“Oh yeah, I remembered that but—”
I then distance my ear from my phone. Shannie's deafening scream might destroy my eardrums. Her scream can be heard until outer space!
“Kyah! Really? You're so lucky, the boy you're kissing that night is so hot! I almost collapsed seeing you two!” she overreacted.
I rolled my eyes as I didn't see that handsome boy. His face is so common, I saw them everywhere! Unlike Dawn's… He's more handsome and hotter than the models.
“I don't care about his face. I just want you to tell me what I did that night?!” I frustratingly asked. I didn't sleep well last night thinking about Dawn and what we might do.
“Oh? You didn't remember anything? You immediately had amnesia after seeing that boy's face? Goodness.”
I want to pinch this girl right now. How many times do I have to tell her that, that boy I'm kissing with isn't the reason why I called her. She's stressing me out.
“What did I do after?” I managed to calm myself.
“Why are you asking me? I don't actually know. You know why I called your name the moment you passed on our table but you didn't hear it. You continued kissing until you went to the club! We didn't follow you because we thought you'd be back in a minute but you didn't!”
I remembered all she said. However, that's all I remember. I have forgotten it all. I slapped my forehead in hopelessness.
I am thinking that what if I'll just ask Dawn about it directly? But I know, his answers are nonsense! He's not answering me well! I think he wants me to punch him? hmm, I'm not even scared to punch him.
“Do you know Dawn?” I boredly asked.
“Who's that?”
“The one who picked me that night. Just answer me, do you know Dawn?”
Shannie sighed. “There's a lot of people here in this world named ‘Dawn’. How about telling me his last name?”
I rolled my eyes. Oh right, stupid me. “Dawn Xnydyxx Hadley.”
“Hmm—wait! I'll just get my laptop in my room. Let's stalk his socmed accounts.” she chuckled.
“Fine! Tell me what information you got.”
As I was busy putting some light make-up on my face, aside from stalking Dawn, she's busy discussing with me what happened that night. She said she saw her ex-boyfriend kissing one of my cousins. She got pissed so he grabbed my cousin's hair! I managed myself not to laugh because Shannie might slap me. Her ex was shocked and immediately grabbed her out of the room and led her to its car! She's so embarrassed after she realized what she did. She's drunk though.
“Oh my! Finally, I found it!” I heard her.
I immediately got my phone as I felt excited. “Oh Really?! Let's go on facetime! I wanna see it too!”
I grabbed my laptop on my side table and called Shannie. My fingers are trembling in excitement! I am so tense and I don't know why!
“What the heck?!” we hissed together.
I slapped my forehead in despair. Damn, this Dawn. His Instagram account is private!
“Go, find his name on Facebook, it's so impossible he's not posting there,” I commanded.
She nodded immediately and went to Facebook. She typed his name on the searching board and there! I'm right, we saw his account there.
I almost screamed after I saw his profile picture. He's so hot there! It is only his side profile and he is wearing a black shirt that hugged his masculine hot body. His muscles are defined as goodness. He's so handsome as hell!
“What the heck! Is he even a human? Even his Facebook doesn't have any posts nor tags! Gosh, imagine how boring his life is.”
Indeed! They are all private like I find him weird and creepy. Why does he have to be that private? We're the opposite. I always post on my accounts to update my followers and admirers. Getting compliments from them feels so good. I wonder why he didn't use his accounts.
“But wait, why are we stalking him anyway? You haven't told me yet!”
I swallowed hard. There it is again. Another discussion again. Goodness, my face is always heated every time I remember that night.
“U-uh, you know, I woke up on his bed after that night.” I awkwardly said.
Her eyes widened after what I said. She covered her mouth through her palms. Who's not gonna be shocked about it anyway? Waking up on a stranger's bed? I almost can't believe it.
“One-night stand?”
My forehead knotted. “What the heck?! Shannie, I don't do that!”
I saw her sighed in relief. “Oh, okay—are you sure?”
“Uh yeah, m-maybe.” Damn, I'm stuttering. I can't take this anymore. I shouldn't talk about this again.
She asked me several times what happened and I don't know what to say. I don't even know about it. I still can't remember it. I'm so stupid! Goodness Helly.
Days passed by, I'm still not sure if I'm pregnant or what. I didn't even bother to buy some pills because I'm scared that Daddy might cought me. Every time I go out, he always asks me where I'm going. I don't want to lie! I don't want to feel guilty again.
