After that I bid her goodbye and pass the contract to the department. Then as soon as I finished writing a report I went to after life in to asked something. But along going there I met Gavin on the way.
"So you're going to Madam Seraphina too? Let's go together bud!" He happily uttered while trying his best to get close to me. Of all grim reapers working for the ministry of death only him has the courage to talk to me. May be because I am a fallen angel and they are only a punished human serving the ministry. But, what's with Gavin really?
However, I choose to to be bother by his presence and went on to my plan destination. As I entered Miss Seraphina office she throws report papers again.
"What are the two of you doing here? I am not even inviting any of you!'' She angrily greet and I am not bothered at all. But someone behind me is trembling with fear.
"My apology for intrusion but I am here to asked a personal question that only you can answered." When the Death Compiler hear my reason she turn her look to Gavin.
"How about you little boy?" What we are seeing in her right now is a strick 40 years old woman.
"I-I amm here for a-another mission." Gavin uncleared uttered.
"Oh, I remember that I call you here." She then pick up a black envelope on the table and give it to Gavin. Right a that moment Gavin immediately run outside. I just shook my head. "So, what is it Saint?"
"I want to ask why Mary Sean is a guardian of soul but seemed clueless for her role?" As what I remember a guardian of soul are born to have knowledge of her role yet Mary Sean seem doesn't even know what it means. If I don't have a knowledge about it. It will be difficult for me to work with her. So, before anything else I need it to know.
"It's either she forcefully erase it in her mind or she wasn't really the original holder of the role." That's the questionable answer of the Death Compiler to me that linger to my mind up to this day.
"Hailey were here, are you alright?" Dr Charles Perelman suddenly asked the Guardian of soul as the car stop by at the gate of a mansion. He's the one who is currently in the driver seat of the car where we are now. Right at that moment I can sense how uncomfortable Sean is so I volunteer to answer.
"Don't worry doc, she's fine. She's just kinda nervous, right babe?" I try my best to act the way the owner of this body is, as I hold her hand. Actually, It doesn't necessary to do this but I did as if I was enjoying it. For the past few years of working on the ministry of death as a grim reaper, I learn that what human called to this feeling I am feeling right now is enjoying.
Guardian of Soul rolled her eyes and tried to loosen my grip but I didn't allow her rather I couldn't.
Am I really doing this because I am afraid that she might run away or I am doing this for my own agenda.
Who am I fooling? He is a grim reaper, so he is stronger than me.
Good thing she knew.
When she looked at me annoyed I just smiled at her. A smile that made her frowned.
It's creeping me out.
As I hear that to her mind I silently sighed. Am I annoyed too? Is that what I am feeling at the moment?
"Looks like my sister is irritated with you being clingy for today my brother-in-law." Hazel, Hailey's sister was seems thrilled watching us from the passenger seat.
"Is that true babe?" I tried to sound like sulking, but her lips quivered because of that.
Can I beat this evil spirit?
I am warning you I can hear your thoughts human.
This time I already warn her.
Yeah!
"I'm sorry b-babe, I'm just... you know, too tired." she pretend to explained with solent voice. I couldn't help but to smile.
"Is that so?" I asked. "Then we should go inside already. Hurry baby, let's go!" I can feel how her muscles almost trembled when I called her 'baby'.
Okay! I am getting annoyed.
Damn this Grim Reaper. He is terrifying me.
Are you testing my temper?
She stop right there.
"Yeah!" After that we went in to the Perelman's Mansion. But seems like the Guardian of Soul is tried spending her whole day with me so as early as it could she bid a goodbye to me.
"No, thanks dad I will just take a rest. I'm kinda dizzy." she then look at me. "You should rest too babe let's just see each other tomorrow good night." so, at that point I don't have choice but to go. Yet, she can't get ride of me that easy. Using the car of Albus that Mr. Perelman is driving a while ago I drove down to the alley where no one will see me. There I got out to Albus' body thinking that it will ease the feeling of annoyed. I was thinking that having emotion is the consequences of using this goddamn body. Yet, I am really annoyed of how Sean is treating me right there without a concrete reason. So, before I can even think about it I already teleport back to Sean right at her room.
I saw how she sighed deeply in relief after lying at the bed and it made me so annoyed.
"Seems like your irritated with my presence, babe?" she almost jumped when she heard me but I just sat in Hailey the owner of Sean using body queen size bed.
Okay, Just calm down Sean! Calm down.
Now, she's afraid? What the hell? And why in the hell I am so annoyed for that reason? It's not as if new, she was like that from the first day up to now. But, why I can't help but to get mad? Seriously, what's wrong with me?
"You! Can you not use your dark powers on me every time you pretend to be Albus Wesley!" There she shouted. I couldn't help not to furrowed.
"Dark Powers? What the hell." I said emphatically. For almost 3,000 years of living as the angel of time in heaven and years of being a grim reaper this is the first time someone insult my abilities.
"Don't you know the annoying word? I can now introduce you." she sarcastically uttered. "I get irritated every time you say something with your ability. I've not used to it. At least I'm still human and--"
"Rule no 3." I warned.
That's it, he won.
