We are still in my condo. I'm talking with someone a few minutes ago about the protection of my brother while I wasn't there at his side.
"You scared me there!" He is still mad dahil hindi ko siya hinayaang makapasok sa loob kanina.
"Masikip ang kwarto ko kaya hindi tayo magkakasyang tatlo sa loob." mahinahon ko namang sabi bago naupo sa maliit na upuan. Matapos nang nangyare kanina dali dali niyang isinara ang pinto upang hindi na muling makapasok pa ang trespassing na iyon.
"Give me your hand." hindi ko tuloy maiwasang tumingin sa aking palad ng may maramdamang kirot roon. Masyado na yata akong manhid upang hindi man lang naramdaman na nasugatan ako sa aking palad.
"Where is your first aid kit?" He's getting more worried. Tch. Hindi ako mamamatay sa simpleng hiwa lamang na iyan.
"Let me handle this." sabi ko at agad namang nagtungo sa kusina para kunin ang first aid kit ko.
"I told you not to get hurt! You know your hand is important!" napalingon ako sa kaniyang gawi dahil sa kaniyang sinabi ngunit mabilis ding iniiwas iyon.
"Hindi ako mamamatay dahil lang sa hiwang ito Roge. Stop overreacting." Inilabas ko isa isa ang mga gagamitin ko at ipinatong iyon sa center table.
"I am not, okay? You're still a doctor even though you choose that lawyer's path." Napabuntong hininga na lamang ako at inilahad sa kaniya ang kamay kong may sugat.
Am I still a doctor? Tch.
"Here," I said, gave him the right to clean my injured hand.
I hated the way he acted like that.
Lumapit naman siya sa akin at siya na ang gumamot ng sugat ko. I know how important his hand too but he lose his chance to be one of the great surgeon here in our country.
"What are you doing in your town before going here?" I have had no communication ever since we parted our ways five years ago.
"Iba-iba. Why? You're not even trying to visit me there." Tch. How could I do that if we are both decided to broke up?
"I'm busy." I simply said then look at my hand habang nilalagyan iyon ng gasa. Matapos iyon ay siya na rin ang nagbalik nuon sa lagayan.
"You are always. By the way, let's go to the hospital. What if the sword has poison? We couldn't know." Tch.
"I said stop overreacting. For now, you should leave this area and go back to your town. I will call some bodyguards to protect you in case something happens." I place the medicine kit in the cabinet before leaving the kitchen and sitting on a single sofa.
"I said no, okay? I will stay here. Stop acting that you can do things alone like this." Napakunot ang aking noo.
Tch. Paano naman niya nasabing hindi ko kaya ito ng mag isa kung kinaya ko naman ng wala ang tulong niya?
"I told you should avoid me dahil hindi na ako ang kilala mong September. You do not know what I can do right now to you." This time I am now serious. I want to end this before the damage has occurred. Although, I know he can fight too. But the thing is that I don't want to lose other people because of me.
"Why? Didn't I know what is the meaning of your reaction to the playing card, earlier? Are you telling me that can kill me here in your condo? Or are you saying that I can't reach you now and get us back together?" This time, hindi ko na maiiwas ang aking mata sa kaniyang sinabi.
Did he know everything about me?
"Roge." Napailing na lamang ako ng mahinuha ang tinutukoy niya patungkol sa kaniyang nalalaman.
"Listen, whatever you did won't change my feelings for you. It doesn't matter because I already know the whole of you. I want to take my part now. Not just a man who's deeply in love with you, September but the man who can also do inside things. Ako ang nagdala sayo sa ganitong buhay. You don't even remember that I am the only one who knows your identity." Malumanay niyang saad.
He is not better for me. He let me experience how to protect myself.
I changed because of him. He changes because of me. He has the right path back then while I am still here in the dark staring at the light I can't even see.
"Stop it, please? I have already torn that doctor thing on you. How could you still manage to face me?" I don't understand why he's still good to me. I don't want to bring up things again. But because of him, I can't do anything but look back on our past.
