"Hey babe" Nathan greeted me and kissed me. I smiled into the kiss and felt the butterflies in my stomach. He doesn't kiss me often, and we haven't been together very often. But when we are, I feel butterflies in my stomach every time. We solved and Nathan smiled warmly at me. Today was our anniversary and I hope he remembered. Why else would he smile like that. "I know we wanted to spend time together today..." he started to talk and I already knew what was to come after that.
"But her parents are arguing a lot these days and that's why she's feeling very bad, I want to cheer her up a bit," he finished the sentence and I felt my heart break again. Why can't he just spend a day alone with me? Why does he have to be with her all the time? How can it be that she always feels bad or always has a problem when we both want to do something?
"Can I come with you?" I asked him out of nowhere and he scratched the back of his head. Now he's probably thinking of the next lie so I can't follow him. And that hurts me. If he doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore, why doesn't he just break up? It's easy with three words "it's over" or "I'm breaking up." I'm really tired of being his plaything that he only pays attention to when the princess Kaitlin can't or isn't paying attention to him. And do you know when something like this happens? - never! "I wish, but you know Kaitlin is very sensitive about things like that and then she'll come along and say something wrong and she'll feel even worse," he claimed and I felt a slight anger inside me, but I didn't show it.
"Why should I say something wrong? You know that my parents fight a lot too, so I understand them best," I explained to him and tried to smile. "Sorry babe but maybe next time," he answered softly and kissed my cheek before quickly disappearing. Does he really think I buy this lie from him? Even if she's feeling bad, his "best friend" isn't sensitive to things like that. She never was and never will be. The only thing she gets sensitive about is the subject of Nathan and me. She hates me and I mean it literally. But he's so blind he can't see it.
I wanted to follow him around to see what he's doing and how she's really doing, but when they see me she'll label me as a jealous friend and make drama out of it again. I say yes, she hates me, not because I am me, but because Nathan and I are together, and because Nathan chose me back then. Since I couldn't do anything but spend our anniversary alone, I decided to invite some friends over. I have a pool in the garden, a big pool. And actually I wanted to spend the whole day with Nathan today and do everything possible. But since that failed and the weather is good, it's perfect for a pool party with friends.
Will there also be guys who are single and hot? Yes. Why shouldn't boys come who are pretty? Because I am in a relationship? Believe me, what Nathan is doing to Kaitlin is a thousand times worse than me throwing a pool party where boys are going to come too. I grabbed my phone and texted everyone I wanted to invite. Once everyone agreed, I set up the snacks, drinks, music, and pool. When I finished I went up to my room and picked out a black bikini. I put on my bikini and put my hair in a bun. Then I took off my make-up and painted my fingernails, I decided on the color red.
Just when I was done with everything, my doorbell rang and I immediately ran downstairs and opened the door. They were the first guests, all of whom I greeted with a hug. "You look really hot Alessia" one of the guys yelled and we started. We started in together and sat down on the loungers. "Ho, where's your boyfriend?" Jack asked, wrapping his arm around me. "As always with Kaitlin where else, he forgot our anniversary and would rather spend the day with her than with me, so everything is the same as always," I answered and the boys exhaled annoyed. "Don't worry Les, they're boys mine is like that too," April encouraged me and I nodded with a smile. "Boys stop, all assholes," I whispered and we both laughed,
"We're not like that!" growled Jaden and April and I worshiped each other's eyes. "Yeah, let's have some fun," she finished and I agreed. She got up, picked up her cell phone and connected to the JBL Box. "Let's turn the music on! Give us a reason to celebrate!!" Milo yelled and we laughed. She opened the music and Mike took my hand and we all started dancing. We walk, laughed and danced. "Alcohol!!" the boys growled and April and I brought the glasses full of alcohol to the boys. We all downed our glasses in one gulp and so the party was only just beginning.
"Let's take pictures I want to make Nathan jealous!!" I tried to explain to the boys. And April started laughing because she knew the boys didn't understand a word. "Let's take pictures!!!", I yelled and only now did the guys understand me. Mike turned the music down and I pulled out my phone. I had Nathan and I as the background and I got sad again. It hurts me again and again that he wants to be with her all the time and doesn't want to stay with me. And no matter how many years will pass, it will hurt me again and again. No matter how much I don't want to show that it doesn't hurt me, it still hurts me a lot inside.
"Alessia everything ok?", I heard April and I nodded immediately. "Let's finally take the pictures and go to the pool," I decided and the boys were of course for it. We took beautiful pictures with crazy poses. When we were done, Jack grabbed my phone and immediately ran away. Of course I ran after him, but of course he was faster than me what else did I expect. When he finally stopped, I tried to pick up my phone, but it didn't really work. I was way too small so I didn't get my phone back. The others enjoyed it and laughed. "Jack, give me my fucking cell phone!" I yelled and the others kept laughing.
"Give a little one with two minutes and you'll get it back," he answered with a grin and I gave up annoyed. I waited and waited and finally got my phone back. After that we all jumped into the pool and played different games. Until the doorbell rang more times. April went to open the door and we continued to play our game. And someone came running. "Are you kidding me?!" I heard my friend's voice and we lose the pool. "What's going on now?!" I asked him annoyed. "We should go slowly," April murmured and the others left without me being able to say anything else. "You throw a party while I comfort Kaitlin!! What a whore you are!!"