Kabanata 1
4 years later
-------------------------------------
------------------
Tunog ng takong ko ang madidinig. Chins up and walk beautifully, feel proud and confident. Hindi na ako nagulat ng bawat taong nadadaanan ko ay napapanganga sa tuwing napapadaan ako sa harap nila.
With my brand new and famous bag that was made originally by my own designer. With my boots on my long legs. And my new hair style. I like it when people talks a lot about me. About me being so sexy and so beautiful. Well, sino ba naman ang hindi mamamangha sa isang babaeng anak ng isang mayaman sa buong bansa?
But, let us stop the those kind of things. Andito ako para kunin ang anak ko pero dahil hindi ko siya makuha sa santong usapan kukunin ko siya sa santong paspasan. Ilang ulit na ako noong nagtangkang lapitan ang anak ko pero lagi akong nauuwi sa kulungan. Naalala ko noong may isang nagpakilala saaking leader ng isang sindikato. Kamukhang kamukha ko siya at hindi nga ako nagkamaling nanay ko siya. Pinalaya niya ako sa empyernong iyon, binihisan ako, and tada!
"Averil Lister Axis."
"I'm so sorry, Ma'am. But Mr. Axis is still in the conference room with the boards."
"Hmm. I'll wait on his office, Then."
"Come again? Hindi po kasi nagpapasok si Mr. Axis sa office niya kung hindi niya kasama. Pasensiya na ho kayo. Bumalik nalang ho kayo maya maya." I rolled my eyes upward. Nakakagigil. Ipapadispatsiya ko 'to kay Muller, nakakainis!
I opened my bag and then gave her my ID's. Para naman malaman niya kung sino ang kinakalaban niya. Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay. Aba aba, may gana pa siyang magtaray.
Binuksan niya ang binigay ko sakaniya at ganun nalang ang gulat niya ng makita ang pangalan ko doon.
"Now, papasokin mo na ba ako o-"
"Tara na, Ma'am." Malakas akong tumawa sa isip ko. Habang naglalakad, nakasunod ako sakaniya, biglang tumunog ang cellphone kong nasa bag ko. Kinuha ko ito na sakto namang pagkarating namin sa office ni Averil.
"Leave me alone." Sinunod niya ang gusto ko. I locked the door to make sure no one will come in. I scanned the whole room to make sure that there's no secret camera's hidden on the room. Nang masigurong wala ay agad kong sinagot ang tawag.
"Good Morning, Mommy. I just want you to know that, don't forget about my Meal later! I want spaghetti,fries,and float from the Jollibee alright?"
I laughed as i heard what my daughter said. She's so mean when it comes to me. Inuutos utosan lang niya ako pero mahal na mahal ko iyon. For the past years, sakaniya ko ibinuhos ang pangungulila ko sa kakambal niya. Nakalimutan ko na ngang sabihing may kakambal siya. She don't even know that she has a twin brother whom with her evil father. For her, siya lang ang anak ko at dapat wala ng iba.
"How will i forgot about your order, Madam? You keep on telling me that hunderd of times. Kagabi pa." She doesn't speak tagalog but she understands tagalog.
"It's because you always forgot my order because you're always busy at work. I don't even have much time with you." I feel sorry to my daughter. Nang maging ako kasi ang namahala ng mga ari-arian ni Mommy ay naging sobrang busy na ako. This month supposed to be my break with work but i need to get my son back para magkakilala na sila ni Aerille.
"Aw. My baby is so madrama. As if you want to be with me the whole day. If i am with you naman you're always busy playing with your toys."
"Oh. Yeah hehe. But, Mom! I am very very serious! I want Spaghetti,Fries, and float! Jollibee okay?!!"
"Oo na. I'll call you back later when I'm on my way to the mansion. Be in the pool okay? Let's swim!"
"Okay, Mommy. Take care, i love-"
"What the hell?" Napatingin ako sa door knob ng gumalaw galaw ito. Nasa labas na siguro si Averil Axis. I need to be ready.
"Who's with you, Mom?"
