I was tapping my fingers impatiently on the table. Kanina pa akong panakanakang tumitigin sa aking orasan. My heart kept on ranging like hell at feeling ko ay sasabog na ako sa kaba.
Tita will surely gonna kill me if she knew about this. Madalas naman talaga akong umuuwi ng gabi dahil sa school activities and projects na dapat naming tapusin but this is a different story.
Nagsinungaling na naman ako kay Tita. Yes, again.
I heaved out a deep sigh before shooking my head. I ran my fingers through my hair because of so much frustration.
I lifted my head only to see Sin across the table while holding a tray. Nakakunot ang noo nito sa akin na para bang tinatanong ako kung anong problema.
Bumuntung hininga ako bago umayos ng upo.
"Are you okay, baby? You look tired." He uttered as he sit down. Inilagay niya sa harapan ko ang isang order ng Chicken Fillet na may kasamang ice cream at french fries.
Gusto pa niya aking dalhin sa isang mamahaling restaurant kanina pero tumanggi ako. Buti na lamang at napapayag ko itong dito na lamang kumain sa Mcdo.
Sin wanted to order the expensive one but I refused to, ang kapal naman ng mukha kong mag-demand ng mas mahal gayong libre na nga niya lahat kapag lumalabas kaming dalawa.
Bumuntung hininga ako. Sin and I are in a relationship for almost 2 years. I was in my first year college that time when I met this guy on a fast food chain.
Isa akong part timer noon nang aksidente kong mabangga ang isang 'to habang may dala dala akong isang baso ng coke float.
I almost lose my job that time but Sin told my Manager that it was okay.
I don't know how he get my informations but one day, I received a mesagge from him asking me to meet him somewhere bilang kabayaran sa nagawa ko.
We ended up going out for some time hanggang sa nagsunod sunod na ang mga pagkikitang. A typical and very cliche story.
Sin is in the same year as me but he's taking a different course in a different school.
I bit my lip as I glanced at my wrist watch. "Sin. I-I need to go home. I'm sure, Tita i--"
His face darkens. "Sab. Can you just stop thinking about your Tita just for an hour? Please? Just for a fvcking hour."
Sin loosen his tie as he let out a harsh breath. "You've been rejecting my request to go out countless fvcking times and to tell you the fvcking truth, hindi na ako natutuwa."
His chiseled jaw tightens as he frustratedly ran his fingers through his black hair.
"S-sorry." Mahinang anas ko.
Bumuntung hininga ako bago kuhanin sa bulsa ng palda ko ang phone ko. I texted Elisa na gagabihin akong umuwi dahil may tatapusin pa kaming group project.
Napapikit ako ng mariin. Yes. You and your endless lies, Sabrina.
Nag-angat ako ng tingin kay Sin bago ko muling ibulsa ang phone ko. Napabuntung hininga ako bago muling titigan ang hindi maipintang mukha nito.
"Sorry."
Sin brows arched a little. Ngumuso ako sa kawalan. "Sorry na nga po. Hindi na mauulit."
Sin let out an annoyed huff before folding his arms over his broad chest. His pinkish lips lifted into a playful smirk.
"Kiss me if you really wanted me to forgive you."
Napakamot ako sa batok ko. I roamed my eyes around. Wala naman masyadong tao dito sa loob but still, we are in a public place. Nakakahiya.
Muling tumaas ang kilay nito. "Ayaw mo?"
Muli akong ngumuso. I sigh as I leaned towards his cheeks to give him a kiss.
Nang bumalik na ako sa kinauupuan ko ay nakangiti na ito nang nakakaloko. Sin and I never really had an intimate kiss until now because it was my decision to put things like that.
Hindi naman sa nagpapabebe ako but I still wanted to gave my every first to the man who will be at the altar and exchanging vows with me. Alam kong napaka-kj ng paniniwala ko but could you blame me?
I don't want to repeat my parent's history.
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I glanced at my wrist watch as I looked outside the window. Alas singko na ng hapon at umuulan na rin.
Bumuntung hininga ako bago muling bumaling sa aking ginagawa. I was busy writing the informations that I will need later for a narrative report. Ako kasi ang naatasan ng president namin na tumapos nito since I'm already used to this kind of work.
Nagkaroon kasi kami ng isang food bazaar last week. Our department was tasked to showcase their possible business that will be offering variety of handmade things and goods to our customers inside the campus.
It should be related to the business plan that each and every groups had made within the second semester.
I massage my temple when I felt the sudden palpitation of my head. Nanakit na din ang braso at kamay ko kakasulat. Napabuntung hininga ako.
"Why don't you take a nap for a little while, baby?" I looked up only to see Sin staring at me.
Kimi akong ngumiti dito bago umiling. Sumunod ang mata ko sa kanya nang bigla ba lamang itong tumayo at naupo sa tabi ko.
Taka ko itong tiningnan. "Stand up," utos nito.
Kahit naguguluhan man ay tumayo na lamang ako. Umisod ito sa kinauupuan ko kanina. Idinungaw nito ang ulo niya sa loob ng braso ko bago ako marahang hilahin papaupo.
I was now sitting in between of his thigh with my back that was now leaning against his chest.
"S-Sin. What t--"
I was about to stood up when Sin suddenly grip my waist from doing so. Ipinatong nito ang baba niya sa balikat ko bago hawakan ang magkabilang kamay ko na nasa mesa.
He kisses the side of my head before pulling me towards his chest even more. "Take a nap."
Muli sana akong tatayo nang bigla na lamang niya akong yakapin ng mahigpit.
"I said take a fvcking nap, Sabrina." He uttered in my ears, a little bit impatient.
The number of individuals inside already died down. Kami na lamang ang natirang nakaupo sa pinakadulong table na malapit sa bintana ng fast food na ito.
"S-Sin naman. Alam mo namang naiilang ako sa ganitong posi--"
"Just do it, Sab if you don't want to make me mad."
He pulled the back of my head towards his shoulder by holding my forehead.
"Nap.now."