Dallie's Pov
It's been a long week at 3 days nalang before ng intrams kaya nginangarag na kami ni  coach sa training, i swear pagkatapos ko nitong intrams is isang buong linggo akong nasa bahay lang at mag neftlix and chill.
I'm eating my breakfast today dahil medyo maaga ako nagising so im taking my time eating, and browsing my instagram, ngayon ko nalang ulit to nabuksan because I've been busy this week sa training and sa school works na din.
Nate_hogan started following you
Binitawan ko ang kutsara at dalawang kamay na hinawakan ang cellphone ko. iaaccept ko ba tong mokong na toh?
In the end, hindi ko sya finollow back sa instagram dahil wala lang, sa buong basketaball team sya lang ang hindi ko finollow dahil bwiset sya.
Tinuloy ko na ang pag ba browse ko sa newsfeed ko ng biglang mahagip ng mata ko ang post ni Blake.
Nag share sya ng playlist at mukang interesting.
I fell inlove with my besfriend
By Jayson chen
Posted by blash.F
Mukang music lover ang isang toh ah, well dahil sa curiosity ko kinlick ko ang play button
   "Best Friend"
Do you remember when I said I'd always be there?
Ever since we were ten, baby.
When we were out on the playground playing pretend.
I didn't know it back then.
Now I realize you are the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
Back when we were so innocent
I pray for all your love
Girl, our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
(I must be dreaming)
This is something like a movie
And I don't know how it ends, girl
But I fell in love with my best friend
[2x]
(I think I'm in love) [3x]
I fell in love with my best friend
Through all the dudes that came by
And all the nights that you'd cry.
Girl, I was there right by your side.
How could I tell you I loved you
When you were so happy
With some other guy?
Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
When we were so innocent.
I pray for all your love
Girl, our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
(I must be dreaming)
This is something like a movie
And I don't know how it ends, girl
But I fell in love with my best friend
I know it sounds crazy
That you'd be my baby.
Girl, you mean that much to me.
And nothing compares when
We're lighter than air and
We don't wanna come back down.
And I don't wanna ruin what we have
Love is so unpredictable.
But it's the risk that I'm taking, hoping, praying
You'd fall in love with your best friend
[2x]
I pray for all your love
Girl, our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
(I must be dreaming)
This is something like a movie
And I don't know how it ends, girl
But I fell in love with my best friend
I remember when I said I'd always be there
Ever since we were ten baby.
I enjoy listening to the song, to the point na hindi ko alam na ubos na pala yung cereal na kinakain ko.
Masyado akong naka focus sa kanta dahil ang sakit ng lyrics,basically to make the song short, isa sa dalawang mag bestfriend is nagkaroon ng feelings sa isa, but sadly they can't be in a romantic relationship, but the one who is pertaining to the song keeps loving the other from afar.
"Nanang aalis na po ako," paalam ko kay Nanang na nagiisang kasama ko dito sa bahay, you know kahit may father at older siblings ako eh ako lang nakatira magisa dito sa bahay because they are busy with they're own things and I am left here continue studying my choice of course wich is nursing.
Nung una nagalit pa ang daddy ko dahil sa pinili kong course but when i told him my plan about my future,once im done pursuing my dream to become a nurse ay napahalakhak nalang sya sa tuwa at sinabing susuportahan ako sa mga gusto kong gawin
I have my older brother which is the first born of the family and he's actually busy pursuing he's dreamand the second born which is my ate is also busy with her career as well as my father.
I was told to matured fast because I'm not a common child like others, I'm not allowed to play outside and hangout with friend not until I'm old enough to handle myself.
Like not other girl's im not trained to braid my hair to dress up like a fine lady in the future instead i was trained to take care of myself at the early stage because I don't have my mother to take care of me during my most fragile moment.
Hindi ko namalayan na nakarating na pala ako sa parking lot ng school dahil sa lalim ng aking pagiisip, tuloy tuloy lang akong naglalakad habang nakatulala sa kawalan.
Nakarating ako sa building ng med students ng wala sa mood, at naabutan si Anna na nakatungo sa desk nya at natutulog mukang puyat ata tong isang toh i wonder kung anong ginawa nito kagabi at ganun kapuyat, wala pa naman ang prof so i decided na mag browse muna sa instagram while listening to the songs na naka download na sa cellphone ko.
While browsing sa instagram I saw one of anna's post 3 hours ago.
the hardest part is waking up in the morning and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget last night.
Posted by Astasia_Ann
Ano naman kayang pilit kinakalimutan neto kagabi? Malapit ng mag klase kaya niyuyugyog ko si Anna at mahirap na baka maabutan pa sya ng prof at mapagalitan.
"Anna!" Niyugyog ko na ay wala padin.
"Mamaya na, 5 minutes!"Irita nitong sigaw saaken. ang aga nga pumasok matutulog din naman.
"Annastasia! dadating na yung prof." dahan dahan nyang inangat ang ulo at nakita ko lung gano kalaki ang eyebags nya. the hell ? Ilang oras lang ba syang natulog at ganto ang itsura ng babaeng toh, natulog lang man ba toh?
