Trixy's POV
I park the car at the parking park and quickly get out of it, i run straight to the park and start looking everywhere but not a single people is here. It's so dark and only stand light is my only flashlight in the area.
"Where on park are you penguin..." I mumble, i then glance at a bench that it's empty so i take a quick rest while massaging my feet.
I turned my phone light again and continue looking for her, i didn't though it will be cold today so i didn't bother to bring my jacket.
As i arrive at the bridge i saw a two people... I don't know what their doing but maybe talking?
I was about to asked them what im looking for but i stop as i saw them hugging and showed Heimez face at the back of the boy, I was completely lost... my body can't move and tears begin falling in my face.
'Why..... why are you always doing this Heimez! Why are you always hurting me! Why are you keeping lying on me!!'
They was about to kiss but someone covered my eyes and hugged me, yes... the boy she's kissing is her ex, Filix!
I look up with my eyes full of water and saw Ember wearing a brown hoodie looking back at me angrily, i don't know anymore but i hug her tightly crying on her nonstop. Why can't destiny be in my side for once, all i want is to be happy but why can't it give me?!! Why is everyone leaving me, why all people around me keep hurting me, WHY, please i am so desperate to know why!
"Do I don't deserve to be loved by everyone?!" i shout at her and continue crying.
"Cub no... you deserve all of it but-"
"But why can't I feel it? Why can't I see it... I'm not a bad person right? I share what I have right?! I always protect all people around me right? RIGHT!!?"
"CAUSE IT'S SO UNFAIR!! why is it so unfair!" I keep asking my self and knew no one can answer, yelling, shouting crying at air knew that nothing will change, I just want one thing and I can't have it, I can't experience it?!
"Please God I'm so tired... How long do i need to suffer! My.... my parents God, they never let me experience what love is, my parents?! They never search where I am, they never care about me, they never support me!! they never attended and celebrate my birthday, my success, Christmas, new year, mother's, father's day!! Are you sure you still have plans for me, are you sure I still have future for me, are you sure I'll be okay? Are you sure God... I just wanted to be okay, I wanted someone who will be there for me!!"
I can't stop it anymore my feet is so tired, my body need a rest, my head is throbbing in pain but I'm here just to suffer again.
"Okay, that's enough now Cub their gone now, and all our friends is waiting for us so please stand up"
I stand up still crying but my legs can't support my body and feel it's trembling, good thing Ember support it and help me walk back to the parking lot of the park.
"Get in I'll drive, give me the key" I quickly nod and hand her Churie's key. I closed my eyes and leaned my head to my seat told her i need a quick rest cause i didn't take some rest after cleaning the library and since yesterday.
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Ember POV
I feel really sorry to Trixy, she doesn't deserve all of this, all she received, even Heimez, I knew from the start this will happened but i didn't know it will become worse than i expected, I can't do anything because it's the only way to to make Trixy feel happy.
I reach my phone and text Camille that Trixy and I are safe now, asked her if Heimez is already there with them but i didn't get a response so I let it go first and put it on our side car. I glance at Trixy and weakness how peacefully she's sleeping weakly, she really look tired and think she haven't eaten yet.
'This girl never take care of herself....'
When we arrived at the hotel i park it in main door and asked the staff to help me carry Trixy.
"What door ma'am?" The boy staff asked looking at me while carrying Trixy at his back.
"171 room bud" I reply, it's not that far i hope Trixy is not that heavy cause I think the boy is already tired, HAHAHAHA!
As soon as the guy with Trixy stop walking I look at the right side and yeah we finally made it! I knocked at the door and quickly heard voices and foot steps running towards the door.
"Ember!"
They all shouted worriedly infront of us, I told them to carry Trixy first in her room and they nod helping Trixy to it's room, I glance at them and quickly landed my eyes on Heimez who's worriedly looking at Trixy.
'What a disgusting slut!' I say to my self and start walking at the kitchen.
"What's for dinner?" I asked looking at Jeimy and the three.
"Vegetable chicken and fried fish" oh, I never tasted fried fish before!
"Can you cooked soup to? I think Trixy will get a fever" when they start asking what happened to us, I shook my head and said nothing, I don't really wanna joined this argument between the two of them but seeing how many times did Heimez lied and betrayed Trixy all I want is to slap her on her face in disgust!