
บทที่ 44 THE LAST SELF CONTROL IN ME
Have you ever felt this feeling of loneliness, empty void, guilt, and regrets? I felt that after C
บทที่ 45 FEELINGS WILL COME AND GO
I felt someone drag my right hand, as I felt my body tremble a bit. "Are you okay?", Abigael's vo
บทที่ 46 ATTEMPTED
Just seeing the message made me weak somehow. Maybe because I care about him due to the attraction
บทที่ 47 SHOCKING REVELATION
"St..op", I can't count the number of times I said that word as he has unbuttoned my shirt and he
บทที่ 48 HEARTBREAKING CONFESSION
I peeked at him, as I blinked my eyes, hoping it was a trance, but it was not. "A confession?",
บทที่ 49 I NEED TO HELP HIM
As I leaned against the door, I could feel my head almost spinning. I felt my body ache as my mind
บทที่ 50 ALMOST GIVING IN(1)
I can't help but have a cold foot seeing Joseph. His hair was wet and looked messy, with his eyebr
บทที่ 51 ALMOST GIVING IN (2)
Am I still angry at him? Well, I can't say for sure. I felt angry at him because he tried to force
บทที่ 52 THE RIGHT DECISION
"I...", I could not make out the words. I'm confused, and frustration is beginning to set in my mi
บทที่ 53 BRINGNG BACK MEMORIES
It has been a month since the drama with Joseph. Getting over the attraction I had for him was not
บทที่ 54 PROVERBS
I tried as much as possible to avoid scoffing at his gesture, as I decided to pretend. "Hey. How ar
บทที่ 55 DECISION LOCKING IN
Getting home from my dad's pharmacy, I walked into my brother's room as his eyes were glued to a n
บทที่ 56 ALMOST BULLIED BUT SAVED
Life is often filled with thorns and roses, I must confess that mine is no exception. It has been
บทที่ 57 A NEW PERSONALITY
He stretched his hand forward in a gentleman style, with a smile on his face. "I am Michael, a 40
บทที่ 58 PHILIP
My eyes kept looking at him as he strolled towards me, a pair of black glasses on his face. The ra
บทที่ 59 HE IS A CULTIST
I could not help but groan as I kept moving side by side on the bed. Summoning the all in me, I li
บทที่ 60 THE BIG QUESTION
Fear could probably be the least of my expressions after knowing the true identity of Phil last ni
บทที่ 61 REVELATION 1
I don't know how I should feel right now. I saw his two hands form into fists as he bowed his head
บทที่ 62 REVELATION 2
I felt a surge of emotions as I listened to Philip's story. My body trembled at what he has gone t
บทที่ 63 BIT OF JEALOUSY
It was just as if I was reading the book of Revelation. Philip got entangled with bad friends, who
บทที่ 64 CAN I?
It has been over three weeks with Phil. It has not been an easy one, especially with asking for fo
บทที่ 65 DECISIONS CREPTING IN
It would have been a worse scenario for me if I continued to feel the pleasure, but it stopped. My
บทที่ 66 A SAD ONE
Every day seems like a passing phase. Every moment is like a good time. Ever since my last talk wit
บทที่ 67 EPILOGUE
I've gone too far to give up now Just put a bandage on those scars There's no need to be held by fai
บทที่ 68 AUTHOR'S POINT OF VIEW
AUTHOR POINT OF VIEW I want to use this opportunity to thank all of my readers. It has been a long
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