When I hear her thoughts I sighed but she then threw the something at me from the side table. I couldn't think anything why she did that even though she knew that it will only passed through me.
"What was that?"
"I hate you!" she glared at me. So I looked at her amazed.
I hate him.
"I will kill you now!" she threatened while looking at me badly. I was about to ask her when she rushed me. Then right at there, Sean hit me and immediately throw punched. That's when my hat was removed, and got hit in the face.
"Oh my gosh!"
"Fuck!"
What the hell is wrong with this woman?
However when I was about to complain to what she did she start praising me in her mind.
Why the heck this Grim reaper became this gorgeous in my eyes right now? Damn it!
While looking at me in that position I can't bare not to look at her too. Like what I said we grim reapers see the soul not the body of the beholder. Looking at the Guardian of Soul this close I can see how beautiful she was.
When she was about to get up, I smiled. She was a bit surprised when I squeezed her waist and lay down on the bed. Now, she's below of me. At that point, I felt her nervousness.
"Hey! W-what?" I smiled even more when I heard her stuttered. "Let me go! Please! I'm sorry okay, I won't do it again I swear!" But instead of letting her go, I pulled her closer and whisper to her ear.
"Better do something with your beating heart babe, remember the rules. Dating is forbidden." I teasingly said. There, her cheeks became red.
Oh my gosh! What the hell is he talking about?
She was about to scold me when I swapped our position. Now she was on top of me. Looking at her, I remember my little brother. My only human brother named Adam and how he was in love to her human wife Eve. As that memories brings back to the time that I was watching them from above, looking at each other like what me and Sean is doing right now.
Suddenly, I smiled at her as to bid a goodbye.
"Sleep tight Sean, sweet dreams," then I kissed her forehead and softly caressed her cheeks as I decided to go back to the car because I couldn't take my emotion anymore. Seeing her, holding her and kissing her forehead is beyond my control. If I stay a bit longer I may add a sins to pay. Angel aren't supposed to feel anything than glorifying father in heaven. But in the glimpse of my memories a while ago as I watching Adam and Eve I felt envy. And as I did the same thing to Sean I felt happy and contented.
Is this really just the consequences of using that Wesley body? I need to find out.
There, I decided to run the car back to Wesley's Residence where Albus Wesley soul is currently staying. He's a lost soul and I am not going to reap him without an order even though I can. His Grim Reaper should take the action not me. But today maybe I shall reap his soul and deliver him to hell where my another brother is staying at the moment.
That brother of mine is the only realisable source of information why I have been punished by God our father.
Albus Wesley's soul was terrified when he saw me enter his mansion with his body. I no longer bothered to use my hands to open the door because it opened on purpose when I arrived. People are currently asleep inside the mansion because it is already in the middle of the night. The lights were off and no other sound could be heard other than the slow closing of the door I entered.
"Good Evening, Wesley." I nonchalantly greet. Yet, he began to trembled like a human who wil become a victim of some crime. This is the most ridiculous part of understanding human. They do something inhumane to others but when karma hits them, they all act like a they did nothing wrong and a victim.
We, grim reapers has this ability to snell soul and by Wesley being around make me want to puke on how rotten he smell is. 
"Who are you? What are you? Get of to my body that's mine you fucker!" I simply look at him before I seat at the sofa near by.
"Calm down, Wesley." As I get off to Wesley body I am talking to him. "After all, this body is not yours anymore." After that I slowly walk toward him; who is now shocked while looking to his decaying body. Without the presence of me that body will decayed by pros or cos. “The human body molded from the earth will return to the earth. That means everything created or made will go back to where it came from and that can’t be stopped or changed by anyone. ”In a flash I was close to him, I choked him and quickly slammed his head on the floor. I can’t use my sword to reap him even if that’s the fastest way because I need this bad guy to get to hell where he’s headed. He will be my key to talking to my estranged brother. So he had to die with my strength.
"Albus Wesley, son of Alejandro Wesley. As one of the angels of death. I am reaping your soul, today. You may now perish in the hellish fire of hell." When my hand finally caught fire Wesley was screaming in pain. And as it finally disappeared his body sank to the floor due to my heavy presence and determination. I have to get to hell, this is my only way to know the truth. Things that creatures in the ministry of death cannot say.
A few more minutes later I maintained my presence, which is why the windows shattered and the furniture in the mansion flew away. But it was not long before the gates of hell opened. It finally swallowed Wesley's lifeless soul and I went with him. Unlike its body that fell directly into the bloody river I took out my wing and flew towards Lucifer's castle in the very centre of hell.
Various cries of wailing are what I hear around me. Others ask me for help as they look up at my glowing wings. Something that never disappeared even though I was punished for a sin I don’t remember. In fact there is one more thing I wonder, all I know is that only ice will be the power of the angels of death. But fire is in me, an element unrelated to the time I once held in heaven. Ice is a representation of repentance but fire is anger. Their power is in line with the last emotion of a grim reaper which is why I really wonder why I seem to hate the judgement on me. Was my anger the reason Father sent me away? But what is the reason for me to feel that? The last thing I remember is my father and I still talking about my brother Adam that my father plans to resurrect. Whatever the reason I will also know that through Lucifer.