Have you met someone who loves to frown all the time? Someone who looks like he is carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders? Someone who looks cold and distant. Someone who looks unattached to people and situation. Well, I am glad to tell you that I know someone who acts exactly just like this. I don’t like him. That’s the truth. But I would like to take this as a chance to vent something because I don’t have someone that I really trust to keep this secret to his or her grave. I have friends. But they are too loud, they love to talk a lot. So, I cannot tell them this. I want to go in depth with the details as much as possible. I don’t want to delay this because I am wanting to discuss about this for weeks now but I didn’t have the time to do it. I got a lot of things to do, events to attend to, and mental break downs that I need to put my attention into.
It was a chill and warm Sunday evening when my friend Russel and Star went to my house to fetch me. I woke up hearing the voices of people inside my room and I even thought that I am still in my dreams but I was wrong. I felt something cold on my face and the liquid is dripping in a downward motion and with that I got up. Only to find out that these gays put an ice cube on my face. I will be okay with it if it is from the fridge but to my horror the ice cube was from the boba that they’re drinking. I was mad at them and shouted as loud as I can to make them walk outside my room. I messed my hair because of madness. But I saw my reflection while looking towards my mirror that stopped me from messing my hair further. I got up went to my dresser to get my hair brush. Because I am not liking what I am seeing right during those moment. I looked ugly as hell. Looking like I was attacked by some boar. As soon as I was finished dolling myself up. I went outside just to see my friends sitting comfortably on our sofa munching the crispy apples prepared by my mom as a snack. Like really? They just got from the boba shop, enjoying the drinks they’ve ordered. I looked at them. Trying to communicate some telepathic message hoping that they will get that I am planning an assassination of their soul inside my head. But they looked unbothered, they even smiled at me teasingly. I left them and went towards the kitchen to get tomatoes. I grabbed two of it and went back at them. I positioned my hands aiming for their heads but I didn’t continue doing it. I am just trying to make their heartbeats into running wild. I love suspense, okay? We then decided to out to go to Macky’s pizza house. They’re craving some pizza and they tried to tempt me from joining the two of them although I want to be left alone inside the comforts of my own home because I’ve been going on a hermit mode for months now. Don’t get me wrong. I go out sometimes only when I need to do something important outside. Russ complained about the need to be in a social setting because staying at home will make my life gloomy and sad. I don’t mind what he said because I am already immune to their rants. Them forcing me to go out even I got nothing to do out there is something that I hate. I don’t want to be force when it comes to socialization. I don’t have that skill to talk to people for hours and hear them talk about themselves, especially towards people I don’t have a close relationship.
“You need to stop treating life too seriously, Izzy. You need to have some real fun.” Russ said as he stuffed the nacho chips inside his mouth.
I sip my drink and rolled my eyes at him. Here we go again with this kind of topic.
“Are you forgetting what I have told you? I don’t like going out. The two of you knew that already. Why are you forcing me to do it.” I commented dramatically in response to Russel’s opinion.
“We know that, okay? I am just reminding you because you’re focusing too much on your studies. You need to take a break off from that routine of yours.”
“I have my breaks, Russ. And I am completely fine by following them.”
Russ put the slice of pizza on his plate and looked at his friend with a questionable look.
“You mean binge watching movies and eating junk foods on your bed? That’s not it, Izzy. Right, Star? She needs to go out more.”
Star looked at the two of them and shakes her head for a “NO”.
“Staying home is the best solution. And I agree with Izzy. I am taking her side.”
Russ scoffed at his friend.
“You guys are really best friends. By the way, how’s your relationship with your girl, Star?”
Star stiffened from her seat and went silent.
“We broke up. She left me for some girl she met during her vacation.” Her facial expression changed after saying her words.
Izzy patted her on the shoulder and leaned her head to it.
“Don’t worry, friend. You got us.” Izzy said to console her.
“I know. And I am grateful because I have you guys.” Star smiled softly.
“Enough with the drama. We don’t have enough tissue in here.” Russ waved his hands apart.
“Don’t mind her, Star. Who cares about having love life when you got a strong relationship with food?”
The trio laughed at they enjoyed the foods that they have ordered for the three of them.