"My employee, Baby. I'll call you later okay? Bye, I love you." I turned off my phone para walang istorbo. Nararamdaman ko ng binubuksan na gamit ang susi ang pinto kaya naman agad kong hinubad ang jacket na suot ko kanina.
Saktong paglagay ko ng bag ko sa upuan ay ang pagbukas ng pinto. I turned my head slowly para mas makasigurong siya nga talaga. Nakita ko siyang pumasok at maya't maya'y inilock ang pinto at lumapit saakin.
Hmm. Still the same. Haven't change, yet. Mas mabuti, para mas madali. I plastered a plastic but not-so seducing smile. Ganun din naman ang ginawa niya. Ito ba? Ito ba iyong lalaking hinahangaan ng mga babaeng dinadala niya noon sa Mansion niya? Tsk! How cheap. Look at him, so cheap with those seductive smile and those winks! Lumang galawan!
Umupo siya sa sofa habang nakatingin padin saakin. My chest actually. And then there, My plan started. Pasimple kung hinulog ang ballpen na nasa lamesa lang sa likod ko. Yumuko ako habang nakatingin padin sakaniya. Those fvcking damn eyes! Walang mintis! Palibhasa makikita ang dibdib ko kung yuyuko ako.
"Damn. Calm down, will you?" Natawa ako ng kinausap niya ang nasa babang parte niya. Those fvcking d-ck that likes to fvck woman! Those fvcking-
"Ganun ka na agad kasabik? You are damn, so cheap." Agad na nagbago ang ekspresiyon ng mukha niya. Good! You hit it, Dayanara. My name that was given by my own father, iyon ang ginagamit ko, but the my Mom decided to remove the Valentina to let me forget all the things that this guy did to me. Valentina. Nakamarka na sa utak ko ang pangalang iyan pati nadin ang pangalan ng lalaking ito. Tignan natin kung gaano siya katapang. I placed my hand on my legs, Rip the dress i am wearing hanggang malapit sa legs. No wories, i have spare clothes. Hindi naman ako ganun kaready.
"Is it me whom you call a cheap or you?" Hindi manlang ako kinabahan ng dahan dahan siyang lumapit saakin. He placed her hands on my back then pulled me closer to him. Hindi manlang niya ako matandaan huh? Sabagay, sinong makakatanda sa mukha ko? From my looks, my white pale skin, my red cheeks, my innocent eyes, my charming smiles, all of it changed. My style changed, lahat ng damit ko laging bago at laging iyong mamahalin, paghawak ng mga bagay ay hindi na kapareho ng dati. Ni kutsra't tinidor hindi na ako gumagamit. I used to use chopsticks since my Mom always giving us a trip to Hongkong, Japan, China, and korea. Lahat pa ng iyon ay umaabot ng dalawang buwan.
"'Coz you know you were the one who approached me and asked me to..." Nakatingin ako deritso sa mata niya. His hands started to travel. From my spine down to my waist down to my ass and then slapped my ass hard. His other hands on my waist and the other one is still traveling. It give me chills everytime his hands land on my private parts. Nang magsawa sa kakahawak at pisil sa mga masisilang parte ng katawan ko ay yumuko siya hanggang leeg ko at sinipsip ito. "Have s-x with you."
"Hmm." Napapapikit ako sa tuwing nararamdaman ang malambot niyang labi sa leeg ko. Damn! I can't deny it. His damn soft lips make me feel this damn heat! Namamawis na ako sa pinaghalong kaba at init. Fvck!
"Moan my name for me, Baby." Seryosong usapan. Ang cheap nga niya. Baby is use by the badboys and casanova's everytime they're having s-x. Wala bang i-"Hmm." Fvck! Ako ata ang mababaliw nito at hindi siya.
Nang maramdaman ang labi niyang pababa na sa dibdib ko ay agad ko siyang mahinang tinulak pero hindi manlang siya natinag.
"Umalis ka." Sarkastiko siyang natawa at umiling habang binabalik balik ang pagsipsip at halik sa leeg ko pataas sa baba ko at pababa naman sa dibdib ko.
