Chapter 7
I wake up, because of the feeling of unfamiliar smell and everything.
How come my bed become this soft? And comfortable?
And it smells so familiar, kanina hindi ako familiar sa amoy and everything. Ngayon alam kuna.
"W-we!?" Hindi ko alam kung anong language naba ung ginagamit ko! Basta ang alam ko nakahubad ako! Juskoo! Wag naman sanang mawala ung iniingatan kong perlas nang silanganan!
Sh*t i lost it! What have gotten in to my head! This is really frustrating! Did i just really freaking lost it!!?
I'm dead. This is not, what my mom told me. This is bad!
She told me when i grew up, be gentle and buy looking at my self now! It doesn't even have some sign of being gentle here.
Oh gosh, i'm dead.
I'm about to stand, when my both leg feels jelly and heavy. I can't even move my body properly.
it is really hurts down their.
But i should escape to this place!
I will sure run! Now!
Nagmamadali akong kinuha ang mga damit na nasa sahig, kung titignan mo ung pagkakalapag sa sahig, alam mo talagang may milagrong nangyayari.
Nakakadiri ka self! Ang laswa!
Hindi pa ko tapos saktan ung sarili ko ng may pumasok sa kwarto kaya automatic gulat.
♡ Third Person ♡
Roxi is starting to recognize what happened last night, but she can't still accept the fact , that she lost it.
While in the other side, Zach is looking at her like she's a prey and he's the lion who wanted to eat her alive.
Roxi left to Zach's house and act like nothing happened, she really don't want to accept everything they shared last night
She still walk like nothing happened and nothing to worry about.
She still feels hurt in her down, like she's been ripped of apart whenever she walk.
Third Person POV.
2 months had passed and she don't talk to Zach anymore, Zach doesn't sure about his feelings towards Roxi.
Because, they're both indenial.
Roxi love Zach and Zach didn't know that at all.
It's been 5 months this is the perfect time that I'm going to confess to him, no matter what.
This will be now or never.
"Sure kana sa desisyon mo Ri?" Kasama ko ngayon si Kalvin na kanina pang umaga nagaalala saken. He's more nervous than I am.
"Kalma lang Vin ha? Mas kabado kapa sa mag coconfess eh!" Bahagya pa s'yang natawa at bumalik din aga ang kabado n'yang muka. Juicecolored!
"Pero pag nireject ka naman Ri, you have me!" May pa hampas pa sya sa dibdib nya hahaha, thank god i have a friend like him. Actually ang pinaka plano talaga is ako lang magisa, but Kalvin didn't let me. Hays.
My friends are already knew about my love towards Zach, but Zach might the only one, don't knew it. Or maybe he knew it, but he' just being indenial.
A bell rang and that's enough to wake me up and got back into my sense.
Last subject na pala and I didn't notice it, time really works fast when I always deeply thinking.
Why it always be?!
"Where is Zackyyy?"Oh, what a lovely day. I rolled my eyes and stared on the ceiling. Andito nanaman yung babae ni Zach, She's really getting on my nerves.
*na talaga. -_-
"Don't come near me! you gross!" Nagulat ako sa bahagyang pagsigaw ni Zach. Parang kailangan lang pumapayag lumapit, tapos ngayon nandidiri.
Nandidiri kaya si Zach saaken?
"Why? You don't like the thing we shared last night?" Last night, Wow! hindi lang pala malandi to! Girlfriend na yata.
So i'm the mistress here? Ay wala pala kaming label.
Nagulat ako ng nag walkout si Zach, he didn't do anything just walked out.
WALK OUT BOY GOES TO!!! ZACH! CLAP UR HANDS EBRI WAN!
Okay, susundan ko sya, because that's what I intended to do. It's din saakin nila Amethyst and Klea, i ask them but they didn't answer me.
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Kanina pa ako paikot-ikot dito, and I don't know what to do.
Oops! baby, I love you.
I almost gotten in the whole school just to find Zach, he's nowhere to be found. He's really good at hiding.
Then I remember, their still one place that I didn't visit. The rooftop, where I exactly found Zach.
Third Person.
Agad na pinuntahan ni Roxi si Zach para mag sabi nang nararamdaman nya.
She of course hesitate at first, mumbling things to vanished her bad thoughts.
