Warning: Not suitable for young readers.
Kabanata 16
"IT'S TOO dangerous to do it here." Tumingin si Linus sa paligid. "What's over there?"
"A small cave," tugon ni Ivler na malalim na ang paghinga.
"Perfect." He pulled himself up before he helped Ivler. Nagtungo sila sa maliit na kweba, at nang makapasok ay muling hinagkan ang mga labi ng isa't isa.
Ivler had been to orgies before or group sex. He'd never done it with guys but he'd seen enough to at least have the knowledge on how to do it with Linus so when the rest of their clothes left their bodies, he pinched Linus' nipple then pressed it with his thumb, making Linus groan inside his mouth.
Their kisses went deeper and sloppy as their hands started exploring each other's body. Ramdam niya ang parehong kabang lumulukob sa kanila, ngunit sa kanilang dalawa ni Linus, naamin nitong ito ang mas may kaunting karanasan.
He knew he needs to take the lead, so when he started kissing Linus on his jaw down to his neck, he he guided Linus to touch himself. Linus groaned erotically when he started jerking his own shaft, his face buried on Ivler's shoulder to kiss it.
Ivler got surprised when Linus started touching his crotch to pleasure him. He felt honored that Linus is really willing to do it with him, so Ivler clutched Linus' hair and kissed his lips again before he reached for Linus' shaft.
Nang sandaling maghiwalay ang kanilang mga labi ay nagtama ang kanilang mga mata. His heart throbbed in a blissful way when Linus' eyes twinkled with desire and affection before he uttered the words that made him smile.
"I'm in love with you, Ivler..."
He took in a satisfied way then touched Linus' jaw with his thumb. "I'm in love with you, too Linus." He gulped. "We can't go all the way here but we can give each other a hand so we can finish." His breathing went sharp. "Want me to give you some help first?"
Nakita niya ang paglunok nito. "Are you... ready for that?"
"If it's for you then I'm willing to do it, love. I'm dedicating all my new first times to you." He drew in a sharp breath then flashed a small smile. "This is me offering my whole to you so don't ever get jealous with anyone again, love."
Nakita niya ang pagkislap ng mga mata nito pati ang pagsilip ng munting ngiti sa mga labi nitong kinababaliwan na yata niya nang husto dahil sa lambot.
Nang mapansin nitong natutok sa mga labi nito ang kanyang mga mata ay bahagya itong ngumisi. "Someone's getting addicted with my lips, hmm?"
He smirked and drew his face closer until their breaths are already filtering inside each other's mouths.
"Can't help it. Your lips taste like fucking candy," he uttered before he claimed Linus' lips again then guided him to lean against the rock.
When he started stroking Linus' shaft, he felt himself getting more turned on after Linus moaned inside his mouth. God, he's so into him. Maybe the reason why he didn't mind going on group sex with bisexual couples back then because deep down inside his heart, he belongs to that faction of society many religious people call abominations.
Well if loving Linus with all his heart will secure his slot in hell then so be it. He loves this man so much and someday, he's going to tell that to the whole world.
Yes, someday. For now, he's going to make him happy first and shoo away his jealousy.
His lips trailed down to Linus' neck, down to his broad shoulders. He almost gave his boo a kiss mark. Mabuti na lang at maliit lang at hindi niya naitodo ang panggigigil. Parehas tuloy silang natawa nang mahina bago niya ito hinaplos sa braso.
Linus clutched his hair when he continued kissing him. He even gently bit Linus' nipple that made his boo groan and chuckle after.
Napangisi siya nang tingalain ito at napansing nais nang pumikit ang mga mata. "I think you're right, love." He went on his knees. "You really won, and I take my defeat wholeheartedly."
Napaismid ito at hinagod ang mga daliri sa kanyang buhok. "You didn't lose. I'm surrendering wholeheartedly, too, love. You just did it first."
Linus groaned and clenched his jaw when Ivler stroke him while kissing his toned abs before he gave Linus' shaft a lick. His heat doubled all of a sudden, his eyes even shut when he finally had the honor to put his Linus inside his mouth. Napaungol ito sa kanyang ginawa saka sinabunutan ang kanyang buhok nang mas mahigpit.
Good. He'd never done this before but for a man who loves getting a good mouth job, he pretty much knows what he should do. Hindi lamang sanay ngunit kahit paano ay alam niya ang dapat gawin.
Well, he'll make sure he'll get use to it. There's no way his Linus would still look for the opposite sex. He's all his and he's going to make sure of that.
God, he's obsessed with him and he's never going to deny that...
"Love..." tawag ni Linus sa namamaos na tinig nang magsimulang lumalim ang paghinga nito.
