" This chapter contains sexual scenes and strong languages. "
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"Earth Cwēn del Rosario, you need to get married. Naka move on ka na naman.", narinig kong bulong ni Mom ng may bumati sa amin na mga office workers. I'm at my Grandpa Lo's company my Dad's Dad, as the company's Architect.
Ito na naman siya. Hindi ko na pinansin ang huling sinabi niya. She knows about what happened 2 years ago.
— 2 years ago —
I woke up without seeing anything. Umiyak ako at ang unang naisip ko ay hanapin si Ryuji. Pero hindi nila magawang sabihin sa akin kung nasaan siya, kung okay lang ba siya.
At nalaman ko rin sa mga oras na 'yon na hindi na pala ako makakakita pa. I'm blind because of the broken glasses from Ryuji's car when the accident happened 2 days ago.
Sa pang-apat na pagkakataon noong  araw na 'yon, tinanong ko na naman sila kung nasaan ang boyfriend ko.
"Makikita mo rin siya but for now o-operahan ka muna."
Pero instead of answering my question with an honest answer sinabi nilang o-operahan na ako kasi may donor na daw sa mga mata ko. Hindi nila sinabi sa akin kung sino.
"Your new eyes is so majestic. Ambers. You should be thankful that someone gave his eyes to you.", sinabi ng doctor habang kinukuha ang telang nakapalibot sa mga mata ko.
His, so it's a man. Naisip ko.
But as the doctor finished removing the white cloth. I saw a pair of familiar amber eyes.
We're now have the same eyes Ryuji.
"I love it.", tumulo ang luha ko at napatingin sa doctor na nakangiti sa akin. But the smile he gave me was somehow sad. Hindi ko nalang pinansin.
Makikita ko na siya. I can now see you again, love.
Hindi ko alam kung anong maramdaman. Hinaplos ko ang mga mata ko. Ang ganda.
"I'm sorry, Earth. I'm sorry.", My mom chanted ng sabihin niya sa akin na ang mga matang suot ko ngayon ay ang mga mata ng boyfriend ko.
Isang buwan ang lumipas bago nila sabihin sa akin ang totoo that he suffered from a brain injury because of  the accident and Ryuji's parents donated his eyes to me. Because that was his last wish before he died.
Kaya pala, kaya pala 'pag tinanong ko sila sasabihin lang nila na nagpapagaling pero hindi ko alam na hindi ko na pala siya makikita pa.
Wasak na wasak ako. Sinisi ko ang sarili ko kung bakit nangyari 'yon, kung bakit nawala siya sa akin. Hindi ko man lang siya nakita. Nayakap man lang at nasabihan kung gaano ko siya ka mahal.
Hindi ako halos kumain at kahit tingnan ang sarili sa salamin hindi ko kaya kasi maalala ko lang ang taong nawala ng dahil sa akin. Ang taong mahal ko.
— Present —
"Good Morning, Architect del Rosario.", I only smiled at them because my whole attention is on my Mom who's beside me, eyebrows are already furrowed, annoyed. I opened the door of my office and went straight to my working table followed by my Mom who's ranting about me getting married or else,
"Your grandpa Lo won't give you your shares of his company. Alam mo naman na sa iyo mapupunta iyon lahat.", I rolled my eyes before settling down on my swivel chair and began working, ignoring her remarks.
I told her yesterday on the phone that I had to cancel my supposed wedding but unfortunately she won't agree. Luckily we haven't announced it yet kung hindi magiging malaking problema iyon. 
She told me that we need to meet as soon as possible. That's why she's here in my office continuously glaring at me like I just committed a huge mistake for the first time in my life.
"Then give it to Mercury. I'm not interested, Mom. You know that.", I seriously looked at my mom, secretly rolling my eyes at the back of my head. She sat at the seat in front of my table and held my right hand causing me to stop flipping the file's page I'm currently working on. Kinukumbinsi niya talaga ako , ano?
"But Earth, that's yours and even if we'll give that to Mer he wouldn't accept it. Alam mo naman na mahalaga ka sa kaniya. And second, him without the shares will not make any changes.