She then got some nerves and walked through Zach.
"Ahmm... Zach! P-pwede makinig ka kahit ngayun lang?" Kabadong-kabado si Roxi at para syang tinakasan ng kabayo sa katawan.
She wanted to run away and tell to Zach to forget it. But soon enough, she realized that it might another mistake. So she stood their waiting for response.
Agad namang tumikhim si Zach that cause Proxi stood well. She's really shaking right now, that all she think is 'It's now or never.'
"A-ano kasi eh! ano ahm...wait! Gusto kita! Ayun nasabi ko na" Masaya si Roxi na sa wakas nasabi nya na ung gusto nya, pero hindi sya naging masaya sa resulta.
Everything that she gladly expected, vanished right away.
Everything becomes dissapoianment.
"Ako kasi, hindi. Sorry Roxi, it's not you. It's me." Maikli na mabilis lang ang pag-sagot ni Zach kay Roxi, na para bang wala syang pakialam sa sinabi nito.
Na parang walang halaga sakanya si Roxi.
Nagpekeng ubo naman si Roxi, para i tago ang sakit na nararamdaman nya. But her whole da*n nervous system knew that she's hurt.
The atmosphere are so awkward for both of them, Roxi feels something unpleasant. But she managed to talk back to ensure that she heard right.
"Ganon ba? Pero, akala ko gusto mo ko? Sabi kasi nang mga classmate natin eh." Halos lamunin na nang lupa si Roxi sa pinagsasabi nya, hindi na sya yung Roxi na pinapakita nya ngayon.
Today Roxi na pinapakita nya ngayon is the desperate one.
History really repeat itself. She just remember that she didn't did it once, this is the twice.
Her being desperate right now, makes her confused.
"Kala ko den, gusto kita Roxi. But I realize that everything I let for you is just a mere infatuation." Nakatingin lang nang deretso si Zach kay Roxi.
You can see how Roxi felt right now.
She feels like she just stabbed by a hundred swords in her chest.
This feelings of her, can't just explain that easily.
Alam ni Zach na masasaktan nya si Roxi, pero halo-halo ang emosyon sa katawan ni Zach, kaya't hindi nya makontrol ang sasabihin nya.
"Pero! A-ano! D-diba! Action speaka louder than words naman? Pwede pa naman natin ilaban to Zach, everyone starts in the infatuation stage naman." Kung ano-anong dahilan na ginagawa ni Roxi just to pleased Zach but Zach is being stone right. She said everything she could para lang marinig nya ung salitang "Oo gusto rin kita!".
How desperate can she be?
"Maybe i like you, I like you as one of my friend." Tila nabuhayan ng loob si Roxi nang marinig nya yon kay Zach, pero agad ding nabawe.
"Pero iba ung like, sa love And i won't gonna love you. No offense, but that is all i felt from you." Sabay lagpas ni Zach sakanya.
"No offense daw, pero offensive yung sinabi nya." Said by Roxi, who's currently tearing up.
Hindi manlang sya tinapunan ni Zach nang kahit konting tingin, bago lumabas ng rooftop.
Halos ibuhos na ni Roxi, lahat ng luha nya sa karton na nakita nya sa rooftop.
Simula kase nang lumabas si Zach sa kwarto or to enlighten you, sa rooftop ay agad n'yang sinugod ang kartong nakita nya at pinag sisipa ito.
Kung tao lang ung karton, dead on arrival ang stage nya ngayon.
Almost 1 hour n'yang pinagsisipa ito, hanggang sya na kusa ang mapagod.
Nagulat din sya ng biglang dumating ang mga kaibigan nya. Which she really appreciate.
Pero hindi sakanya nakatingin, kundi sa paanan nya, so as a confused also in their faces she also look at her legs.
"What the h*ll?!" Duet pa silang apat na sumigaw.
Napatingin din sya sa mga Ito at hindi alam ang gagawin.
Panic start working in her head.
Hindi nya alam ang gagawin, pati sya nagpapanic na.
Dali-dali naman syang binuhat ni Kalvin at itinakbo sa kabilang side na shortcut, papuntang parking lot.
Sumunod nadin ang mga kaibigan nya.
But she's tired enough, hanggang sa nag blurred nalang kusa ang vision nya at nag black out sya.
What could be happened to Proxi?