Amora seemed happier every day after finding a new reading material. A pleasant start to enjoy. Not only that, now the world that had previously felt tense was now just an illusion. Although there was one reason why it felt so strange compared to usual. However, all of that didn't stop the steps that had apparently come this far. Suddenly I imagined how everything looked beautiful as if in a dream. At that moment, everything felt heavy. Finally, I returned home after doing activities outside. Previously, I only told myself that today I thought it would be very fun if I went out for a while. And that's how I looked different compared to usual. At the same time, unexpectedly someone had just entered a place not far from the center of the park. The person was wearing neat clothes and not forgetting a pink hat. That person was none other than Luna. She had been in this city for a week and not long after that the woman was seen waiting for someone's arrival. Since then, she had been observing her surroundings as if her intuition told her that she would soon arrive. Not long after, a woman with a slender body and fashionable clothes approached Luna. The two of them looked at each other and seemed to be discussing something.
"Wow, sorry for waiting so long," said the woman to Luna.
“Ah, not really. Actually, I just got here.”
“I see. By the way, did you bring the files?”
“Of course. I prepared this a week in advance. But there's still something missing.”
"Why do you think something's missing? There's already plenty."
“Because I think it's still not much compared to what it should be.”
“Gosh. You’re such a perfectionist. This much is enough.”
"In that case, okay."
“You did your best.”
"Is it true?"
“Yes. For someone with ambitions like you to become a famous writer is already quite remarkable.”
“Oh, yes, Miss Lusian.”
“Yes? Is there something you want to say?”
“Ah, no, it seems like it’s just my feeling,” Luna said, trembling.
"Okay."
Luna had been holding back her true feelings. Even though a very famous person with extraordinary connections was now right in front of Luna, strangely enough, the courage she had been holding back for so long refused to come out. At this moment, Luna only listened to Lusiana's chatter about the work Luna had created. Unlike the teachers at the writing academy, Lusiana was truly a very wise person when it came to assessing other people's work. That's why Luna continued to feel happy, even if it was only for this long. They then went together to another place. On the way, they continued to talk to each other.
“What have you been busy with lately besides creating works?” Lusian asked in a curious tone.
"I'm still looking for a job. After graduating from college, it seems like there's nothing I can do but this. I don't like working in the chemical field."
“Oh, why is that? Didn’t you take that major before?”
"Yes, that's right. I don't know, but it feels like something's stuck. Even when I tried it, it didn't feel right. If I keep forcing it, it won't be good, right?" Luna said with a smile.
"Yes, that's true. There are indeed many choices to be made. It depends on which one we need first. Your decision is sound."
Since then, Luna has been determined to become a famous writer. With determination and ability, she remains so confident to this day. Their conversation became increasingly interesting. They didn't just talk about writing; they also talked about other things. Luna felt this was an extraordinary opportunity, so she didn't want to ignore it. It's true that beautiful things will come if we try hard. Likewise, today, Luna had previously tried to contact Lusian even though she didn't feel she had the courage. In the blink of an eye, Luna immediately carried out her determination, and this is what happened now. They now talked for a long time.
“There’s one more thing I want to say,” Luna said in a slightly hoarse tone.
“Tell me what it is?”
“This may sound strange, but there's someone I really want to defeat. Can I do it?”
“You want to beat someone? Wow, that's really hard.”
“You mean I won’t be able to do it? Is that so?”
"No. That's not what I meant. It's just that suddenly bringing in a competitor will likely be difficult in the future. Do you know why? Because the situation will be a little different. It also risks losing control," Lusian said in a gentle but firm tone.
“So that's how it is.”
'Yes, it's true, it will definitely be a bit of a hassle.' Luna grumbled in her heart.
"It's true that sometimes there are people who have the potential to be on the same path. I think you should just focus on yourself."
“Okay. I understand. But the reality is still unacceptable.”
“Why do you feel like you can’t accept something like that? Is something wrong?”
“If you remember many events in the past, of course something happened.”
