He pinned me into his arms, then lifted my face, in the midst of burning emotion he bit my lips, "Shut up!"
I staggered, with all my might hung my hands around his neck, hot and uncontrollable body pressed against his hard and muscular body, I didn't want to break away from him, and quickly put my tongue into his mouth, what a crazy and unknowing tongue we are linked.
He got angry, then grabbed my chin trying to stop me, "Dirty!"
I didn't even care, and with great rage began to fondle him again.
Madness from despair.
Datu couldn't hold himself back any longer, immediately carried me back to the bed, roughly pushing me down.
Tonight, like hell.
I didn't know that I had fainted several times, and my voice was hoarse, my whole body ached, as if it had been split and crushed, I couldn't move at all.
After it was over, Datu put on a neat dress and stood in front of the bed, his cold eyes looked down where I was.
“Give you money, you don't want to, and now instead let me fuck you for free. Imelda, you shouldn't provoke me, and you shouldn't touch Nia.”
I don't know why so sad either.
Even though I have practiced for a long time so that my heart is not easily swayed, but at this moment, when I look at her, there is something that I can't figure out that makes me feel bitter.
There is no help, weak, feeling mistreated all the time and no one can be a place to complain, yes this is the destiny of my life.
Miserable self, miserable others.
If it wasn't for me, he and Nia would be the happiest couple, how could he endure a betrayal, accept a lie, also feel the pain of losing his love and son.
I'm the one who brings disaster to him.
But I really want to hug him, my tears are falling, blurring my vision, I'm so sad that I can't say a single word, I can only hold the sheet tightly under my body, "Husband, please hug me... I'm in so much pain..."
He looked at me in surprise, his hands clenched into fists, the veins on his forehead looked like he was holding back laughter after hearing a funny joke.
“Imelda, who do you think you are?”
"I am your woman...You once said, all your life you only want me to be your woman，but in the end you are also the one who pushed me into hell..."
"Shut up!" My words managed to scratch his old wounds, he took a deep breath, in his eyes there was a wound so deep, he walked closer to me, then kissed me firmly, "This is all because of you, Imelda, you were the first to kill our child, he was still very small. , how can your heart be so cruel!”
I feel all this is unfair and it makes me so sad, my tears fall in his arms, and with a trembling voice I shake my head.
"No. It wasn't me who killed our son, my husband, not me, trust me..."
“How could I believe you! Eyewitnesses, evidence and the judge's decision are all directed at you, how can I believe you! Imelda, even though you have received your punishment, but I, for the rest of my life will not be able to forgive you.”
Datu's attitude was so cold, and he started to stand up from his place, the air in the room suddenly turned cold.
My mind was so confused trying to stand up after him, "My husband..."
My tears flowed endlessly, this pain stabbed to the heart.
He removed my hand that had reached him, then turned his head to see me, “Don't call me your husband! That word, I don't want to hear you say that word again!”
This second, I saw his eyes, his determination this time so hard.
And from his eyes, I saw his disappointment in me.
My weak and limp body lay on the bed, holding back the tears that were about to break out, I bit my lips hard, my eyes opened wide looking at him who closed the door hard and left this place.
Husband, do you know, the woman who is currently by your side, the woman who is currently sharing your bed and pillow, is the one who killed our child.
If one day all the facts are revealed, how will you choose?
I'm too tired, my head is spinning.
In my own state I was unconscious.
I wanted to find someone to save me, but there was no one, I was thinking, if I die in this place alone, it's also likely that no one will take my body, no one will remember me.
But when I came back to my senses, I found myself lying in the hospital, the room was white, I tried to straighten up my lying body until I sat on the hospital bed, my weak body only moved a little and immediately broke out in cold sweat.
Confusedly I leaned against the head of the bed, my vacant eyes staring out the window.