Marcus POV
Nagising ako ng bandang alas nuebe ng gabi. The rain falls too hard. I think I can't go home. Tumayo ako sa may guest room ng bahay nila Tita Yana. Pag baba ko ay sinalubong agad ako ng katulong sa bahay.
"Sir kumain ka na po ng hapunan." sabi ng katulong doon.
"Sige kakain nalang ako. Nasaan ba sina tita Yana?" I ask her
"Umalis po sila ni Sir. Nasa taas po si ma'am Ally." sagot niya.
"Sige. Salamat."  I said and go up stairs. But before I come to her room I hear her screaming.
Dali dali akong umakyat at binuksan ang kanyang kwarto. She covered herself by a blanket.
I hear her crying out loud. I just hug her. She was like this even when we are child. Takot siya sa kulog at kidlat.
"Stop crying I'm here I won't leave you." I said and calm her down.
"Please don't leave me. Please." she beg.
I just hug her and cares her hair.
"Sleep again okay. I'll hold your hands. Sleep now I won't leave you." I said.
Tumalima naman siya habang ako ay nakabantay lamang sa higaan niya. I smile while the memory flashing back into my head.
"Marcus its raining. Its gonna kulog ulit tapos kidlat" ally said
"Para ka talagang baby" I said while hugging her.
"I'm 13 I'm not a baby anymore" she replied.
"You're always my baby Ally"
"Your always my baby Ally. You're always" I whisper. She just smile at me and close her eyes.
Sana hindi mo nalang ako iniwan dati. Sana ikaw parin ang nasa puso ko.
Elicia POV
I'm ready to sleep when I heard it again. Para akong binuhusan ng malamig ng marinig ko ang pag kulog kasabay ng kidlat. My hands starts shaking and my eyes starts to be blurry.
My phone rung. I answer it with my shaking hands
"Calm down Elicia okay. Calm down we will going there okay. Nandiyan ba si Marcus hah" tanong sakin ni Ara
"Wala. I'm alone. Please be here please." I beg
"We will going there okay. Stay sane. Get your phone and headset or earphones. Listen to a music or watch basta stay sane okay." she said and ended the call
I heard it again. Napahagulgul ulit ako ng sobrang lakas. I try to listen to a song. I try to calm my self but I couldn't. I can't forget that night. When my beloved sister left me.
"Come on ate. Were gonna go home. I'm afraid here ate. They will kill me. Ate they are holding a gun" I said to my elder while crying
"Shhhhh! Stop crying okay. I will distract them you go okay. Call a police when you already home" she whisper
Sunod-sunod na tango lamang ang isinagot ko sakanya. But before everything happened may lalaking tumambad sa amin. A man holding a gun. I'm just 12 years old back then. I'm just a helpless girl.
"Dalhin mo yang bata sa kabilang kwarto." I man with a gun tell to another
"Don't. Don't hurt my sister please." my ate plead.
"Shhhh. They won't hurt your sister." a man said to my ate
"Go Alisin mo na yan"
I was crying hard when the threw me on a dark room. I can't see anything. And there's a man trying to undress me.  There is no switch of light. I can't hear any scream from the other room. I only hear my own voice shouting for help.
A man kiss me. From my lips down to my neck. Down to my collar bone and shoulders.
"Your more beautiful than your sister. Your more intelligent than Elaina. Your more than your sister. She can't reach the way men's droll over you." he whisper and bite my ears.
"Stop. Please stop." I plead again but he just kiss me on my neck savouring every inch of my skin
"I just plan to get your sister for your father's debt but I'm lucky today. I got you." he cupped my breast and take my clothes away.
"Stop please." I plead again.
"Let's play baby girl. You're ate was fine. No one will hurt her unless I say so." a man whisper again but before I push him. Nakaready na pala ang panali niya.
Tinali niya ang mga kamay ko at paa. The dark room like a hell. That's like a living hell. He open the lights and start savouring me again. I cry and cry and cry out loud when I learn that the man who kidnapped us was one of my Father's business partner and my Father's close friend.
"Quiet Elicia. Your ate will be killed if you won't give what I want."
I just cry. He kiss me again from my lips down to my neck. My shoulders. My arms. My feet . my legs and he take my shorts off. But before he raped me my ate come.
Ipinampokpok niya sa ulo ng lalaki ang isang kahoy kaya nagawa naming tumakas. I dressed up like what my ate said.
But they caught me. They holding my sister while the man who almost raped me slapped me again and again.
"Your true Suarez. Matigas ang ulo at palaban. You got everything that a Suarez can have!" after that she kiss me again in a harsh way. My ate scream while looking at me. She tried to get off the man's hand off her but she couldn't. I'm just crying begging for her help. She just there standing and crying trying her best but its not enough. While I'm there molested in front of her. Crying begging and wishing to be killed or even just to collapse but it doesn't happen.
Nakakuha ako ng tyempo at tinuhod ang nasa harap ko. I kick the man who is holding my sister and we run but before we got out a gun echo to the whole abandon house. Kasabay noon ang pag kulog at pag kidlat.
Habang bumubuhos and ulan. Habang ang malakas ang kulog at kidlat. Habang madilim ang paligid. Nandito kami ng kapatid ko nakikipag laban para sa buhay namin.
"Ate. Ate. Ate!" I call her but she didn't response. Nakita ko nalang ang dugong umaagos mula sa balikat ko pero ang mas nakakuha ng pansin sakin ay ang dugong galing sa ulo ng kapatid ko. She has been headshot while I'm just at shoulder.
Kasabay ng hagulhol ko ay ang buhos ng malakas na ulan. Ang lakas ng kulog at kidlat. Kasabay ang busina ng ambulansya at serina ng pulis and that's the cue. My eyes close at bumagsak sa malamig ng lupa pero bago ako mawalan ng ulirat ay narinig ko ang magulang ko na tinatawag ang pangalan ni ate. And they even wish my death just to get my sister back. I had gain too much of pain but its more painful when you're hearing you parents to wish your death just to see the smile of their favorite child. Every pain I got on that torture is just a half of what pain I am feeling when I heard those words. When I heard my parents words.
I clearly remember that hell night.
I am feeling it again now.
I am hearing those words again.
The lips of the man who molested me lingers to my skin again.
And the gun shot echoed to my ears.
Ang pag sigaw lang ang kaya ko. Ang pag sigaw lang ang alam ko.
Wala akong ginawa kundi ang humagulhol. I'm starting to panic. Tuloy parin ang kulog at kidlat. Akala ko hanggang doon lang pero hindi pala. The lights gone off. And then I shout again. I beg for help. I beg for my life again. My nightmare never leaves me. That night never leave my mind. I look at my hands as if I can see it through the darkness. I feel like my hands was full of fresh blood. Heart skip its beat. My chess aches. My mind was full of unwanted feeling. My body fall on the bed. The scene was suffocating me. My eyes was close while fighting not to sleep. But I couldn't. I fall in a hard sleep like I couldn't got up nor wake up.