"Are you still holding a grudge now?"
"Yes. It's a feeling I can't forget," Luna said, clenching her fists.
“Hmm, that's so difficult that even my words won't be of any use.”
“Oh yes, Miss Lusian.”
"Yes? Why?"
“I have a request,” Luna said with sparkling eyes.
Meanwhile, I was still at home. The comfortable, quiet atmosphere made my ears feel at peace. Unlike the usual days when the noise from the house was so loud that it pierced my eardrums. This time felt so different. Without further ado, I opened my closet and found an old notebook. The book looked worn with time. Like I had just found a treasure, a feeling of joy immediately spread through me. It turned out this notebook was indeed old. I could barely recognize the writing engraved inside. It even made my eyes sting. However, nothing could stop my curiosity.
“Wow. There’s something there,” I said.
The day before, I was in a place I truly loved. A room filled with books made me feel like I was in heaven. This place, of course, was none other than Tisa's private library. A young woman with a passion for collecting literary works. This person was also the one who introduced me to the world of writing. However, I hadn't delved as deeply as Tisa. When I entered this room, it felt both pleasant and peaceful. This wasn't without reason. I had called Tisa earlier and wanted to visit this library. Finally, I was here. Seeing many books I had never seen before.
“How? Are you happy?” Tisa asked me.
"Yes. I'm so happy."
“It's good that you're happy.”
“By the way, did you collect all this yourself?”
"That's true. Besides, I do enjoy collecting as many books as possible. I was at a loss for where to put them. That's when I came up with the idea for this room."
"Wow, that sounds amazing."
“But I never invite just anyone here.”
“Really? Why?”
“Because I don't want my things to become a topic of conversation for other people out there.”
"Ah, I understand how you feel. Surely someone leaked this information and they're flocking to you."
"Yes. Like that."
“You have made a good decision.”
“So, when are you going to enter the contest?”
“I don't know. I suddenly feel insecure.”
“Why? I see you’re fine.”
"I actually wanted to join. But there was something else that made me think twice. I thought that by participating in an event like that, I would become what I wanted to be. Was I expecting too much?"
“Ah, that's not true. You've already shown your best side with those results recently. Don't worry too much about it. Come on.”
“Okay. I guess it's not bad.”
"That's right. There's nothing wrong with following it properly. If you need anything, you can come here anytime. The door is always open."
"Thank You."
Afterward, I felt a little relieved. Some of the things I'd learned so far weren't bad. On the other hand, there was something different. Tisa was indeed an expert at this, how could she do such a thing not only by herself, but also as if it wasn't difficult. I'd been keeping my eyes on the other pile of books on the table. Even so, I felt a little uneasy when I saw Tisa. Maybe it was just a small worry on my part. In the blink of an eye, Tisa was back in front of me, taking a deep breath. Apparently, Tisa had been observing my expression the entire time.
“Is there something bothering you?” Tisa asked me.
“Ah, no.”
“Don’t lie. I’ve been watching you for a while now, as if you were thinking about something.”
"Maybe it's just your imagination. It's really nothing. Really."
“It's okay if you don't want to tell.”
“Wait, there's something I want to ask.”
“Yes. Just tell me what it is?”
“About the contest. Do you think it's a good move?”
“Of course. You can start from there for your future career. Don't tell me you doubt yourself?”
“No, it's not like that. I think there are a few things I should consider. But given the opportunity, I don't want to waste it. What do you think?”
“That's great. You just need to enter the contest.”
I'd expected Tisa to say something like that. From there, I began to feel calmer than before. Suddenly, I was in the zone I was supposed to be in. Without further ado, I decided to join in. Now, at home, I realized how wonderful it was to be able to reopen my nearly blind mind. From here, I began to prepare myself properly. I never imagined it before, and it turned out this was what I'd been waiting for. Slowly, I looked at my phone, wondering if I should look for more information in the group chat.
“Okay. Now I know what to do to prepare,” I said happily.