Chapter six
Cath fall Branwen 'POV
Sweating.....
Panting....
I woke up in the one black room, I can't see anything all I can see is a light coming from one direction
I get up and feel where am I
I'm not in my room, I know the feeling when I'm in my room.. I feel heavy on my chest. And My head is turning
I walk towards the light, it was far so it takes a minute before I'm already standing in the light
"Cath"
"Daughter"
"Sis"
"Ija"
"My Autumn"
"Baby" Ah! I can hear a lot of voice, where the hell it come from?
"Fall.. How are you, it's been a while. Are you doing fine?" Napatalon ako sa gulat ng may humawak sa balikat ko
I can't see her face clearly, it was all blurd
"Who are you?" I maintain my cold voice
"Maybe someone on your past" she said and walk circling me
I gasp when she vanished. I looked around to find her, but I can't see anything
"My dear girl... you want to know who am I?" I try to find where's that sound come from
"If you want to know who am I. Then think of your past, don't run away.. stop running away my dear. As long as you run, the past will chase you no matter what. You can't escape from everything you need to fight and face it..." Those words was like a knife stabbed my heart many times
I kept on running from the past, I keep on trying to avoid my past. But The past is chasing me
"It's time to face them my dear... don't let your past control you"
Nagising ako mula sa isang bangungot, should I call it a nightmare? Or warning?.
Who is she?
From my past?
"Baby..."
"Wah, puki-nang-ina!" Napasigaw ako sa gulat ng may mag salita sa tabi 'ko
"Are you okay? You are sweating ad panting heavy. Nightmare?" He worriedly ask. I shook my head to tell him that I'm not okay
"What's your nightmare? Hmm?" He grabbed my wrist and pulled closer to him and Now I'm sitting on his lap. He buried his face between my neck and shoulder
"Someone saying that I need to face my past.. and she said that she's from my past." He sighed and hugged me tightly "Let's not talk about it baby, let's sleep okay" he lie me down in bed and stroke my hair
really is he going to sleep here? Here and now? "What do you mean by 'let's sleep okay' are you going to sleep here?" I raised my brows
"No, I'll wait you sleep and I'll do my work in office. So... sleep now okay just call me if you need something" I nod as he kissed my forehead before the tip of my nose
"Work well my Engineer..." The last thing I said bago ako kainin ng antok.
"Good morning Philippines!!" 
"What in a world is wrong with you!" I cover my ears and gave her a death glare.
"Morning British girl" kuya appeared out of nowhere and smirk at zekiah.
"Here we go again..." I rolled my eyes. Seriously? Flirting was a lot less destructive in my day.
"Just don't flirt in front on me please... It's disgusting!" They laugh and leave in the dining room.
Sigh.. Am I like bitter? Do I make them suffocate in my attitude?
"Hey runt, how are you?" I glanced at ken, he's talking on someone on his laptop, video call.
He's hair was wet and a little messy, he's wearing sweat pants and white shirt. He look fresh
He's always wearing a sweat pants and shirt. Seriously?
"I'm okay, how are you? Is ate cath with you?" Ken glanced at me and smiled
"Yes, baby, She's with me. Do you want to talk her?" He walk towards my direction and placed the laptop on table
Kate
She's more beautiful now
"Hi ate. How are you?" She ask. I smiled and waved my hand
"I'm okay, still breathing baby.. 'bout you? How have you been? You grown up a bit haven't you?" Ken chuckled and pull a chair beside me and sat down. He put his arms across my shoulder and look at kate
"Yep, I'm a big girl now!" She look free.
Kate was ken's younger sister, she's very close to me more than my own sisters
"Nope, you're still our baby.."ken smirk at her. Kate mocked her and make a face
"I'm not a baby, if you want a baby. Go made your own baby. You're old now! I want to babysit your baby kuya" I stunned on my seat and bit my lower lip
The f*ck
"I will.. we will wife, right?" He playfully said. I gave him a death glare
"Wife your as*!" Both of them laugh "kayong mag kapatid titirisin 'ko kayo 'eh!"
"Kate!" I heard ate Yvonne, she appeared on the screen and greet us
"Hi there lovebirds" love birds my as*
"Hi ate Yvonne" I gave her a smile. "How are you cath?" She ask, smirking.
She like teasing me
"Yeah, still alive."
We talk a lot before we end the call, they are so Good to me. They didn't treat me like others. They look at me like their sister
"Why'd you call her runt earlier?" I confront him. He's calling kate 'runt'
"What should I call her? Stubby? She's small That's why I call her runt."
