Xander's POV
"Thank you for everything you did for me," i started. After i put the flowers on her grave. Tulips, her favorite flowers. "I'm sorry, because i didn't give all the things you deserved. Now, for me to officially move on from the past, all I just need is to embrace all the things that happened there. You will never be forgotten. You'll always be my first love. . ."
I let out a deep breath when the wind struck my face.
"Are you done Baby?" she asked me, then hold my hand. I intertwined our hands. And kissed it. "Are you okay?" she asked again, with a hint of concern on her voice now.
"Yes, I'm just a little bit sad," I honestly answered her.
She looked at me softly, then she pull me gently. She embraced me, i instantly hugged her back. I put my head on his shoulder.
My home. . .
"Don't be sad baby, I'm sure your Mother is happy now. Kung nasaan man siya ngayon, I'm sure she's happy for you," she said to me. Her voice is so soothing.
I closed my eyes. "Thank you for staying Baby,'' I whispered to her. "I know i'm not the best man on this worl-."
"You are," she cut my words. "You are the best man I've known Xander. So don't be so bad at yourself," she added.
"Really?" panini-guro ko.
She gave me a peck of kiss on my lips. "Really," she replied while smiling.
I cupped her face. "Thank you, for being my Sunshine," I said to her, with full of love in my voice.
Then, I kissed her lips. My breath hitched when she kissed me back. Nothing changed how she affected me.
We shared a passionate and long kiss.
Pinagdigit ko ang noon namin. She's out of breath.
"I love you," I mumbled. "Thank you for being my Sunshine on my dark life."
"I love you too and you're always welcome," she replied. "Tara na, baka hinihintay na nila tayo. Say goodbye to your mother first," aniya pa.
I nodded then hold her waist. "Mom, we need to go now, i promised i will visit you again next week," i promised to her.
"Bye Mom, i promised. I will take care of your son, hindi ko siya iiwan. Kahit ang tigas ng ulo nitong anak nitong anak mo, hindi ko po siya iiwan," she said to my mother.
"I'm not stubborn Sunshine," i hissed to her. She looked at me then pinched my nose.
"Yes you are," kontrata niya. Then she laughed happily. While talking to the grave of my mother like their talking face to face. Habang ako, nakatitig lang sa kaniya. I will never get enough of her.
IIlang minuto pa kaming nanatili do'n, bago kami bumalik sa sasakyan.
"You already talk to them?" I asked to her, while i'm driving. I'm talking about her adoptive parents. Yes, I already forgive them. It's hard, but with her help. I get through on that.
She nodded. "Yes and I said thank you for what they did to me. I understand them, they're just human after all, nagkakamali," she answered.
"I couldn't agree more," sabi ko naman.
"Can you stop the car, on their favorite fast food restaurant. Bilhan natin ng pasalubong," she commanded.
I nodded, before roamed around my eyes on the road. Finding their favorite fast food restaurant.
Luckily i quickly find one. She ordered on drive thru. After that, we quickly drive to go home again.
Because they are waiting on us.
"Do you want to go on vacation Baby?'' I randomly asked on her. She acted like, she's thinking. I was just squeezing her hands while waiting for her answer.
"Saan naman kaya maganda magbakasyon kung gano'n?" she asked me back.
I shrugged my shoulders. "You're the in charge Baby. You know that," i said to her.
"Not me now then," she said to me.
"What do you mean?" I asked again while driving again.
"You opened the topic, so ikaw ang pumili. You know it's not good for the both of us, kung ako na lang lagi ang magdedesisyon. Kailangan patas lang tayo," aniya. I stared at her.
"You know I don't mind. As long as you're happy, I'm okay with it," giit ko.
"Well I mind Baby. Kailangan you decide too on this relationship, you don't know baka isang araw magsawa na lang ako. Because it's always me making a decision." I quickly stopped the car. For us to talk seriously.
I looked at her with parted lips and shocked eyes. My grip on her hand, got tightened.
I'm sure i will not gonna get through on the same pain again. If she'll leave me again.
"Are you joking right?" umaasang tanong ko.
"No, I'm not Baby," she replied.
"We will go to Europe then,'' I answered quickly. "So now, bawiin mo na ang sinabi mo kanina. You know that Baby, i will go nuts again if you will leave me."
