Lucas insists to drive me to my condo. Despite of what happened earlier, I was still able to handle my pace. I told him to drop by in drive-thru because I'm a bit tired to cook, and fastfood is the answer.
He just nodded, while listening to the music. As I've said, dumaan nga kaming drive-thru. He stopped the car in front of the speaker where we could hear the crew talking.
"Good day maam and sir! May I take your order please?" The girl said all out smiling.
Lucas immediately looked asking what my order is.
"1 piece of Pancake please."
"Uh miss 1 piece of pancake please. Thank you." Lucas said again.
"Right away sir." The girl crew immediately announced and it on the speaker.
I got my wallet in my bag and ready to take a money on it when I saw that Zairo's already paying for it, lending the money on the girl.
"I’ll pay, Amara." He said with finality.
"But-" He cut my words.
"No buts Alliyah." Napanguso na lang ako. Suddenly the girl crew said something that really made me blush.
"Ay kuya, bagay na bagay kayo ng girlpren niyo po. Gwapo saka maganda." Sabay ngisi ng malapad ng babae at nag-thumbs up pa.
I blinked twice with, surprised and amused at the same time. I feel like my face heated so much. I saw Lucas on the side of my eyes smirking.
"Really?" Lucas said without even denying what's the real deal between us. Sasabat na sana ako at sasabihing wala naman kaming relasyong dalawa ngunit dumagdag pa si ate girl ng sasabihin.
"Sana magtagal kayong dalawa at magkatuluyan sa huli....Good day maam and sir! See you ho next time, safe drive po." The girl exclaimed at binigay na ang packed order ko.
He extended her arms on the window of his car and got the plastic and lend it to me.
"Thanks. See you too." Lucas uttered in his monotone voice. 
In the end, the girl thinks we're really in a relationship. I looked at Lucas’s half smile while driving, but he caught me looking at him the reason why I looked away. I placed my arm over the window. When I tried to look again at Lucas side, I saw him smirking at me and then teased me.
"Bagay pala tayo eh."
"Hmm...." wala na akong ibang maisip na sasabihin sa kanya. 
"The girl's just teasing us, She didn't mean what she say earlier." 
"Actually... we can give it a try" he smirked. Then I gulped.
"Kidding..." he said with a little blow of bitter smile.
I kept my vision only in front and did not say anything until I got my feet on my condo. Diretso upo ako sa sofa bed. 
What was he thinking kaya, he's been too silent after our little conversation.
Weeks flew so fast and we're back again to school, thriving well to do good.
"Uy Miles, pahiram naman kahit 1 hr lang ng notes mo please." Alice plead while pouting.
"Sure... there." Binigay ko na sa kanya ang notes ko, dahil nakapag-review naman na ako, she then said thanks after.
After an hour, Atty. Gumbao came and it isn't surprising to us that he's now shuffling the index cards our class beadle gave to him. Some of my mates looks serious and ready for recitation, while some looks so nervous and constipated. I don't have any nervous with me now since, I review ahead of time.
Atty. had finally get a piece of index card, looking so serious already. I hope anyone of us could answer Atty's questions. I wanted to be called off by him para fresh pa ang pinag-aralan ko.
"Ms. Felix, please stand up." Atty calls Devon with his low and strong voice. Devon stand up straight looking so confident.
"The Titulo and fantastic claim of Don Pedrico San Diego Heiress vs. Court of Appeals." Atty. put his two arms in the desk. Devon immediately answered.
"This case is a claim of a huge parcel of land covering the lands in the provinces of Antique, Pampangga, and in cities including Pasay City. This case were consolidated prior to SC's decision. It was a complaint for the recovery of possession and damages against Dizon, Gallarde, and Ganaban. It was alleged that the defendant Dizon and Ganaban were able to secure from the registry of deeds of Pasay City titles to a portion of claimed estate. In the end, the lower courts ruled in favor of Dizon — and Ganaban, declaring that the Torrens titles of the defendants cannot be defeated by the alleged Spanish title, titulo propriedad no. 4316." 
Devon answered, lahat kami nakanganga sa kanya, she really review ahead this time. Nakita ko si Alice sa gilid niya, bilog na bilog ang mata sa gulat at nakahiwalay pa ang mga labi.
"That's great Ms. Felix." tipid na komento ni Atty. na pinigilan ang ngisi niya ngayon.
I smiled to Devon and secretly give her a thumbs up, kinindatan niya ako pabalik at pag-upo niya ay agad namang kinurot siya ni Alice ni mahina. 
"Pucha ka Sizzy ang galing mo don kanina ah. Pahiram nga kokote mo." Alice exclaimed and they both giggled, enough for Atty. not to hear it.
Unfortunately, some of our mates recit is really bad, some hopelessly prayed not to be called. I just realized na swertihan lang talaga sa Prof. Some law students may say that their professor is chill, and perfect attendance lang sure pass na daw. Then how about sa ibang bloc na terror and sobrang taas ng standards? Edi malamang bagsak at mababa pa magbigay ng grade at score sa recit.
Pero, okay naman siguro kung ganyan ang prof. mo, atleast you'll really strive hard to passed and it's something in our life that's worth bragging for.