"What about zeki? Why don't call her runt?"
"The f*ck? Why should I?" What's wrong with me? I get pissed easily now!
"Tsk." I enter in our library
This library was huge and so many shelves and books
I pick one book and lie down on my sofa. I wasted my time reading A book
This story was Howling at the moon series
This was beautiful. I finished reading so I back go back to dining room
I'm hungry after reading one whole book
"Where have you been?" Alexa asked. "Oh, In the library..." I pick a glass and pour a water on it.
"By the way, Zero said he's going to his company" my brows furrowed. Why should I care?
"Ok"
"Khael said mae is going here tomorrow.." I brake the glass I'm holding and clenched my jaw 
"Let her be." I emotionless said. She's so pathetic to go here after...
... k*lling my cousin in front me
"Are you sure as h*ll?" I gritten my teeth and nod "I'm sure as h*ll.."
"You're not going to k*ll her aren't you?" She nervously laugh. "Of course not."  She sighed
"Siguraduhin mo lang, gago ka." I gave her an assurance smile.
"T*ngin*, pag ikaw may ginawa d'on baka bumangon si Don falcon at sakmalin tayo bigla. Nako, nako." She shook her head and mutter a curse
"Hindi nga promise" I raised my hand
"Fine, just don't cath huh." I nod and get another glass
She sighed and leave me.
Pathetic.
B*tch.
Wh*re....
Pain in the as*.
I hate her, I want to k*ll her, I want to rip her neck, fill her body of my bullets, Shot her many times, Break her bones and stabbed her chest until I satisfied
What should I do all day? K*ll her in my mind? Rip her neck in my mind?
I can't understand her. She want to go here? For what? Take revenge? F*ck sake! She's digging her own grave and I would gladly help her!
Noon pa man ay alam 'kong maiinit na ang mata sa 'kin ni mae, napansin 'ko na 'yun. Nag sisimula palang ako sa pag aaral noon sa london
At alam ko 'rin na obsessed s'ya kay ken. Napaka tang* n'ya para patayin ang kaybigan n'ya na pinsan ko. Adopted child ni tita raven at tito tai.
Ivy is her best friend ever since they were child, and mae join ivy in mafia class. And because of jealous to ivy
She try to do her best and work to our enemy. One day when her grudge against my cousin rise up, she killed my cousin
Without mercy and RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
Tinangka n'yang patayin pati ako dahil ako daw ang mahal ni ken. Well... you can't steal him away
I'm not the only one have the grudge against her, all of us.
She warned me one time, she said 'Ken will be mine I swear.. and you? You'll gonna die. In my own hands'
Seriously? She's that obsessed to ken? What if she'll steal ken tomorrow? What if..
What if ken will love her back? What if he stop the courting thingy?
What if he'll leave me again?
What if--
"Good evening, how are you? Are you hungry?" I felt manly arms around my waist.
"Evening, I'm okay. And I'm a little hungry. You? Did you eat already?" He shook his head and rest his chin on my shoulder
He pouted "Evening lang? Walang Good? Bad mood 'ka 'ba ngayun? Gusto mo na 'ba kumain?" I sighed. Should I accept him? Baka kasi mag ka-totoo 'yung mga 'what if'  'ko kanina.
Sigh...
Mahal ba 'ko ni ken? kaya n'ya ako niligawan? O gusto n'ya lang akong makuha
Pano kung niligawan n'ya lang ako dahil na miss n'ya 'ko? Weird..
"Ken mahal mo 'ba 'ko?" He chuckled and kiss my shoulder. His kiss send goosebumps and shivers in my spines down to my toes
"What a st*pid question. Of course I love you.. that's why I courted you, And like I said.. I marked you us mine ever since you were born" He said in his calming voice, you can hear the seriousness on his voice like he meant all of it.
"Ken..."
"Hmm.. yes?" 
"Ilan na naging girlfriend mo?"
"I don't know? 100? 500? 1000- Ouch baby!" I gave him a death glare, he can't see I'm serious here?
"Fine.. I don't know, maybe 5? But I didn't serious. They're just for bed" Nanginig ang buong kalamnan 'ko, They're only for bed? Ako 'rin 'ba? Pang kama lang?
"If you're thinking that I just courted you because I want you in bed. No, No baby. I won't do that to you I swear to all that I killed Ikaw lang ang mahal ko.." Malambing na ani nito, Napa iwas nalang ako ng tingin at inalis ang pag kakayakap n'ya sa 'kin. Pero yumakap pa s'ya lalo
"Ken.. pupunta si mae dito bukas" He clenched his fist, I can feel it in my tummy. "Ken.." Bakit pag na iisip kong iiwan n'ya 'ko dahil kay mae ay nag seselos ako?