"Don't want to."
"Damn. You are so full of yourself, pero sige. Papunuin pa natin lalo. I admit that you just pleasured me by just kissing and sucking my neck and near of my chest. But, this is not what I've planned for. I am thinking of more ways on pleasuring you. Like sucking your d-ck and pleasure it using just my hand."
He laughed, lumayo siya saakin at tinignan ako ng mabuti. "You sure know how to make me happy. So, tell me what should i do first?"
"You fvcking take a bath first. Hindi ko gusto na nakikipagtalik ng hindi naliligo ang kapares. Go, take a bath first."
He raised his hand on the air and started walking away from me while whistling. Nang makitang nakapasok na siya sa banyo ng office niya ay napa upo ako sa upuan. Damn, that was so fvcking intense! Ang dali niyang malandi at ang dali kong maginit. Calm down, Dayanara! Just fvcking calm down!
Nakalock ang pinto, no secret camera's, the devil's on the bathroom, no one's on the room ako lang. Hinubad ko ang lahat ng damit ko at binago ito ng nasa loob ng bag ko kanina. I placed my panty and my bra on his table with the USB. Let's see kung hindi ka mabaliw saakin.
Plan A: Successful. Pero nabitin din ako. Damn, this is not all about s-x, this is all about me taking revenge, making him crazy over me, at sa oras na baliw na siya, lunod na siya. Saka ko na kukunin ang anak ko at iiwan siyang luhaan gaya ng gjnawa niya saakin noon. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga pinagdaanan ko dahil sakaniya. Dahil sakaniya naranasan kong makukong sa pvtangina at madilim na luagr na iyon. Naranasan kong mabugbug ng apat na babaeng kasing laki ko lang at naranasan kong hindi mawalan ng pasa dahil araw araw din akong bugbug sarado. Saka lang ako natahimik ng dumating si Mommy sa kulungan na talagang sinadya niyang magpakulong gamit ang impluwensiya niya.
And i am thankful that for the past years naiparanas niya saakin ang pagmamahal niya dahil sa pangungulila niya saakin ng Dalawangpung Taong wala ako sa tabi niya.
"Success?" I shut the car door's closed and then smiled at Mom. Yes, she teach me how to flirt, how to seduce men, how to manage our illlegal business, others call us Sindikato dahil sa mga illegal na pasugalan at iba pang illegal na siya lamang nagpapayaman saamin.
I nodded, "Thank you for teaching me that move, Mom. That was great, but i never thought that i could be hanged either." She loud out loud, kaya hindi ko din maiwasang matawa. Hindi ko talaga naisip na mabibitin din ako.
"I actually used it once. I never thought that you could be hanged either. Kasi tumalab iyon sa tatay mo noon." We talk alot about Dad. My Dad is in the Spain, he can't come to the Philippines 'coz he is banned here.
Because he is also known as a womanizer who brings a woman to spain and has sex there.
"Maybe because dad fell in love with you right away. Kaya tumalab agad sakaniya."
"I think so, too. But I am happy that you are the outcome."
"Same here. Let's go to the nearby Jollibee so we can buy what Aerille ordered." My Mom nodded while i started the engine.
-
"Mommy!" Agad na tumalon si Aerille kasama ang kaniyang paboritong teddy bear papunta saakin. I rember the day i gave that teddy bear. Naging isa ito sa pinaka paborito niya and Avel served as her father.
"Thank you, Madame, Thank you Ma'am." Me and my Mom chuckled a bit. Umupo kami sa tabi niya sa baba ng kama. She did not want to eat in bed because she did not want to stain her blanket and her bed. She told me that we are not the one who's washing it so we better be careful for the things we have that others don't want. Parang ako lang nung nasa puder pa ako ng mga Dimakabago. Speaking of them. Kamusta na kaya sila? Miss na miss ko na sila lalo na si Keifer Jayson. I heard my Mom payed their bills for Jayson's Operation at sabi saakin ni Mom ay may maayos na bahay at nakagraduate with high honors si Jayson sa highschool.