"Ugh— sana ol. Nice recit." Eric winked at Devon. Marami pa ang kumantyaw sa kanya at nagsabing sobrang ganda nung recit niya kaya mas lalong ngumisi siya.
"Ano ba kayo guys, ako lang to oh." Sabay na turo ni Dev sa sarili niya. In the end, napuno ng tawanan ang room namin.
Nagkayayaang mag-inuman ang bloc sa Escape Club. Lahat naman ay nag G sign, kabilang na ako. Minsan lang naman ito mangyari that's why I said yes. Dadalo rin naman sina Zai, Art, at Dominique. Halata sa mukha ni Art at Dom ang saya nila, Zairo's beng serious and bored all the time. Ugh! Zairo's really Zairo.
Umuwi na akong condo right away para magbihis. I wore my fitted off shoulder and partnered it with my denim short and a 2 inched heels. I put some light tint on my cheeks and lips looking so plumpy. I got my chanel bag then bumaba na after I satisfy looking myself on the mirror.
I drove for about 20 minutes, malapit lang naman sana pero dahil traffic, tumagal ako. Pero sa awa ng langit, nakarating na din sa club. Pumasok na ako sa loob and scanned my eyes before seeing my mates above, partying and laughing.
Before I could finally go up, a russian guy blocked my way.
"Hi gorgeous. Wanna join me?" A completely stranger asked me while raising his cup of beer to me.
"Uhh — no sorry, I have friends out there." Itinuro ko ang mga classmates ko sa ibabaw kaya napatingin din siya.
"Ohh yeah..so later?" He added, I think he's already tipsy.
"Sorry but no. Excuse me." Hindi ko na siya nilingon pa at dire-deretsong naglakad paitaas, kahit na tinatawag niya ako. I didn't mind looking back, so I just pretend I didn't hear something.
Agad naman akong binati nina devon, alice, at eric pagkarating ko. Nag-usap pa kami sandali pagkatapos ay hinanap ng mga mata ko kung nasaan ba sina Zairo, Art at Dominique, nang hindi mahagilap ay pinuntahan kong muli sina Devon na ngayon ay nag-iinuman na. Siguro on the way palang silang tatlo.
Andaming alak na nakapatong sa table namin ngayon. Alice give me a cup of Cuervo. Hindi na ako tumanggi at ininom na lang. unti-unting lumatay ang init sa lalamunan ko.
We talked even more while drinking. Sobrang nakakatawa ni Alice.
"Pucha talaga guys, minsan gusto ko nang sakalin si Atty. Hermosa sa tambak na cases eh. Amps!" Ani alice.
"Oo nga eh. Nung last recit ko sa kanya p*ta singko binigay. Aral na aral naman ako." John added, isa sa mga classmates namin.
"Hayop. Pangit naman kasi tapaga recit mo pre!" Dagdag ni Eric kaya nagtawanan nalang kaming lahat.
I'm feeling tipsy right now. Madami na akong nainom. Pero, wala pa rin silang tatlo, dadating pa kaya sila?
Sinandal ko muna ang aking ulo sa headrest ng sofa sa table namin at pinikit ang mga mata.
"Oyy, buti dumating na kayo!" Alice shouted. Huh? Sino? Hindi ko pa rin minumulat ang mga mata ko.
"Sorry guys. May inasikaso lang kami." I heard Art said. Oh? Nandito na sila?
"Tara inom. Habol kami!" Dom said sounding like an excited man.
Naramdaman ko nalang na lumubog ang sofa na inuupuan ko, hudyat na mayroong umupo. I opened my eyes to see it.
"Lucas..." Tipid kong sabi habang nakatingin sa kanya ng malapit.
"Hmm.. you drink?" His husky and modulated voice shows up. Ang ganda sa ears. Tumango na lang ako sa kanya at inayos ang upo ko.
"Bakit na late kayong tatlo?"
"Uhh.. we have something to take care of." He answered then I said ok. I excused myself papuntang restroom to pee and to sober up, I got myself inside a cubicle and locked it up. 
A group of girls then came in gossiping.
"Girls! Shocks! nakita niyo ba si Lucas? Ang hot niya!" She giggled.
"Oo girl. I wonder how does it feel to have sex with him." The other girl said to. 
Disgusting.
“Gaga. Akin si Zairo kaya wag kanang mangarap na mahawakan siya." Hindi ko na muling narinig ang pag-aagawan nila kaya lumabas na ako.
I washed my hands, and saw myself looking red because of the alcohol in my system.
"Tss. Sex huh?" I said with a different tone. Lumabas na ako ng restroom at bumalik sa table namin. Nandoon pa rin naman si Zairo sa puwesto namin kanina at umiinom na kasama sina art at dominique.
Uupo na sana ako nang hinigit ni Devon at Alice ang braso ko.
"Aya! Sayaw tayo dali!!" Alice giggled and pulled me on the dancefloor. It's too crowded but people keep on dancing. I just stand there with the two. I am just shy really to dance lalo na't nakatingin sa akin si Lucas.