Ivler continued pleasuring him, but when Linus asked him to get on his feet again, he obliged willingly. Hinapit siya nito at hinalikan sa malalim na paraan. Ivler kissed back with the same intensity, and when they started stroking each other, their eyes squeezed shut and moaned inside each other's mouth.
He sucked Linus' tongue as he moved his hips, their moans echoed inside the small cave as the heat and passion consuming their bodies hightened even more.
When Ivler felt himself nearing, he licked the edge of Linus' ear then buried his face on Linus' shoulder. He groaned and did his job better, until they both moaned erotically as they splurted on each other's tummy.
Napasandig siya ng palad sa bato habang umuungol sa balikat nito, nang hindi nakapagpigil ay tuluyan niya itong nakagat habang namumuo ang kanyang pawis sa noo.
When their climax finally subsided, they both let out a heavy breath. Ivler lifted his head to look at Linus who seemed satisfied. Hinaplos pa nito ng mga daliri ang kanyang panga saka siya tinaasan ng kilay.
"Are you sure you've never done this before, hmm?"
Umismid siya at pinasadahan ng dila ang ibaba niyang labi. "Why? Was I good?" he asked teasingly.
Ngumisi ito. "Yeah. I'm pressured."
Mahina siyang napahalakhak bago ito muling hinalikan sa mga labi. It was a tender kiss, but Ivler couldn't help but feel happy. Naiisip niya pa lamang na matagal-tagal bago niya ito ulit makakasama oras na bumalik na sa serbisyo, napapaisip na siya kung paano siya makakatulog sa gabi na hindi ito katabi.
Having Linus next to him feels comforting, as if the whole world suddenly becomes peaceful whenever he's with Linus. It's so beautiful, this love they are sharing. It's... more than he expected...
Hinalikan nito ang kanyang noo saka ito nagpakawala ng malalim na hininga. "Let's wash up, love. Baka kailangan na ang helicopter."
Ngumisi siya at tinulungan itong damputin ang mga damit. "That's a lie. I just didn't like how they kept pushing me to Macey. Kung pwede ko lang sabihing katabi ko na ang bagong partner ko, sinabi ko na agad. Hindi ka na sana nagselos pa."
Ginulo nito ang buhok niya. "Don't do that yet. I don't wanna ruin your name."
Lumamlam ang mga mata niya habang nakatingin dito. Naglakad sila patungo sa dagat nang makapaligo, ngunit habang nagtatampisaw ay hindi nawala sa isip niya ang sagot nito sa sinabi niya.
Nang hindi siya nakatiis ay tuluyan siyang nagsalita. "I know you only care about my reputation, Linus but if someday I'm gonna be in trouble and might resort to exposing our relationship to the public, would you... dump me just to save my name?"
Napatitig ito sa kanya, halos hindi makasagot kaya hindi niya naiwasang mapabuntong hininga.
"I hope you won't do that."
Pumungay ang mga mata nito. "Your career was your first love before you met me, Ivler."
"And I wouldn't lose it, my fangirls yes, they might stop supporting me, pero hindi ako matatanggal sa team, sinisiguro ko 'yon sayo." Ngumisi siya nang kahit paano ay gumaan ang usapan. "I'm too good, love. Why get bothered?"
Tinapunan siya nito ng tubig bago ito nakangiting hinatak siya upang yakapin. Ivler hugged Linus back then let out a sigh of relief.
"We can't lose this, love. My career is replaceable. This isn't..."
Nadama niya ang paglunok nito bago hinalikan ang gilid ng kanyang ulo. "We won't lose this, I promise. I will never break my promise. If I will somehow hit my head while doing my job and I forget about us, do me a favor, will you?"
"What is it?"
Kumalas ito nang bahagya saka siya tinitigan sa mga mata na akala mo naman ay seryoso ito at malaki ang posibilidad na mangyari nga ang sinabi.
"Help me remember. Punch me, beat me up if you have to. O kaya iumpog mo na lang ako."
Natawa silang pareho sa sinabi nito. Mayamaya ay hinawakan nito ang gilid ng kanyang leeg at hinaplos siya sa panga gamit ang hinlalaki. "If that will happen, I know my mind will forget this, but my heart will surely be faithful, love."
A small but genuine smile made its way to Ivler's lips. "It better be or I'll kick your ass, Shault and bury you alive. There's no way someone else will enjoy your hot body and soft lips but me. Ako lang mamanyak sayo."
Natatawa nitong ginulo ang kanyang buhok. "Ah, that mouth of yours, Ivler..."
Umismid siya. "You love it, hmm?"
Makahulugan itong ngumisi. "Sobra..."