She pinched my cheeks. Before kissing my lips.
"Of course I was just joking. Dahil alam ko naman na kahit anong pilit ko sa 'yo, hindi ka papayag na ikaw ang magdesisyon. So i used some trick, alam mo naman na hindi rin kitang kayang iwanan 'di ba? 'Tsaka alam ko na idadahilan mo lang sa 'kin ang paboritong mong quote what was that again? 'Happy wife, happy life," lintanya niya sa 'kin.
I let out a deep breath. After hearing her. I feel so relieved.
'And yes, that's my favorite quote: Happy wife, happy life. Because when she's happy, I'm happy too.'
When we got married, hindi na rin sila gaanong nagulat. Lalo na at nalaman na naman nila ang nakaraan namin. Media's and they're ways.
"You little witch," i hissed to her. Then hug her tight. "Don't used that trick to me again or else itayali na talaga kita sa bewang ko, para hindi ka na makawala sa 'kin."
"E' 'di magpapatali ako kung gano'n," pakikisakay niya sa biro ko. We laughed together.
"I don't want to go home yet Baby," ungot ko sa kaniya.
She pinched my wrist. "Go and drive again, we don't have time for your needs," she said.
Sinunod ko ang utos niya. I go back on the road again.
"Baby," paglalambing ko sa kaniya. "Please. . ." i begged on her.
"You're really irresistible, maybe before we sleep," she surrendered.
My smile became bigger. "O' no, baby. We wouldn't sleep,``I playfully said.
I threw a look at her, when she slapped my shoulder. She's looking at me with wide eyes and her cheeks are so red. I really love making her blush.
"Xander!" she exclaimed. I just laughed at her.
We're just happily talking while driving.
"Where are they?" she quickly asked when a maid opened the door for us.
"Na sa playroom po silang lahat Ma'am," the maid answered politely.
"Thank you," she thanked her. The maid bowed, before left our sight.
"Come on,'' I said to her. While holding her waist. She nodded. We walked to the playroom.
It's for our children . . . Yes we have twins now. So I have three babies now.
"Baby Neoma," Sunshine called our second born child.
Her full name is Neoma Xandria Martini, my princess. Na sigurado akong magiging sakit ng ulo ko paglaki. Because i'm sure she'll have so many suitors in the future. Dahil sa angkin niyang ganda.
"Where's my baby Kyros," I said to them. Calling my first born.
His full name is Kyros Xandrex. Namana niya ang ugali sa 'kin. Because he's so quiet, and he rarely smile. The doctor saud, it's normal. That's really his personality.
I quicly saw our two baby's crawling to go in our direction.
Agad namin silang binuhat.
"I lost."
"Me too."
"We all lost f*kers."
I heard their voices. I'm sure it's Clif, Yeshua and Wally.
"Don't curse on our house!" I growled at them.
"Yeah, baka gayahin nila kayo," Sunshine agreed on me.
"It's Wally," Yeshua pointed at him.
Wally turns his hands up. "I'm sorry, I just got carried away," he reasoned. I just give him a death glare.
"What waa that," Clif pointed at the plastic I'm holding. I handed it to him. Para sa kanila 'yon, to thank them for taking care of our children while we're at the cemetery. "You guys really know our favorite. Thanks for this!"
"You're welcome, thank you for taking care of them too," Sunshine said. Pero parang hindi na nila 'yon narinig because they're busy on the food now.
"You may all go now," I said to them. They looked at me.
"Anong uwi, not that fast bro. Kakain muna kami," Yeaahua said. Then he put his hand on my wife's shoulder. I instantly get irritated by that.
"Remove your hands from her or i'll cut it down!" I commanded him. He quickly obliged.
"Easy bro, we're siblings, remember?"
"And I don't care, remember?"
He shrugged his head. "Nothing really changed, when it comes to her," he shrugged.
"Nothing will never change," I said to him. "Right Baby?"
"Right," she agreed. "I love you," she said to me.
"I love you more," I answered back.
"You guys are so cheesy."
"I agree, it's creeping me out."
"Will I be like him when i'll fall in love? Nakakatakot pala."
'This life I was dreaming for . . . Thank you you're giving me this life. My Sunshine. . .'
THE END