He's still has money, his shares is just penny for him. Binili niya lang ng bahay.", malambing niyang sabi. Bahay na hindi mo alam kung nasaan at ang bahay na pinagbili naman ng ex. I looked at her, naniningkit ang mga mata.
"Mom, just tell grandpa Lo that I don't have a boyfriend and even if I do I won't get married. I'm just 22 years old and new in this field, please. At isa pa grandpa Dy gave his shares to Mercury without an exchange.", Akala ko makukumbinsi ko siya pero iwinasiwas lang niya ang kaliwang kamay at tumayo bahagyang lumayo sa table ko.
Grandpa Dy is my mother's father. My Mom's the only daughter kaya pinaubaya nalang ni Grandpa Dy ang company niya kay Mercury. Hindi katulad ni Grandpa Lo, my father's father only gave me his 30% kasi may dalawa pa siyang apo, Neptune and Venus na anak ng nakakatandang kapatid ni Dad.
"Mercury has a girlfriend, Earth, in case you forgot. Mabuti nga hindi natuloy ang kasal mo sa kay William kung hindi nakakahiya sa pinsan mo. Next week pa naman sana iyon. I'm not pressuring you.", she rolled her eyes at me at binawi ang sinabi.
"—but yeah, I'm pressuring you or just ask Galatian to get married. Matagal na naman kayong mag best friend, right? I'm sure you have feelings na sa kaniya! At makikilala ko pa parents niya! ", madrama pa niyang itinaas ang dalawang kamay while pacing back and forth in front of me, napangiwi ako.
"Matalino pa iyon, Can you believe it? hindi na nag college, Med School agad and then now he became the famous doctor in Asia not to mention he's businesses. What a good catch, aye?—Good lūck— darling.", she even have the guts to give me a flying kiss then flip her hair before leaving my office.
Napabuntong hininga na lamang ako.  Kung makapag yabang kay Galaxy parang hindi ako ang anak, ha? Sometimes I hate my Mom for being hardheaded.
I leaned on my swivel chair at bahagyang ipinaikot ito. This is all my fault.
It's 1:49 P.M. I finished my work earlier and here I am in front of Galaxy's house with 3 boxes of my favorite pizza. Maybe I'll eat this while watching movies in my room and also I need to talk to my brother.
I can't forget what happened to Mercury and Lax last night. Mercury looked problematic while Galaxy cried. Okay na kaya sila ngayon? I haven't called them since this morning. Busy ako at baka busy rin sila.
I decided to go inside dahil mainit at parang sinisilaban ako. I used my own spare key of the house but it surprised me na bukas ang door knob. What?
When I entered the house, as usual the victorian styled high ceiling arc right before the door welcomed my eyes. The sound of my shoes is the only thing i heard upon entering.
I roamed my eyes around looking for someone pero kahit ganoon wala pa ring taong lumalabas. Where are they? Huwag mong sabihin na hindi nila inilock ang pinto ng bahay bago umalis?
I'm busy looking around like my first time when I heard muffle moans of two people coming from the fucking kitchen. No way. I decided to went near them. Nagtago ako sa gilid ng mataas na arc sa kitchen for them to not see me except if they'll go out. Sino ba naman na tao ang magpapakita sa ganitong sitwasyon hindi ba?
I saw Galaxy entered the house with a puzzled look wearing his white button down polo shirt tucked in his black slacks, galing sa hospital. He looks okay, thank God. Nakataas ang kilay na lumapit sa akin kinuha ang boxes ng pizza. I was alarmed but he stopped me.
"I won't eat it. I'll just put it maybe somewhere." He glanced at my back causing him to smirk. Nanlaki ang aking mga mata ng tuluyan siyang pumasok sa kitchen nilagay ang 3 boxes ng pizza sa countertop  at naghugas ng kamay. Countertop!
"Oh, wow. What a sexy woman you got there.", my mouth went agape when I heard what he said, causing the two people to stop from what they were doing on the kitchen's countertop. Shit! My pizza!
Nakita ko kung paano ngumisi ang babae na nakapulupot ang paa sa bewang ni Mercury bago itinulak ang huli. I grimaced when she proudly walk almost half naked gusot pa ang bahagyang nakataas na skirt at underwear na nasa may hita.
Yuck.