"Ano ba naman! Galaw ka naman dyan. Don't be shy." Devon encouraged me more the reSon why I dance in the rhythm of the music. The two were getting wild on the dancefloor, and I just laugh because Alice looks crazy, devon got us drinks in the dancefloor.
I darted my eyes on our table only to see a girl sitting beside Lucas, and that girl again is Hanna. The one I saw in the gym. I don't know but my head suddenly heat up. I danced there hardly while drinking, when someone grabbed my waist when I'm about to fall.
"Hey careful." The stranger looked at me with amusement.
"Yeah. Sorry with that." I said to his ears para marinig niya because the music were so loud.
"What's your name?" He shouted at me too in my ears para marinig ko.
"Oh! I'm Amara Miles!" Hinagilap muna ng mga mata ko kung nasaan na sina Alice at devon pero hindi ko na sila nakita pa.
"Nice meeting you Miles. I'm Maximo Marasigan."
We talked there for about a minutes while dancing, I'm a bit dizzy already and the alchohol on my body dominated me.
I darted my eyes on Lucas only to see him kissing hanna with her hands on hanna's back, at that moment my heart keeps on pounding so hard with anger, sabi niya hindi niya girlfriend pero naghahalikan sila?
I don't know what to do then, but the moment I saw maximo's eyes on me, I immediately grabbed his colar and kissed him on the lips. I tasted maximo's alcohol on his lips.
"Woah, that was... sudden" he said while looking at me. Gulat na gulat katulad ko.
Omyghad what that? Nagsisi rin ako sa huli.
"I'm sorry max. Didn't mean to do that really." I said sorry to him. Bumalik na ako table sa namin para kunin ang bag ko at uuwi na. 
"Ohmyghad! Did you just kissed Max Marasigan?!” I saw Alice there with eric, pulang pula na. Hindi ko na siya sinagot pa dahil sa hiya.
Nagpaalam ako sa kanila na uuwi na ako, they wouldn't let me drive dahil nakainom ako but hindi na ako nagpapigil pa at naglakad na palabas tungong parking lot without looking at Lucas.
"Hatid na kita." He said in his angry and authoritative voice. I was startled because I didn't know he's here.
Agad naman nag-init ang ulo ko ng maalala ko ang ginawa niya kanina.
"No thanks. I can manage." Tinapangan ko ang pagkakasabi sa kanya. Hinanap ko ang susi ng kotse ko sa bag pero hindi ko mahanap. Ugh! Stupid keys!
"Damn it! You're drunk already so let me drive." He added with frustrations.
"Eh bakit ka galit dyan?" I fired back.
"I'm not angry ally. I'm just...pissed, huwag kana makipagtalo pa." Siya pa talaga may ganang mag-amok huh?
I held my head and massaged it because I feel like any minuted I would passed out, isinandal ko ang likod ko sa kotse ko to rest a bit, but my knees were already trembling the reason why I was about to fall on the ground when Zairo got me.
"F*ck! I told you hindi mo kaya mag-drive." Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at nagpa-ubaya na lang sa kanyang mga braso. He lifted me like a bride and put me in his shotgun seat bago paman niya maisara ng pinto ng kotse niya ay may naramdaman na akong kakaiba sa tyan ko.
"Nasusuka ako..." I said while holding my stomach.
"What? Damn." He immediately grabbed and pulled me out of his car and lift me again with his force.
"Ackkk... acckk" Nagsuka ako sa parking lot, damang dama ko ang ang pag-ikot ng kalamnan ko at ang pawisan kong mukha.
"Next time don't drink too much." He said and handled me a bottled water. Pinilit kong tumayo at pumasok sa kotse niya nang pagewang gewang at sinarado ito.
Sumunod naman agad siya sa loob.
He started the engine. 
"Girlfriend mo ba talaga si Hanna? I saw you too there earlier....k-kissing." I stuttered. I saw his eyes grew a little shock.
"I told you she wasn't my girlfriend. About the kiss? It's nothing." He answered back.
"Really? Then why’d you let her kiss you huh!?" Oh damn! I sounded like a jealous girlfriend.
"You didn't saw it all right? I did pushed her Amara Miles, just so you want to know." I looked at his eyes, he did too. 
I don't know what happened to me, but I saw myself encircling my arms around his neck and kissed him. I didn't move and he didn't too, looking so confused and startled. 
I broke the kiss but our face didn't leave each. I kissed him again, I didn't know how to kiss correctly so I just let it flow. After a seconds, he is now kissing me passionately. I don't know what to do, sinabayan ko nalang ang galaw ng mga labi niya. 
I even heard the sound of us kissing. 
I blushed. He's now invading my tongue, I parted it more for his access, damn he really kissed me like a pro. I wonder how many girls did he kissed already. Pang ilan kaya ako?
"Hmmm!" I said when he bite my lips.
Lucas’s hand were already on my thigh. I feel it, my hands were on his chest already. 
"Damn.." he said between our kisses. Hinihingal kaming dalawa when we broke the kissed. We were staring at each other, and at that moment I dozed off, before I finally closed my eyes I heard him mutter.
"Damn. You just kissed me after kissing some fucking random guy!" He said with so much frustration.