Aleighna POV
Hindi ako masyado na kapag focus sa pagrereview ng topic namin kanina sa library dahil katabi ko lang si Trave or should i say Clark. Clark Trave kasi ang buo niyang pangalan.
He's my ideal man. I've been admiring him for 2 years. And Winter knows that, masyado nga siyang nag enjoy sa pang-aasar kanina sa akin. Ako naman tuloy itong hindi malaman kung ano ang gagawin, muhka siguro akong kamatis kanina sa sobrang pula. Nakakahiya.
After namin umakyat kanina sa classroom ni Winter ay minuto lang din ng dumating ang professor namin kaya nagumpisa na ang reporting. Mabilis naman na natapos magreport yung mga ka klase namin dahil madami sila sa isang group maraming nagpapaliwanag, while as always kapag tinopak si Winter at ayaw makipag group sa iba. Dalawa lang kaming magkasama. Minsan talaga ang hirap pakisamahan ng babaeng ito pero mahal ko pa rin siya.
I set up the laptop for everyone to see our presentation through monitor so we can start discussing.
"Goodmorning everyone" winter stand up with her chin up.
I really like it when she's being serious. She looks intimidating as always.
"I'm Winter Lauren" she introduced herself.
"And i'am Aleighna Simson" i continued
"Our topic for today is different kind of disorder"
I start introducing our topic first. Ako kasi ang naka assign dito. Habang si Winter naman ang nagco-control sa laptop. Nagumpisa na akong magpaliwanag ng mga na ka sulat sa report namin.
Maikli nalang itong presentation namin dahil halos lahat ay nasabi na ng mga naunang group. We just need to make it presentable and explain it in different ways.
"For our last topic is the disorder that everyone would probably have a knowledge, So what do you think it is?" winter ask
Everyone is keep on being quiet. No one answered.
"No one can answer? It's probably the last disorder na hindi pa na di-discuss" she raised her eyebrow.
Our professor at the back form a small smile. He really love to see Winter being Winter.
Winter being Winter means using her intelligence to make sure na may natutunan yung mga classmate namin at masigurado na nakinig talaga sila. Ayaw kasi sa lahat ni winter ay yung nasasayang ang oras niya tapos wala naman palang maganda naidulot sa iba.
As her bestfriend i know her well. Hindi ko alam if i'm her bestfriend but for me she is.
She is really a strong woman type, but only who is close to her know what's her weakness.
"Schizoprenia is a serious mental disorder that which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizoprenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions and extremely disordered thinking and behavior that impairs daily functioning and can be disabling." she explained
Tuloy tuloy at malinis ang pagkakapaliwanag niya while facing everyone. She really memorized everything. One thing i like about her is the way she study and memorize each detail she have to.
"In a pity way other uneducated people called them baliw" dugtong niya pa.
"Probably more patient of schizoprenia is afraid in eating foods, they doesn't trust anyone. Lagi nilang iniisip na you might poison them" she continued
"Baliw nga" one of my classmate murmured
Winter look at him wearing her bitchy face. Natawa ako ng bahagya sa gilid dahil agad tumahimik yung kaklase ko.
Some people hate her attitude because she's acting a superior to them, but not in me and to people who really know her.
Akala ng lahat mayabang siya dahil sa ugali niyang ganoon, they're not aware that it's her normal attitude. Since before ganon na siya, masasanay kana lang talaga para akong hindi na big deal sa akin yung ugali niya. I love her being like that.
"Question?" she asks.
Wala na naman gustong magtanong dahil alam nilang babarahin sila ni Winter kapag nagtan*a-tan*ahan sila ng tanong.
Winter hates stupid people lalo na kapag binigay na nga niya yung formula kung paano gagawin yung isang bagay but your still asking questions na para bang wala kang naintindihan kahit isa sa mga sinabi niya. As i said she hate wasting her time to nonsense things.
I advice you to step out of her sight or she will surely kick your ass without mercy.
"What can trigger schizoprenia?" our prof asks.
"The exact reason of schizoprenia are unknown. Research suggests a combination of physical, genetic, psychological and environmental factors can make a person more likely to develop the condition. Some people may be prone to schizoprenia, and a stressful or emotional life event might trigger a psychotic episode. " she answered
"Napaka daming sinabi wala din naman pa lang enough reason" someone murmured again
Hindi ko na pansin kung sino pero Winter did. Sinundan ko ang tinitignan niya at nakita kong nakatingin siya kay Sei, one of the twin. Napa irap ako ng pa lihim hindi na nagtanda ang babaeng ito. She really like pissing off winter.
She's starting a war again. B*b* naman.
"Am i look like a researcher for me to get some enough information of reasons on that topic?" winter calmly asks while raising her eyebrow.
Tumikhim yung prof ko, nararamdaman siguro rin niya yung tension na nabubuo sa pagitan ng dalawa. Sei just rolled her eyes.
"That's all for today. Class dismissed" the last word our professor said.
Nagumpisa na magsilabasan yung mga ka klase namin habang kami ay naiwan para iligpit yung mga ginamit namin para sa reporting. Inaasikaso ni winter yung pag tanggal ng wire na naka saksak for the power point habang ako naman ay inaayos yung mga upuan dahil iniwan ng mga ka klase ko na magulo. Hindi na sila naawa sa janitors dito.
After ni winter maligpit ang lahat ay umupo siya sa isang sulok at tahimik na naka tingin sa bintana habang ako naman nagwawalis ng kalat. Ilang beses ko nakita na bumuntong hininga si winter and from that moment i know she is in deep situation right now.
A/N: Sa google ko lang kinuha yung information about schizoprenia so forgive me if there's something wrong. Thanks for reading mwaaaa!