D*mn!
Mahal 'ko ba s'ya?
O baka ayaw 'ko lang talaga na mapunta s'ya kay mae kaya ako ganto?
Baka nga.
Hindi 'ko pa nga alam kung mahal 'ko 'ba s'ya o Hindi 'eh.
Basta ang gulo.
Baka kasi pag sinagot 'ko s'ya ay dahil gusto 'ko s'ya ilayo kay mae. Baka masaktan at umasa lang si ken sa 'kin.
"Let's eat.." tumango s'ya at pina upo ako sa upuan n'ya. S'ya na d'on sa center. tss, ano s'ya boss?
Nag simula kaming kumain. Walang gustong bumasag ng katahimikan, tunog lang ng kubyertos ang maririnig mo
Tumikhim ako at uminom ng tubig.
Kasabay nito ang pag lunok 'ko ng pride 'ko.
Mahal 'ko 'ba kasi talaga s'ya?
Na kakairita! Gusto 'ko mag focus sa trabaho. Pero tangin*! Bakit 'ko ba pinoproblema 'to?
Mahal? Hahah! Tangin*. Na niniwala 'ba 'ko dito? The cath that I know is she hate the word love
She hate the word love, I promised to my self that I won't believe in love..
Love is the most complicated thing. you didn't know if they're saying the truth or just using you
I will just bring a bad luck to him If I let my self fall on him. I need to fight on my own
I can't just dragg him down with me. He need to be with someone else, We're not for each other
"You know that mae is obsessed to you.. and I know that she'll going here tomorrow to get you and k*ll me because she THOUGHT that I k*lled her boss!" Why did I just burst out?
"She's obsessed to me?" His eyes spark.. what the h*ll!!!
What the fuck those sparks!
Don't tell me he like her too? F*ck shit!
H*ll no! They can't be together! Never! And will never be! 
My grip on the spoon tighten, Grrr!
"Obsessed huh. "He kept saying that until we finished eating. I go upstairs to wash my self
I didn't take long on washing my self, I finish it faster so I can warn everyone
I go on the dining room. They're now eating. Na una pala kami ni ken
"Kain." Alok nila pero umiling ako. I cleared my throat
"Tomorrow mae will be here.. So, prepare your selves. She might k*ll us one by one" they nod
"Before I forgot. Kuya and zekiah are now together.. kayo kelan kayo mag jojowa? Mga wala dilig" Natawa sila sa huli kong sinabi.
"Baka ikaw ang walang dilig. Zero paki diligan n'ga 'to masyadong maingay" Sigaw ni khynx
"I will!" Balik ni ken mula sa kusina.
F*ck them.
"Owemji! Kayo na?"
"Ay hindi! Tang* naman"
"Kami narin naman ni clyden eh, tseh!" I choked. The f*ck!
" 'Kala n'yo kayo lang? Matagal ng kami ni kevin noh." Just wow. Matagal ng sila tapos ngayun 'ko lang nalaman?
The f*ck.
"Yeah, kami rin ni khaira" my jaw dropped, khaira and blake are together?
What a f*cking day!
"Nahiya pa shawn at alexa?" Medyo inis na wika ko.
"Matagal ng kami. Since Shs.. cath" he looked down feeling guilty
"Good to know, just don't hurt them boys. Or you'll see the hell opening for you entrance"
They gulp and nod, I leave them there and go to ken. He's now on his office doing his boring job again
I bring a coffee for him to make him relax. I placed the coffee on his table and pull a chair and sat beside him.
"Aren't you gonna sleep?" I asked and lean closer to see what is he doing. It's business so I move away
How I hate businesses, it sucks!
"No, I'll finish it quickly. I didn't sleep earlier so I'm tired, but My tiredness vanished because you're here " Kumalabog ang puso 'ko. He really mean that.
"Ken..."
"Hmm?"
"I love you.."
Sorry for the lame chapter, sakit sa utak mag English grabe..
Expect my grammatical errors and typos, minamadali ko minsan kaya medyo lame
However hope you all enjoy the story. More series to come guys.
I'm planning to right mafia boss obsession series at billionaire's daughters series. Anak naman nila 'to.
Opo, end game silang lahat. Ewan ko lang kay alexa at shawn.
Haha spoiler alert guys.