I invited him in and locked the door behind me. "So what do we do now?" he asked me, grinning, and I grinned back. "You tell me. What should we do?" I answered and he came closer to me. "How about we make your nice friend a little aggressive?" he asked me, his grin only widening. "That would be perfect," I replied, just smiling. He took my right hand and pulled me into the garden, to the bar I "own".
"So I'll mix us a nice cocktail with a lot of alcohol and then the fun can begin," he explained to me and I just nodded. I sat in a chair and watched him make the cocktails. He looked really hot doing this so I decided to film him and post that as well. I knew Nathan saw it, but for a moment I didn't care. I just wanted to have fun. Regardless of the price.
"So here's your cocktail little one," Jack pulled me out of my thoughts and handed me my cocktail. "Thanks bro" was all I answered and he sat down next to me. "So what do we do now?" he asked me and I started to grin. "We could get in the hot tub or we could dance," I suggested. "Or we could go to the sauna," he suggested as well and started to grin. "Sauna? Why in the sauna, let's go in the pool," I answered and was in my thoughts. I hope Jack isn't having the thoughts I think he's thinking right now, otherwise tonight isn't going to end well here. "Oke but under a waitress," he started to talk and I immediately agreed, without knowing what his waitress was.
He pulled me by the arm into the house and up the stairs, I looked at him questioningly. However, I didn't have the courage to ask where we were going, probably because I was more afraid of his answer than his reaction. He pulled me down the hall where I saw old pictures of Nathan and I before Kaitlin arrived. We say so happy, and spent all the time together or with friends back then. But now he doesn't spend time with his girlfriend, nor with his friends. Even if he only did something with the boys, it would be ok for me.
But the fact that he's hanging out with her all the time hurts me and makes me angry too. How am I supposed to show my love? How can my love not disappear? How am I supposed to stop the anger inside me? Jack led me to the balcony in front of the pool and looked at me with a grin. "What's this?" I asked him skeptically, but he just grinned. "You want to go into the pool, but unfortunately we have to jump into the pool from the balcony," he replied with a grin and I looked at him annoyed.
"You know I'm scared of heights!" I complained, but he just grinned. "Well, it's your fault," he answered with a grin and pulled my hand. "A promise is a promise," he reminded me and I sighed. "Okay, but we jump together," I whispered and he nodded. He took my hand and we climbed onto the porch. I alternately looked at the pool and at Jack. I felt this fear inside me, but he was right promise is promise. And you can't break a promise. "1...2...3", we counted together and jump and jump down from the porch.
I could feel the cold air all over my body and in the next few seconds we landed in the water. In the water I let go of Jack's hand and surfaced again. When I appeared Jack grinned at me and I rolled my eyes. "It was fun admit it," he grinned at me and I rolled my eyes. "I was scared man!" I yelled, but in the next few seconds we both started laughing. "Yeah, you bitch," he answered me and sprayed me wet. And of course I joined in and also got him wet and it was a huge water fight.
After half an hour we got out of the pool and went onto the lounger. "I'll bring us a cocktail," I said, standing up. "All right, but with alcohol!" he yelled and I laughed softly. "Yeah," I answered and went to my bar. There I mixed our next cocktail, with a lot of alcohol. Just as I was about to bring our cocktails, Jack got a call and had to leave. Well actually it was perfect, Nathan would come right away, because it was already 7 p.m. and he always comes back around 8 p.m. I quickly finished both cocktails and went inside.
Once inside, I wipe all the glasses and plates and put them in the dishwasher. After that I took my towel and hung it up. Just as I finished, I heard a bang, the bang was coming from below. It was Nathan who slammed the door. I already heard the loud footsteps and I knew that he was angry. "Alessia!" he yelled and I rolled my eyes. "What's up?" I asked him annoyed, but didn't turn to him. "Are you kidding me?! What are you doing!" he yelled and I turned to him. "No I do not want to"
No, I don't want to was the only thing I said and that's why he got even more aggressive. I knew he wouldn't do anything to me, he wouldn't, because he loves me too much for that. His anger towards me lasts only a few hours or days, but his love for me lasts longer than anything and always will be. My love for him is just as great as his love for me. "I told you-" he started to talk but I cut him off and said. "You didn't tell me anything you just walked away! And that's my problem Nathan! You go to her every time she calls you and tells you she needs you!" I started to talk.
"You always go to her, even though you promised to spend the day with me today! You just left without looking back!" I yelled at him and I was just as mad at him as he was at me . "I can't help it, she's my best friend!" he yelled and I shook my head. Of course he can't help it, he could just say that he doesn't have time right now and will stop by later. But no, he goes to her every time without thinking about me, but if I called him, if the two did something together, he wouldn't even answer.
"I-" he started to defend himself, but I didn't let that happen. "I don't want to hear anything! Now let me the fuck out!" I ended the call and started to leave, but he pulled me back and looked into my eyes. I didn't want to look him in the eye, but there was no other way, I had the feeling that I had to look him in the eye. He looked me intensely in the eyes and I lost myself in his eyes. Until he pulled me towards him, wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me against him as close as possible. Until he finally put his lips on mine and kissed me long and passionately.