Chapter 3
2 months had passed at maayos naman ang lagay ni mama. Gusto ko kung paano nag re-respond yung katawan nya sa mga gamot.
Since na discharge si mama sa hospital ng Romero ay kusa na din lumayo ang loob ni Zach.
Hindi ko alam ang pinaka reason, kahit buod nito.
Well, dahil siguro ganon talaga you met them but not for lifetime, for temporary.
Napaka layo nya na sa Zach na dati kong kilala, or hindi ko talaga sya lubusag kilala and i just assumed things.
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I'm here at the school, walking like a zombie. Ganda kasi ng korean drama eh! Sayang kung di lang naubos load ko! Sayang talaga!
"Bakit mo sinasambunutan, sarili mo Roxi?" Tanong ni klea, out of nowhere talaga to si Klea kung sumulpot. Akala mo multo.
Agad kong tinanggal yung kamay kong nakahawak sa ulo.
Nakakahiya.
I even saw zach walking towards us, i'm ready to wave my hand, but then he just walk passed by.
I was stunned and didn't see that coming. Klea's mouth form circle, as if she wasn't expecting that tho.
Okay, atleast i am not the one who did that. Well just an assurance, that he doesn't know i will wave my hand.
"Zach back to his old self." Klea said and smirk. I saw how people look at me on disbelief, when I accidentally slipped.
People laugh of course, but Klea help me to stand and even ask me if I'm alright. I just nod and began to walk.
Why would I make things little into a big one? Duh.
Padami na kami ng padami sa room at unti-unti nanamang nagkakagulo.
Well, this is actually a students nature. Crowd.
Some are throwing trash to eachother and some are doing their make ups, until they look clown.
I was looking at Zach weirdly, i mean when you saw how he look like talking to himself, you really find it weird.
But then, when ameythst out of nowhere say something—nagparinig sya, that cause Zach to look at us. Well ameythst did and I don't.
Why does he look like I'm the one to blame?
"Bakit kasi kailangan tignan pa, pwede namang lapitan duh..."Sabi ni ameythst na may pa arte pa.
Klea beside me, keep on poking my waist. It tickles me alot.
Ameythst even whisper me, that I should depend my self.
"I don't have reason to talk to him kaya!" I said with a deffensive voice.
Wait, bakit ang conyo ko bigla magsalita? Jusme.
I was about to talk something when a loud knock happened.
I mean, we're inside he room and whoever did that's is crazy. Does she/he doesn't the word "Respect?"
President open the door room or let's just say, Cleo.
A short girl with a freakin big bo*bs and cute,  enter and i can say that lalake is lason.
A girl acted cute, when she saw that Cleo is in her front, but Cleo didn't give her any interesting glance.
Aww what a loyal person we got here!
A girl step forward and started to roam her eyes, as if she's looking for someone. Dude, she's creepy when she smiles.
You know how psycho smile? She do look like that.
Her brows frown and ask everyone if her baby Zach is her—wait did she just mentioned Zach?!
"Is  my baby Zach here?" Sabi ni ate girl and that makes me cringe.
"Nye,nye, nye is my baby Zach is here?" Natatawa ako kung paano gayahin ni Klea ang boses ni Ate girl at pagtawanan. I know that it's bad to bully someone without doing anything bad to you, but Klea and Ameythst had a reason.
But I don't know their reasons, secret daw.
I look at Zach, this is unbelievable!
How come he acted single in front of everyone and even gave signs that he's interested to you, Romantically?!
"Roxi tara nga dito!" Nawindang buong kalamnan ko, nang iritable na tinawag ako ni Cleo.
Kita ko kung paano sumilay ang ngiti sa labi ni Klea and Ameythst. Is this planned?!
He seems doesn't want to spend more time chit chatting with that girl, Klea naman kasi nakakamatay ang tingin kay Cleo.
If i am in Cleo's position, i will do the same. Having a girlfriend na mukang sama ng loob na nagkatawang tao, is hard to pleased.
Lumapit nalang ako, no choice, Ladies choice.
He motion his hands, gesturing that he's done explaining.
"May naghahanap kay Zach." Sabi ni cleo na parang may pake ako. Well meron naman.
Why would i even step in that conversation, if I do have nothing to do with it?
"Wala kabang mata? muka ba akong hanapan ng nawawalang moodswings na nagkakatawang tao?" Nanggigigil ako sa lalakeng to, baka mauna pa dumugo muka neto kaysa sa muka nya.
Swear, kahit boyfriend o guardian angel pa sa ni Klea.
"Hey Zach baby! Can you come here? Hmmp!" Arte-arte naman nito, bakulaw na umaaktong bata pa. Gusto ko bigla manakit.
I saw how Zach stands and walked right on where I am standing. I admit na nag assumed ako na saakin sya pupunta, you can't blame me.
They talked as if i'm not even their.
