It's been a few days since that old man called me.
"Damn it! When will I get used to it?" I asked myself a question.
"I guess this is really my life until the old age." I whispered softly.
I grew up with a happy family knowing that they are a perfect family. I thought everything is perfect. We really look perfect before.
I guess there's no such thing like perfect everything is a big fat lie.
Mom is famous in the field of modeling while Dad holds almost all the big companies in and out of the country.
I get everything I want because mommy gives it all to me.
Up to one night it was able to change everything I was used to.
It changed my life, Wrong it changed my perspective in life.
"C-changed I-it."
I clearly remember everything ...
as in everything, every details of the past that still hunts me.
Still hurt the shit out of me.
*Flashback "
"Happy 10th Birthday baby !!" Mom smiled at me as she held the cake she baked for me.
"Thank you, mommy!" I responded enthusiastically to her.
Mommy is so beautiful. Tall, with a sharp nose, white and most of all, she is in a very good mood.
That's why magazines called her "Angel"
"What do you want to gift baby?" Mom asked smiling while holding my cheek.
I really always feel mommy's love for me. so I reciprocate it by studying well.
"uhmm mommy I saw some rubber shoes at the mall but daddy told me that it's too expensive"
"No baby, I'll buy it as long as it makes my baby happy. Mommy is happy too, okay?" Mom replied with a smile and even scratched my head.
I'm really happy when mommy pats my head, it's just so cute.
"Change your clothes baby let's go to the mall"
There was a loud thunder and I shouted, I looked out the window and saw that it was raining so hard. But I ignored it because I wanted to buy rubber shoes.
"let's go baby" mommy shouted from the other room.
we left the mansion and hurried into the car.
While mommy was driving I couldn't help but look at her
It was as if her face was pale and too much sweat was coming out of her forehead.
"Mommy are you okay?" worried I asked.
Mommy looked at me and smiled sparingly while wiping the sweat on her forehead.
Mommy suddenly grabbed my hand so I looked at her again.
"Mommy why?"
"Liah baby, always remember that mommy loves you so much" She said while crying
I was about to speak when suddenly someone ran into the back of the car we were riding in.
I was so scared then.
I don't know what to do. When suddenly someone slammed the window on mommy's side.
I could see how the glass spewed out of her body and I cried until they grabbed mommy away from me.
I cried and cried I chased them.
I saw that they were carrying mommy to the dark vacant lot.
I cried so much that I could no longer hear even my own voice.
I can see that mommy is very weak.
I followed in their footsteps until I saw with my own eyes that they laid mommy on the floor.
I walked and ran towards them to stop what they were trying to do.
But before I could get close to mommy, someone grabbed my hair.
My whole body hurt I can't explain how heavy I feel.
I can't move my whole body hurts.
"uhmm Mo .. Mom .. Mommy .." I said with difficulty.
I tried to get up but my body couldn't take it anymore.
I raised my head to see where mommy was but before I could do that I heard a loud shout.
"Please stop! enough !! Have mercy on me !! ! Stop it!" mommy's crying
I lifted my head and my two eyes saw mommy’s condition.
"Mommy"
Tears welled up in my eyes.
Someone who was wandering around with mommy even looked into my eyes, he was looking at me as if to indicate that I couldn't do anything because I was just a child.
yes, I'm just a kid.
I could see with my two eyes how difficult he was. I tried to move my body but I couldn't.
I was very weak at those times.
Until a man approached me and stabbed me with what and after a few seconds my vision darkened until my body weakened completely.
When I woke up I was in a white room.
I turned around and saw our maid peeling an apple.
"Oh my god! Are you feeling well liah?" Its a bewildering question with concern.
I just stared her in the eye.
I feel nothing.
My whole being is numb.
she held my hand to feed me but I just pulled it hard.
"Are you still tired? Eat that hija you need to get stronger" she cried knowingly.
"Don't you understand? I said i don't want to eat!" I said out loud.
I have no appetite, I don’t want to eat. I don't want to talk.
I don't want them to see me. Maybe they hurt me like they did mommy.
I was full of fear.
Suddenly the door opened.
Daddy spat, he came over because I thought he would comfort me because of what happened.
But I was wrong, I was wrong ..
When he approached me, he suddenly slapped me.
Full of force, Full of anger.
I could feel the hatred for his slap