My eyebrows rose when I saw Kyrie and Domino together. "Kilay mo." Lyx whisper kaya naman ay napalundag ako.
"I told you i hate that girl, bakit mo pa kasi dinala yan dito?" Irritated, Lyx said and she just rolled her eyes into air.
"Let's buy something." I said to Lyx at agad itong hinatak pa puntang cafeteria.
"Selos ka ano?" Tanong sa'kin ni Lyx habang bumibili kami ng pagkain dito sa loob ng canteen.
Napataas naman ang kilay ko sa sinabi nya, why i'm jealous when he's not mine?
"Sabihin mo na kasing type mo si Dom, ako pa mismo maglalakd sayo roon." Saad nito at sinundot pa ang tagiliran ko pinitik ko naman ang kamay nito dahilan upang mapangiwi ito.
"Can you just shut up, argh! I'm not hungry anymore." I said and left Lyx hanging there
Why do i feel like someone's stabbing me? I feel hurt or something that i can't explain.
"Tulala ka?" Tanong ni Ino
Hindi ko namalayan na tumabi pala 'to sa'kin sa sobrang lalim ng iniisip ko. "Nothing." I said to him without giving him a stare.
"Lah? Anong problema?" Tanong nito at hinila ng pabiro ang buhok ko
I gave him death glare kaya naman ay napataas ang dalawang kamay nito.
"Can you just please shut up? I want space or just leave me alone." I pleaded to him kaya naman ay tumayo na lamang ito at may binubulong pang hindi ko naman maintindihan.
Weird? Why do i acting like this, what the problem? It is me or Domino?
I call ate Snow, i know she's the one who the best talk about this shitty feeling.
[Hello ate?"] I said after she answer my call
[Hmm, yes?"] Ate answer using her lower voice
Napakagat tuloy ako sa daliri ko, mukhang nagising ko pa yata sya.
[Did i wake you up?] I said to her and bitting my tongue
[No, i just felt asleep that's why. So what's the problem why are you calling to me?"] Tanong nito at narinig ko naman ang pag tayo nya dahil sa tunog na rin ng kama.
[Did you just feel something weird in your heart? Like something you hurt but you don't know the exact reason why you feeling hurting?] I ask to her at naramdaman ko ang pagkabasa ng pisnge ko kaya naman ay agad ko iyong pinunasan.
Why i'm crying? Do i feel jealous that's why im crying right now?
[Sometimes, but give me an example so i can answer your question.] Ate said kaya naman ay huminga ako ng malalim at inumpisahang mag-salita
[I just saw Kyrie and Domino talking together earlier, and after that i feel like someone's stabbing me or i feel hurt and now i'm crying like a baby who didn't get want she want."] I said i heard she's chuckling on the other line, kaya naman ay napakunot ang noo ko.
Anong nakakatawa eh halos mag-wala na nga ako rito, tas tatawanan nya lang ako.
[Ate.] I pout as if she can see me like this
[It's just funny ok, you get jealous beacuse of that? Come on Winter your not a Winter Breeze without a b. Your just a fucking spoiled brat and your crying beacuse you felt jealous?]
Inis namang ibinibaba ko ang linya, akala ko pa naman eh makakakuha na ako ng matinong sagot.
Akmang pupunasan ko na ang mga luhang lumalandas sa pisnge ko ng makita ko ang isang kamay at nakalahad dito ang isang panyo.
Hindi ko maaninag ang mukha nito dahil nakatapat sya sa araw kung kaya't naka kunot ang noo ko habang inaaninag kung sino ito.
"You're crying again Winter." Chi said and wiping my tears
Napangiti naman ako i like Chi when we're both on grade's school mag kakasama na kaming tatlo nila Lyxa, Chino, at ako.
"What's the problem?" Agad na tanong nito at inayos ang buhok kung kalat kalat na.
"Did you see something again that might cause of why you crying now?" Tanong nito kaya naman ay tumango ako
He really know me, he know why im crying, he know why i feel bother or i have a problem. Who is not falling this guy?
But that's not my heart say.
"Tell me what's the problem?" Chi ask and sit beside me
"I told is nothing." I said and divert my gaze
"You're not crying without a reason." Chi said and i sigh, he really knows me
"I feel something bad right now, something that i can't explain." I finally said, i think Chi never judge me
"Bad? What it is?" Tanong nito at inayos ang takas na buhok ko
"I feel jealous, i don't fucking know."i said and gritted my teeth
"Jealous, saan?" Tanong nito at nung nilingon ko ito ay nakakunot na ang kanyang noo kaya naman ay natawa ako.
"I see Kyrie and Domino talking earlier." I said and i heard him sigh
"Why?" I ask him curiosity
"Beacuse i knew it that you have something special feeling to Dom." My eyes grow bigger beacuse what he said and i immediately stand up beacuse what i heard
"Are you kidding me or not?" I said to him and jokingly pulled he's hair
"Beacuse it's your really say, do you heard the quote that eyes never lies." He said and giving me a suspicious glare
"No, i don't have any feelings to him." I said and start walking and he immediately grab my waist
"Look into my eyes." He said and i look into he's eyes straightly
"How do you feel?" He ask without breaking our stares
"Nothing." I told him bravely
Weird, i used to stare him before and i feel my knees trembling now is a normal stare now.
"That's the exactly answer on your question, if you stare in my eyes directly and you didn't feel anything. Spark or something then you don't have feelings to me, you used to stare Dom before and i saw you blushing when he caught you staring to him." He said and i turn around i don't want he saw me shock
So all of a sudden i like Ino and i always denied it.