The booze of the music makes me so high as I dance on the dancefloor. I'm so happy as I finally escape from Daile's arm. He didn't let me dance here because I'm drunk. But my body kept telling me to come here and dance as long as I can.
I raised my hand and feel every beat of the music. The crowd is continuously hyping me and I am so satisfied. But I need to stop when I feel, that I need to pee. I walked out of the crowd and find a restroom.
After I did my thing in the restroom. I go out and suddenly I felt the dizziness. The alcohol is slowly hitting me. I just smiled and realized why I am excited to drink when I can't control it. Simply, I can't drink responsibly.
I walk towards a vacant seat and sit there. I just need to rest here for a bit before I go to our table. I comb my hair using my hand and was about to close my eyes when I found a guy sitting on the edge of my seat.
He looks at me making me like melting ice cream. This man is so freaking handsome. He's wearing a black long sleeve rolled until in his elbow. I think he came here after his work.
My dizziness gone makes me smiled at him in just a second. He didn't smile back. He just takes his drink and didn't mind me.
I rolled my eyes and get a drink when a waitress walks into my place. This guy is so impossible. How come that he didn't smile at me. I need to go to the restroom and check myself. Maybe my mascara or lipstick is scattered on my face.
"My face is perfect tonight," I said when I survey it in the mirror. I did a brief retouch and went outside.
I need to talk to that guy. So I went to the vacant seats again and found nothing. He already left.
"Where is he?" I asked myself.
"Who?" Someone asked.
I faced who is it. I found Daile.
"I kept finding you. Where have you been?"
"Uh. I just rest here."
He held my arms. "Why? are you not feeling okay?"
I nod and pulled my arm from him."I think we need to go. Did you see Charrie?"
"Yeah, she is on the dancefloor."
Daile didn't let me go to the crowd to find Charrie. He's the one who did it for me.
I'm just sitting in our seats and kept smiling at every person who looks at me. I think I'm going crazy because of that guy.
He just looks at my face without any emotion. He seems so problematic and whatever his mood. I need to find him again, maybe just to flirt. Make my face close to him and touched his lips. Just like that, nothing else.
"Moriya, let's go." I stopped thinking when my eyes went on Daile.
He's holding the barfly Charrie.
I followed them to the parking lot and help him at inserting Charrie into the car.
"Woohoo!" Charlie shouted near at my ear making me pissed.
"Hey! We are not in the bar anymore!" I screamed back. I look at her and found she's already asleep. Why so sudden?
"I'll drive you home first?" Daile raised a question and look at me using the mirror.
"Yes. I don't want to sit near this drunk girl."
He just smiled and nodded.
"You should sleep early. We have school tomorrow." He suggested.
It's been a month since he started to court me and I realized something. Daile is so clingy and very into cheesy things though he's kind and gentlemanly.
But I feel something wrong. Maybe he's not my ideal. I just let him court me because we're friends.
I stopped thinking and closed my eyes. I need to rest cause I feel dizzy and exhausted because of the party I've done.
In just a few minutes, I feel someone tapped on my shoulder.
"Moriya we're here." It's Daile.
I yawned and went out of the car and found one of our maids in front of me.
"Moriya, goodnight. Happy birthday." Daile said and kissed my cheek that I didn't felt it because I'm feeling so numb.
I smiled weakly and watch him drive off from his car.
"You went in Exclusive bars?" Our maid interrogated.
"Yes," I answered and look at her.
"Because you want to drink?" She added.
"Yes." For the second time.
We walk together and expecting to asked me again. But I'm wrong. She is just at my side when I begin to enter my room.
I was about to close my door when she's still here. She is a little bit old, so I think she will give me a moral lesson or bad impression about going to bars at night.
"Do you want to say... something?" I started.
She just staring at my face and smiled. "You know...you are so beautiful. I hope you will protect yourself as you began to find your soulmate."
She just mumbled that I am beautiful for how many years of working here. She just realized that I'm beautiful? And what about soulmate?
"You're worth it to be love, Moriya. Just wait and don't chase."
Is she a soothsayer? That can know what will happen in the future.
"Yeah...I know. I'll wait and don't chase. Goodnight." I replied lazily and closed the door.
I changed my clothes and wear my Pajamas. I am so tired but a lot of things running through my mind.
First, if I should continue dating Daile. Second, if Charrie is already in her house. The third is about what our maid trying to say. And of course the last is about the guy.
I should find him. Just find him. Or just wait to find him because the maid said that I need to wait and don't chase.
But what If that guy can't be seen in just waiting? Of course, I need to chase him.