"Anong itsura yan Anna?!" Inis na tanong ko sakanya dahil hindi man lang nya nilagyan ng concealer yung eyebags nya bago sya pumasok.
"Lower your voice nga!" iritang sagot nya saken, at mukhang wala sa mood ang babaitang toh ah which is rare lang mangyari either may hangover o may nakaaway toh.
"What's your problem?" Tinanong ko na dahil mukhang may problema talaga syang hindi sinasabi.
"Bakit naman kung kelan ako yung may gusto sa tao atsaka hindi ko makuha?" Pinagsasabi neto ? May bag ba syang hindi ma order?
"Can you expound?" Patanong kong sagot sa sinabi nya. naguguluhan talaga ako kung anong gusto nyang sabihin pero mukang seryoso sya don sa gusto nyang makuha ah.
Magsasalita pa sana sya kaso dumating na yung prof namin at agad na nagsimula yung klase.
Pagkatapos ng tatlong  sunod sunod na klase sa wakas ay breaktime na at makakain na din ako pati tong kasama kong mukang walking panda dahil sa laki ng eyebags nya.
It's bothering seeing Anna na wala sa mood she's actually jolly or masungit either the two pero ngayon tahimik lang sya at buntong hininga ng buntong hininga.
Naglalakad kami papuntang canteen ng makasalubong namin si Dwight kasama si Cole at Sean, mukhang magkakasama sila kanina pa dahil dala pa nila ang school bags nila.
"Morning Anna,Dalie," bati samen ni Cole ng madaanan nila kami.
"Morning," simpleng tugon ko pabalik para hindi naman ako magmukang bastos, at tinanguan lang sila ni Anna, more specifically ay si Sean at Cole lang ang tinanguan nya dahil sakanilang dalawa lang sya nakatingin.
After a 10 minute walk galing sa meds building ay nakarating na din kami sa pinakamalapit na canteen.
"Ano order mo,Anna?" Tanong ko kay anna na nakatingin sa lamesa mukang malalim ang iniisip.
"Caramel muffin and strawberry shake nalang aken, thanks." mukang umayos ayos naman na yung mood nya dahil nakangiti na sya habang binabanggit yung gusto nyang kaninin.
Anna is a good person and a great bestfriend simula nung fourth year highschool  year ko ay naging kaibigan ko na sya and I wonder kung bat sya wala sa mood ngayon it bothers me seeing her like that.
Pagkaorder ay bumalik agad ako sa table namin kasama ang mga brunch namin, I oderd extra lasagnia for Anna since I notice na she ordered more like dessert than lunch.
She is about to took her first bite sa caramel muffin nya ng magtanong ako.
"Anna. what is your problem ?"
Sinubo nya muna ang muffin bago sinagot ang tanong ko na mukhang inaasahan nya na.
"I just hate the fact that I can't get what I want and always ending up with the person I don't even like," sa dulo ng sinabi nya ay lungkot at paluhang mga mata.
Hindi ako sumagot at pinakinggan lang sya that's the least i can do to make her feel better.
"I saw dwight with another girl like for fuck sake I don't even have a romantic relationship with him but it already hurts," pagkekwento nya nang nararamdaman. sabi ko na nga ba at may something sakanya at kay Dwight eh pero ang pinagtataka ko ay bakit parang hindi naman ata normal ang nararamdaman nya para sa simpleng crush lang, Kung yun lang ba talaga.
"I know your thinking that I'm too fast too feel this, na kakakilala ko palang sakanya eh ganto na ang nararamdaman ko, but I'm not." so she mean to say na hindi yon ang unang kita nila ni dwight ?
"I like him few years ago when I'm still in highschool, I tried to forget my feelings for him cause he like my ex bestfriend before and I'm no match to that girl he like, I decided to forget my feelings for him because I thought It's just a simple puppy love and I'll easy get over it." tinitigan ko sya sa mata at nakikita kong hindi lang simpleng crush ang nararamdaman nya.
Hindi lang ako nagsalita at patuloy lang syang pinapakinggan dahil alam kong nasasaktan sya at gusto kong malaman kung bakit para alam ko kung anong gagawin para madamayan sya.
"I always go to bars not to flirt but to forget him, but fuck the destiny I always end up crossing my path with him and seeing him kissing another girl that I wish would be me." after saying the last word she cry, my bestfriend is crying infront of me.
I stood up and began to pat her back while she's crying and letting me hear her words.
"So the time that I saw him enter our room, I did not look at him for a moment because I got attracted, but because I knew I really haven't move on at hindi lang simpleng puppy love at crush ang naramdaman ko sakanya noon,  It's much deeper than I knew it was, kahit anong halik ko sa ibang lalaki I can only think of me kissing him, I can't have serious feelings towards another man because I'm still stuck with him, that I'm fucking inlove with him, and seeing him kissing another girl last night at the bar is fucking hurting me, I'm still hurting because of him." nagulat ako sa mga sinabi nya pero wala akong magawa kung hindi damayan sya at aluhin sya, pinagtitinginan na kami ng iilang tao lang naman na nandito sa canteen pero who cares my bestfriend is fucking crying and it makes me sad seeing her like this.