A smirk plastered on her lips while walking near Lax inaayos ang damit. Marami talagang nagkakagusto sa lalaking 'to. Ikaw ba naman ang makakita ng lalaking may innoncenting mukha at parang bagong hila sa Pinterest.
He's everyone's Ideal guy except me of course. It will always be William even though magpapakasal na siya next month. And Galaxy's my best friend. Hindi naman lahat maiinlove sa best friend nila. He's always be a brother to me.
"Hi, you want me too?", The woman moaned and touch her boobs with the fabric on, in front of Galaxy sensually eyeing him. Saan ba ito nahila ni Mercury? Napaiwas ako ng tingin.
Kadirdir.
"Just fuck her Galaxy so she can go home.", walang pakialam na umalis si Mercury sa kitchen. Something happened to him I think. Hindi niya kasi ako napansin.
"Name?"
"Josephine."
"Nah, sounds gay to me." , sumulyap sa kaniya si Galaxy at umiiling-iling na pinagpatuloy ang ginagawang paglinis sa kaniyang mga kamay. Iniwan ko na sila roon. I'm sure they won't eat my pizzas. I went straight to my room for privacy baka ano pa ang makita ko. But that's what I thought! I saw a couple doing it inside my fucking room! My newly bought galaxy themed bed set!
Biglang uminit ang aking ulo at hindi na ako nakapagpigil I shouted Mercury's name in anger.
"What?" He hissed but I ignored his reaction. I faced him before pointing at the— couple. Nakita kong nanlaki ang mata ng mag jowa at dali-daling lumabas ng kuwarto habang sinusuot pa ang mga gusot nilang mga damit!
"I will kill you!", I shouted at Mercury and I glared at them before going down stairs. Narinig ko ang mga yapak ng mga paa na nakasunod sa akin. 
I saw Galaxy sitting on the couch nawala ang aliw sa kaniyang mukha ng makita ang itsura ko bahagyang nakagilid ang ulo sinusuri ako, waiting for me to tell him what happened. I rolled my eyes at him because of annoyance but he just stared at me.
"I didn't know that they'll do it in your room. I'm sorry, okay?"
"Shut up! Have you forgotten? That's my safe haven and you all ruined it!", I faced them still glaring, almost crying. Mercury's face softened lumapit siya sa akin at hahawakan sana ang kamay ko but I slapped it. 
The couple apologetically looked at me but I just rolled my eyes at them. Naglabasan lahat ng sakit at frustrations na nararamdaman ko galing kay Mommy hanggang sa kanila.
Why am I surrounded with this kind of people?
"What do think of my house a motel? Mercury I told you about this before.", hindi nakaligtas sa aking tenga ang seryosong boses ni Galaxy. He's now applying alcohol on both of his hands. Lumapit siya sa akin at binuhusan din ang mga kamay ko ng alcohol. Hindi sila nakapagsalita even Mercury remained silent.
"Tapos na kayo? I thought mamayang gabi pa?" , I saw the Josephine girl eating a pizza using her right hand. My favorite pizza!
Lumapit siya kay Mercury pinulupot ang kaliwang braso sa bewang pero iwinaksi lang ng huli. I pulled my hands from Galaxy's grip and fanned my face repeatedly as an indication that I'm fucking annoyed!
Naramdaman kung tinulungan ako ni Galaxy na paypayan ang sarili ko gamit ang dalawang kamay niya mocking me, siniko ko siya bago pa ako tuluyang matawa. Tangina niya. Dapat seryoso ako!
Magsasalita na sana ang mga malalanding mag jowa ng tinuro ko sila isa-isa.
"You! You and You! All of you! Get out!", I screamed at the top of my lungs causing them to panic. Mercury who's leaning nervously pulled her bitch and the couple outside the house leaving me and Galaxy who's amused of what he just witnessed. I weakly sat on the couch beside the devil in disguise.
"You should tell your Mom to stop pressuring you so that you won't be like this all the time. A bitter and hopeless 22 year old woman."
"Oh, Shut up! I'm not being bitter! ", I don't care if I insulted them but it's my room and my favorite pizza that's at stake here! Flirts!
Why am I being rude? To hell with that!
"Mood.", Lax winked at me already planning something on his head. And I don't like it.