Nakakapagtaka din noon, pati si Mommy ay nagtataka kung bakit biglaang nagbago ang istado nila sa buhay. Now, may-ari na sila ng isang malaking flower plantation. Has three houses. America,Korea and in the province. Two condos in manila. Nakakapagtaka talaga. Pero hindi nila nakayanan ang gastosin para sa operation ni Jayson kaya naman lumapit sila kay Mommy at kusa namang binayaran ni Mommy iyong bills.
"Dad, do you want some?" I wasn't shock anymore when i hear Aerille says Dad and ask her teddy bear.
"You don't have plans on telling her that she has a twin brother?" Umiling ako. Kausap ni Aerille ang kaniyang teddy bear Daddy habang na kami ay nakikinig, nanonood skaaniya habang naguusap.
"Not that I don't want to tell her forever. Naghihintay lang ako ng tamang oras."
"How about her Da-" I stopped my Mom from speaking by placing my hand in her face.
"Iyan po ang wala akong plano. You know why i am here. Even though i hate this place so much." Hindi na nagsalita pa si Mommy. I hate this place so much 'coz it reminds me of that fvcking jerk, fvcking demon, fcking d-ck, fvcking moron. Para siyang 2.0 version ni Dad ang pinagkaiba lang niyan ay si Dad pinapatravel pa para makakita ng new environment while him. Ini-scam niya.
-
"Así que eres tu. Eres la hija de Ballier Muñoz. Me gusta tu estilo. ¿Puedo invitarte más tarde? Cena y coito caliente." ["It's you. You are the daughter of Ballier Muñoz. I like your style. Can I invite you later? Dinner and a hot intercourse."] My Mom laugh her lungs out. Alam niyang naiintindihan ko ang sinabi ng lalaki. Kaya natawa siya. My Mom know that I don't have s-x with her big client tanging paglalandi lang doon at hihilingin ko lang ang gusto ko ibibigay agad nila. Men.
"Por supuesto. Pero llegaré tarde porque muchas otras personas ricas quieren estar conmigo." ["Sure. But I will be late because many other rich people want to be with me."] Hindi ko alam noon na marunong pala akong mag spanish. But my Mom said that, it was from my father. Lahat ng pamilya ni Dad na ang iba'y nakapangasawa ng pilipina at pilipino ay pagumaabot ng dalawang taong gulang ay natutunan ang spanish kahit hindi masyadong itinuturo o nadidinig. Matapos kong makipagkamay, kahit na nandidiri ako, because for fvck sake! I saw him masturbating on the garden. Nakakadiri.
"Hindi ka nalang sana pumayag, Anak. I know that you can handle youself already. Still i am worried."
"No need to be worried, Mom. Sige ganito nalang para Hindi ka mag alala. Magdadala ako ng baril para sa oras na pwersahin ako ay itututok ko nalang sa ulo niya't papuputukin para patay agad." Malakas na namang tumawa si Mommy. Nakakatuwa ang pagbabago niya. From being strict and scary to joyful at hindi na strict at nakakatakot na tao. And i think it was all because of me amng my little miss sunshine.
I heard the bell on my watch rang. This was made by parents own people on technology company. Kung makalabas si Aerille ng bahay which is unusual ay tutunog ito. At sa tingin ko'y may nagtatangka na namang kunin ang anak ko. Hindi talaga maubos ubos ang inggitiro't inggitira sa mundo.
Aalis na sama kami ni Mommy paar puntahan si Aerille ng bigla akong nakatanggap ng text. Wala sana akong planong buksan kaso nabasa ko agad ang sariling pahiram mona ng anak mo. At galing pa ito sa isang hindi kilalang numero.
Pahiram mona ng anak mo. In exchange for leaving me in my office horny and leaving your fvcking bra and underwear and a USB which has a fvcking video of you pleasuring yourself. Fvck, it makes me more horny. By the way meet me and your daughter at the Hotel de placer. Maghihintay ako....
-A.L.AXIS
¡Mierda! ¡Mierda! vete a la mierda, Axis!