"I already move on. How about you? Why did you abandonned your position because of that freaking past? Sumuko ka kahit pa gusto mo pang lumaban. You should be the one looking for the cure Calvin's want! I told you to continue without thinking about me. Dahil ba hindi ko na kaya, umayaw ka na lang rin bigla? Dahil ba puno ka ng guilt kaya sumuko ka na lang?! September Adeline De Luna wake up! Desisyon ko iyon! You took up all my place!" Bigla akong nanghina dahil sa mga sinasabi niya. Kung nakatayo lamang ako'y sigurado akong nilalambot na ang aking tuhod.
"I told you I can still think and be more wise but after I left your side, nakita na lamang kitang pumapasok na sa isang lawfirm." Napatungo na lamang ako dahil sa sunod sunod na pagbagsak ng luha ko.
Shit!
Bakit ba ako umiiyak?!
" I told you I will bring the justice you needed but you didn't give me a chance to do my part." Tuloy lamang ang pagbagsak ng aking luha habang napapailing pa. Mabilis ko namang pinahid ang mga nagbabagsakang luha ko.
"Tell me to leave you, I won't follow. Tell me to go home, you're my home. I hope you can still let me in. I will promise not to leave you anymore." Naiinis ako sa aking sarili dahil sa nararamdaman kong panghihina ngayon. Kung kanina ay ganon na lamang ako kamanhid dahil sa sugat na hindi ko napansin ngayon naman ay para na akong sinaksak ng patalim sa aking puso.
This fucking tears don't stop!
"Come on." hinila niya ako hanggang sa matagpuan ko na lamang ang aking sarili na mapayakap sa kaniya.
Those fucking years are hell. My dad is doing outsider minions to put us down after he killed my Mom. Before my Mom died, I met this guy in the middle of the surgery. He guided me along with my brother. Sa kaniya ko natutunang lumaban ng mag isa. I am an intern while he is my senior. We have the same ability and promise to be the most well-known surgeon in the country. He lost the opportunity because he protected me. I live for five years with a pang of guilt.
I am the attorney. I can't even give the justice I need for myself.
"I'm sorry," I said in the middle of sobs.
I stand alone and live alone without knowing there is still the person who's ready to be with me wherever I go, just like my Mom.
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"How was your mission?" I am working on his office while talking with this good-looking guy.
"Well, I just jump in her balcony." He said that makes me laugh.
"Hahaha I told you to be more careful." saad ko at umupo sa isang upuan malapit sa kaniyang gawi.
"That girl stole my sword!" napailing na lamang ako dahil sa mga pagsusumbong niya sa akin.
"She's great. She can kill you if she wants." I playfully said. He just laughed at me.
"But I surprised her and held the playing card you want me to give," I smirk.
Oh, the game continues!
"Congrats Dom. You successfully win the next round." I clap my hands because he makes me feel proud.
"What's with the clap? By the way, what is our next step? Should we bring it t her now?" How can I bring that woman to if she's like a sharp one on the edge of the knife? Napailing na lamang ako.
"The game still goes on. Let's make this slow first at least she's aware, we exist." I told him while smiling. 
Ini-imagine ko pa lamang kung paano siya nagulat ay natatawa na ako paano pa kaya kung makita ko siya ng personal? Hahaha gosh ang liit ng kasiyahan ko.
"How about tell me why we are doing this? I only know that the Alpha is full of anger to that woman. What's the story behind?" natanggal na lamang bigla ang ngisi sa aking mukha dahil sa nabanggit niya.
"About that, At first, I'm just interested in the money that women earn nog until I saw her ability. I can't believe that ability still exist. I don't know what's running on with the mind of the Alpha.
She said, " Just do your job."
Oh well, it is okay for me. I am now excited about what will happen next. Hahaha"
I have many questions like, what are the connection because they have the same ability with sharp eyes. I need to control myself to kill her right away because the Alpha might kill me too.
"I think I should go. Just continue the game Dom, I will see you later." Kumindat pa ako sa kaniya bago naisipang umalis na.
Wait, Ms. September, we will meet personally soon.