I get it. I should convince Dawn to be friends with me so when I'll tell him about our child, I won't have anything to worry about. I still can't remember what happened. I want him to tell me but I'm scared to hear his answer.
Even though he answers me nonsense.
From me:
Hi! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
We exchanged numbers before I went out in his car. He didn't say anything and just gave me his phone. I almost hugged him after that.
After minutes of waiting, I still didn't get any reply from him. Don't tell me he didn't use his cellphone as well.
From Me:
Hey, how are you? :))
I am smiling the whole time while waiting for his reply. While waiting, I opened the tv to watch some movies on Netflix. I click the latest romance movie while having some bite on the popcorn in my lap.
I turned to the left and right when I saw the two characters kissing. I felt guilty so I exited the movie and just scroll and find my favorite Tinkerbell!
I really can't get over this movie, this movie never gets old for me. I am rewatching this so many times. Since I was young.
This movie also reminds me of Mommy. We used to watch this together.
I checked my phone to see if he had already replied but still, there's nothing. I rolled my eyes and typed a message again.
From me:
Why are you not replying?
After ten minutes. There's still nothing. I typed again.
From me:
You'll reply or I'll jump on the cliff?!
I laughed secretly because of my blackmail. He should be threatened! He shouldn't resist me. However, after waiting so damn long I don't know how many minutes had passed, I still didn't get any response.
From me:
Yah!
I will punch you!
Replyyyy!!!
Oh, I see you don't know how to use your phone.
But heccckkk! Just reply!
You should reply if you don't want me tosksk
I shook my head in embarrassment. I accidentally clicked some letters on my keyboard that's why I replied typographically. Oh my goodness, Helly. What is it I have done!
I checked my phone while covering my face and my breath almost stopped when I saw three dots! That means he's finally typing for a reply!
I am keeping myself alert so I will immediately see his reply. I didn't bother to remove my last message.
From Dawn♡:
I don't know the word ‘tosksk’ so, sorry. I won't reply.
I can't help but scream. He finally replied! Oh my Gosh! He replied! I want to celebrate and have some wine but that's a bit of an exaggeration. I didn't type any message after that because I am busy screaming in happiness.
“Yah Helly! Your voice is so loud! It's annoying.”
I suddenly turn my head to the one who's talking. Daddy saw me screaming crazily?! No worries.
He just headed to his room after that. I sighed in relief. I thought he'll going to ask me what happened. My daddy is not that nosy anyway.
I turned my attention back to my phone—it's ringing! I screamed again after seeing the caller's name. I jumped in happiness and went to my room immediately. This conversation should be private.
“Hello?” I can't stop myself from smiling.
“Hmm…”
My forehead knotted after hearing his response. After all the effort I did? I will only get ‘hmm’ from him? He's unbelievable.
“Hey? Are you there?”
“Yeah. You kept on texting me and I am busy working. I think you have something to say or to ask so I just called you.”
I bit my lips as I suddenly felt the guilt.
“Oh sorry… You're working? Homeworks? Assignments? Reviewing for exams?”
I heard him chuckle. Even his chuckle can make my whole body melt. “Damn, I already graduated.”
My eyes widened. Really?! “U-uh, oh I see. So, maybe I should end this call?” I stuttered.
“You don't need to. I'm done doing my paperwork anyway. So, back to my question. Why did you shower my texts?”
I bit my lips again. I can almost feel its blood! Oh my, it tastes—eww. Now, I wonder why do vampires love the taste of it anyway?
I can feel my blood going up and my cheeks are heating! To the point that you can steam your food here.
“Nothing. I'm just bored and I realize that what if I can be friends with you? Right? You know, I'm sorry about that night. It's just that I'm so drunk. So, can we be friends?”
However, I want more than that. I still don't know what the feeling of having a boyfriend is. Before, I'm not interested in that thing because, at this age, people like me still don't know how to handle relationships maturely. They just want a temporary relationship and commit cheating if they fall out of love.
People my age, most of them are just infatuated.
“I don't know that asking someone to be a friend would have to be this formal.”
I closed my eyes firmly. Am I being too formal? Well if that is so, I don't care! I just want to go near him.
“Uh,” I chuckled awkwardly. “So, can we be friends?”
I heard his hot sigh on the other line. “Let's be friends then.”
I heard some amusement in his voice.