"AHHHH! I HATE YOU ZEUS RUI JADELANIA! YOU!'RE HEARTLESS! WALA KANG KASING SAMA"
"DIE DIE DIE DIE!" I sream while tears are running in my cheeks.
He is ruthless, how dare him to do that to me. If I could just tell him how much it hurts. He's so cruel.
Its not right. He's so unfair. Bakit saakin napaka sama ng ugali nya? When I didn't even do anything wrong.
"The professor will scold you when they hear you shouting"
I freeze when I heard someone talking behind me.
I look at my back and I was surprise when I saw ryle. Zeus bestfriend.
"Ryle?" I said dumbfounded.
I looked down. Sobrang tanga mo talaga Sahara. Bakit hindi mo napansin na may tao sa rooftop.
He smirk and stand up.
"Should I tell him about what I heard?" He said while smirking
I did not answer him. I just shut my mouth.
"Should I?" He repeated.
I clost my fist. I didn't answer him, Nilagpasan ko lamang sya.
Pero nakakailang hakbang palang ako.
He grab my arm at sobrang higpit ng hawak nya sa braso ko.
"Im talking to you. Cant you hear me? Are you stupid? Deaf?" Parang puputok ang ugat sa leeg nito sa galit.
Lalo akong nanginig dahil sa reaksyon nya.
"Dont" I answered. Mangiyak ngiyak na ako dahil sa takot.
I heard him laugh. "Do I really need to say those hard words before you answer my question?"
"You're so sweet naman" he chuckle.
My face turn to red.
"Im sorry for disturbing your sleep. Please let me go. Im so sorry" Im about to cry.
What if he push me, I dont want to die. Im so scared.
"Hey hey. Why are you crying? I will not do anything bad." He said.
He look nice naman unlike Zeus. Such a heartless person unlike his mom.
I hate myself for loving him. Im so stupid because I fall in love with him, the most cruel person in the whole world.
Im so pathetic.
Stupid.
Idiot.
"Im sorry" I repeated
My heart stop when he touch my cheeks.
Parang akong na ground pagkahawak nya sa pisngi ko.
I look away.
Pakiramdam ko pulang pula ang mukha ko.
"Its okay. Stop saying sorry. I wont hurt you or bully you. I promise I wont tell him about this. Stop crying please"
I felt relieved atleast I know he wont hurt me like Zeus.
I look at him, Ryle Shaman Core.
"You hate him that much huh? Why dont you fight? Dont let them make fun of you Sahara. Gumanti ka naman"
Di ako kumibo. Marami nang nagsabi saakin nyan. Pero ayoko
"I dont know what's the problem with you. You're beautiful"
I felt a little bit comfortable with him. Para kasing sobrang layo ng ugali nya kay Zeus.
"Ryle"
Sabay kaming napalingon ni Ryle dahil sa pagdating ni Zeus.
Zeus look at me sharply. My knees start to tremble and my heart beat so fast.
"Hey bro! I was having fun with her. What do you want?" Ryle tap his shoulder.
I looked down.
"Ms. Macauba ask me to find you. May sasabihin daw sya sayo"
"Ah ganun ba. Sge Sahara una na ako ah? Ingat ka"
Ryle wave his hand. I just smile. Bakit moko iniwan dito. Let me come with you.
Pagka alis na alis ni Ryle, bigla nalang akong hinatak ni Zeus at itinulak sa pader.
Ikinulong nya ako sa mag kabilang braso nya.
He gave me a death glare "Stop flirting around stupid brainless bitch"
I felt a pang of pain in my chest. How many times do I need to hear those harsh words from him.
I did not bother myself answering what he said.
I just smile.
"Stop bothering my friend you bitch." Madiin nitong saad.
Sinubukan ko syang itulak ngunit mas lalo nya lang diniinan ang sarili nya.
"I dont know what you're talking about Zeus." Malumanay kong sagot.
He smirk "Stop acting inocent. You cannot fool me sahara. Noong una ako and now my friend? You're truly a bitch. But I wont let you come near Ryle"
Gusto kong maiyak, pero ano nga bang laban ko sakanya.
Sarado ang utak nya sa lahat ng sasabihin ko.
How can I defend myself kung sa simpleng pagbuka palang ng bibig ko nagagalit na sya.
"Get out of our life. Wag ka wag ka nang lalapit kay Zayne. Dahil sayo she always get in trouble. Wag ka na ring umasa. I would not love you, not now and never"
"Ano bang naging kasalanan ko sayo?" Di ko namalayan umiiyak na pala ako.
"Pangit ka kasi" pangutngutya pa nya saakin.
"What the hell is that. A long hair with a whole bangs. Damn it. Wala ba kayong salamin sainyo? What with that big eyeglassess of yours. Shit."
I force a smile "I know that. Thankyou for reminding me every day. Because of you I never forget na pangit ako."
"Afcourse hindi mo dapat makalimutan kung saan ang lugar mo dito. I will make your life like a hell" naka ngising wika nito.
Tuloy tuloy lang ang pag agos ng luha sa aking mga mata.
Gusto ko syang saktan, sigawan at sumbatan pero di ko magawa.
"Then do it. Im used to it. Sa bawat araw na lumilipas hindi mo nakalimutang ipadama saakin na isang impyerno ang buhay ko Zeus. Ang naging kasalanan ko lang naman ay ang mahalin ka. I never ask you to love me back. I am contented on what I have right now. Seeing you happy with someone else. Getting pissed when you see my face. Even you hurt me a million times hindi ko mapipigilan ang puso ko na mahalin ka. Martir nga siguro ako. Pero kasalanan ko bang minahal ka ng puso kong tanga. And Im not going to flirt with your friend. Do you want to hear my explanation? I guess no, how can I defend myself? Walang gustong makinig saakin. One thing I know loving you is my biggest mistake yet the good lesson"
I push him hard.
Before I turn my back I face him.
"Why dont you just push me here para mamatay na ako? Yun naman ang gusto nyo diba?"
Ang buong akala ko ay hindi na sya sasagot.
Mas lalo lang akong nasaktan sa susunod nyang sinabi.
"I will kill you little by little"