Chapter 6
Siguro 2 months passed na hindi parin ako kinakausap ni Zach.
Kahit masamang hanging, hindi kami pinagtatagpo.
Alam mo ung feeling na ready kanag mag wave to say hi? Pero dinaanan kalang na parang wala kang kwentang bagay, para pag tuunan ng pansin? Masakit kaya.
Nagmumuka na kong may crush sa kanya, and I can't deny that one.
Nakakainis sya talaga.
Kaso walang magagawa yung pagmamaktol ko, kahit umiyak pa ako ng dugo.
Okay! Proxi! Hindi ka flirt! Pero kailangan mo yata matutunan! Kalmahan lang natin self, gayahin mo si ju kyung na umupo sa balikat ni soo ho! , Oo! mala true beauty and galawan self!
this is it pancit na sunog! Here i come!
Papansinin Kaya nya ako? Or this things will be one of my dissapoinment again.
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Matagal-tagal na din pala, since the classes start.
Parang kailan lang kinikilig pa ako dahil nagkakagusto na ko kay Zach.
I felt na kailangan ko na itigil to. This ain't no good for me.
Ngayon naman feeling ko mag mo-move on nalang ako.
Bawal ako mag inarte! Wala kaming label! Gosh! nakakahiya naman ung ganon right?
Ung ang clingy mo, tapos may pa kiss pa tapos nagseselosan, pag tinanong kung ano mo sya, walang ma sagot, kasi wala ngang LABEL.
Sakit nun pri hahhaa
Pero i should get back my Zach! May bebe zach! wait? Medyo kaderder ung utak ko ah.
BEBE? iww.
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"Hey! Having fun babe?" Jusko bigla-bigla nalang sumusulpot itong si Chaise sa harap ko, bakla nang taong 2021 to!
"Oh! Ginagawa mo dito?" Syempre kunyari di ko alam na may kailangan sya, at ako nanaman ang kanyang knight in shining armor.
"So i came home last night and i accidentally told my parent na im a gay! I need a house to live babe! Nakakalerki talaga!" Ah, so kailangan nya nang bahay and so?
Don't he even tell me na dito sya sakin, hindi Ito bahay ampunan.
"So im gonna live with you!" Juicecolored, hindi ganto yung inaasahan ko na mangyayari!
"Okay. Ay! Wait! What! Live? Seryoso ka dyan? Muka ba kong bahay ampunan?" Medyo hindi nag function nang maayos utak ko don, hindi pwede na dito sya titira. Jusmeyo marimar!
"Plsssssss!!!" Eto nanaman tayo eh! Muka nanaman akong may anak sa bahay na kulang sa aruga!
Hindi sa ayoko s'yang kasama, ay oo.
Last time na tumira sya samin dahil sa kasalan nya na kinembutan nya yung pinsan nyang may patagong feelings, ayun nahampas ng tatay nya haha!
Okay dapat hindi ako matawa duon, but i can't help myself not to laugh.
As if my choice ako sa baklang to! Hays, I felt bad naman kung hindi ko sya tutulungan
So I let him in and i obliged him to wash the dishes, payment nya daw from my approval na dito sya titira.
Morning came and of course maaga dumating. Manong guard greet me a 'Good Morning' and I greet back. That's is respect.
It's not my responsibility to greet him back, but that's what people do as an respect to the elderly.
I usually walk at 3—oh, 5 staircase. One in the main gate, which have 10 steps to do and 1 to the building which 20 steps to do. The last three staircase is when I step on the first floor, until at the third floor.
Staircase has been my friend, I don't how. But I already considered staircase as my friend.
I walked inside the classroom, not even minding someone at all.
"Hey!" Out of nowhere, someone poked me. Anong mahalagang nangyari ngayon?Bakit may santong lumalapit saken, baka may kailangan din to.
"Let's ditch class?" Aba naman Zach! Tinuruan pa akong mag ditch Sa class.
I would never do ditch class, because it's bad and no one can stop me from saying no to it. Even Zac—
(Meanwhile)...
"Bakit ba ako pumayag mag ditch ng class!?" Frosti na ako dito ah! ay frustrate pala.
He lean closer and whispered. Enough to hear by me.
People are being weird, they jumping, yelling and so on.
This is what I called happiness!
"Because i don't accept "No" as an answer" Aba't kinikindatan pa ako, mangisay ka sana dyan.
We drink! Dance! Drink! Dance! Drink.
Untill i felt my head becomes heavy, and my world swaying by itself. Tatak  ako, then i feel like throwing up.
Sa sobrang kalasingan ko, hindi ko na alam sunod na nangyari basta alam ko nalasing ako.
Naramdaman ko nalang na may nagkumot saken, and keep on cussing. Cussing someone is bad. Why this person do it?
Oh maybe this is Ameythst, she surely be. But how come, if i am in the bar?
Tsk, I can't think deeply my head still hurts.
Nako kung hindi lang ako lasing na tampal ko bunganga neto ni Amethyst!
(On the other side)...
Zach Point Of View,
I don't know what i have gotten into myself! This is not so me! What the f*ck did i do!?
I almost spend my 2 months to avoid her, just to stop my feelings before it get deeper. But the more i avoid her, the more I miss her and deeply fall for her.
She wasn't just a normal person you encounter, her smiles can tell that she's happy. But her eyes can tell that she's not.
She's more mysterious than I thought. 
I don't even know if, am i really like her or this isn't just like anymore.
I even brought her to the club,which is not right.
I don't know why i told her to ditch class, she look hesitant at first but she agreed right away.
I saw how she dance and swayed her body that makes other men look at her.
My friend is rising,this is not good!
I saw how she walks towards me and hug me, she murmured something but i don't understand anything.
I get her in the car and drove as fast as i can, it's getting hot here.
Im gonna go first at my house and change, so that i don't smell alcohol when i go to her house, that's gonna be embarrassed.
But i forgot to do my plan to change, when she grab my face and kiss me hungrily, how the h*** she can know this thing?!
And im a man too that can easily captivated by her kiss.
I didn't know that she's good.
I started pinning her in the wall and stared at her gorgeous eyes.
Those eyes that makes her more mesmerising. F*ck, hindi ko na alam kung anong pinanggagawa ko.
"Stay calm Zach! Lalaki ka at sainyong dalawa, ikaw pa ang matino!" I should have talk to my self right now, this isn't right.
Roxi might regret it tomorrow and I don't know what would be my reaction.
This is bullsh*t!
She really makes my body responds in her everymove.
She's really good
"C-christian." That stunned, she's moan*ng someone's name. That dude who hurt her.
I push her a little to stop on what's her doing, she's confused at first and look at me.
I lost my appetite, I can't bear with it anymore.
She doesn't stop at all, she began do things she wanted that i wanted too.
Those eyes of her, are the first thing caught my attention in the first day in the gate.
She looks confused and her brows frown that day and I can't help myself to laugh. Tsk.
I don't know how come i like her, that i can't control my self to do something, when she's around.
My traitor soul!
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I wake up because of the heavy feeling on my stomach, as if someone is peacefully sleeping on their.
And i found Roxi sleeping peacefully.
Her face that shaped like a hear, her lips that looks healthy and everything.
I wanted to wake up every morning in this situation. Roxi peacefully sleeping and our world is revolving only for the two of us.
I wanted to pinch her cheek so bad, but i might wake her up.
I Put some blanket in her naked body.
Their is stain of blood beside me and I knew what is it. T-this is weird.
Did I just do it with her? I freaking did it and that would maker her shocked.
What if she hate me?!
What if she avoid me?!
What if she disgusted me?!