"Look, my hair tie keep on loosing, make it tied and gripped on my hair Zacky...hmp!" Ako lang ba, o talagang pabebe sya? Nakakainis ah!
Ako mag tie, sa leeg ko itatali.
"Nagseselos kaba?" Sabi ng kaluluwa kong paepal, na walang ginawa kundi kunsintihin ang katangahan ko.
Aalis na sana ako dahil bukod sa na buburyong na ako, nagmumuka akong third wheel.
Kita ko kung paano mabilis na nahawaka ni Zach ang papulsuhan ko. He look at me as if he wanted to say something.
Inhale,
Exhale.
Nilingon ko sya at iritableng tinaasan ng kilay.
"Ano?" Kunyari naiinis ako, kahit totoo.
Zach's brows frown and ask me, "Where you planning to go?" A big applause for Zach na puro motibo.
I hate assuming things, just like what i did on the past.
"Seating?" He then let go of my hand. Anong ganap nun? May pahawak ng kamay tapos binitawan din.
Just like Christian, he hold my hand tightly on the past and let go it right away without hesitation.
Alam nyo kanino yung hinawakan nya pagkatapos bitawan yung akin? Kay Aira.
"What?" Magkasalubong kilay nyang tanong. Bungol ba ito?
Minsan iniisip ko, nagpapakita lang to ng motibo tapos ending sasaktan kalang sa huli.
I still can't trust him, because my trust isn't for everyone. Siguro this feelings of mine is just infatuation.
Hope it is.
Pinabayaan ko na silang mag usap and spend their time together. Well, atleast i still respect them.
Pake ko sakanila. Oh, jus kidding aside mamaya masabihan akong bitter.
Naguusap sila sa mismong pinto nang baby nya daw. Cringe naman ng gano'ng tawagan.
A girl come near closer to Zach and Zach didn't mind it at all.
Aba! Alam ko na may thingy sila, pero yung maghahampasan kayo sa harap na parang walang nakakakita, RED FLAG.
H-her boobs are poking Zach's chest too. Omg, I can't control this anymore!
Para akong nanonood ng harap-harapan na "how to flirt your klasmeyt." Jusme! Mahabaging Diyos, patawarin nawa ang makasalanang kaluluwa.
Nanggi-gigil na ako, kasi naman bakit kailangan sa harap sila mag harutan. Ito namang si Zach parang wala Lang sakanya!
Pero kalma lang, I need to maintain myself calm.
Naiinis na ko, hindi ko kinakaya ang mga nakikita ko.
My angel thought keep on telling me to act cool, while my demon thought told me to gripped that hair of that ugly b*tch.
What would I choose?
Parang may namu-moong poot sa katawan ko.
I can't take it anymore. I need signs.
"Kung ako dyan Roxi magseselos talaga ako." Sabi ni klea and still not even didn't assure me to do things I wanted.
Not enough sign.
Ako pinagpapawisan sakanila.
Baka maglapit  ang labi nila and...
Oh my gosh!
Wag ganon, I hate that thought!
"Enough!" Okay, nakakahiya iyon, nakatingin na sila saken.
Ameythst and Klea looks shocked, they didn't see that coming. Ako rin.
Oh my gosh, think Roxi! You need to think!
"Enough Klea and Ameythst! Fine then, i will date that man okay! Tell me his number!" Klea acted like she's really sending some message to me and Ameythst do secretly laugh, as if I didn't see it.
Zach and that girl stopped chit chatting and all my classmates turn their attention to me.
Oh gosh, I just realized that i embarrassed myself.
Uupo na sana ako, kaso dumating na iyung teacher.
Edi tatayo nanaman, right?
Natapos  na yung classes ng wala lang, normal lang.
Lectures, surprise quizzes and so on. Just a normal day of a high schoolers.
Tapos ayun wala naman na akong pake sa dalawang iyon.
Tse! di sana sila tumagal.
"Anong binubulong mo dyan Roxi?" Tenga talaga ni klea pang chismosa. Bigla-bigla talaga nag a-active pagiging Marites nito.
"Wala." Mahabang kwentuhan nanaman pag sinabi ko sa babaeng to.
Tumunog bigla ang bell, sing na next prof naman ang papalit.
2hrs pa, bago mag break and grabe and brainstorming namin ngayon kasi nalalapit na ang exam.
Some of our profs give us tips and ways to do an easy brainstorming. Some gives possible answer and some are not.
Ang hirap pag malapit na exam, maraming bookworm na lumalabas and some acted cool, kasi binabayaran nila ang prof to get higher grades. Iba talaga ang nagagawa ng pera.
Naalala ko, may kasabihan sila na money can't buy happiness. Tapos napagalitan ako, sabi ko kasi "Di mo sure." May professor pala duon sa likod ko.
How pathetic i am?
Syempre napunta ako sa principals office, wag ko daw kwestyunin ang patakaran.
Hindi ko nan alam eh.
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