"Gorgeous." I said after putting a lipstick on. I comb my messy brown hair with my fingers as I look at my reflection.
"we're too gorgeous to be kept inside an old house. Don't ya think?"
I took my porch and walk confidently with my heels.
"Kaya nga, hon, she needs a new personal psychiatrist." rinig kong sabi ni Mrs. Ahn nang mapadaan ako sa kwarto nila.
Ano daw? Personal... Psychiatrist? I stopped for moment, naalala kong mabuting anak-anakan pala ako.
"What do you think Yuri? should I ask for permission to go outside?" I kid.
"we'll find the best psychiatrist, hon. don't worry." rinig kong pagpapakalma ni mr. Ahn sa asawa.
new? oh really? Dahil ba wala na si Dr. Han?
*chuckles* Dapat lang yun..
Para sa taong gusto kaming mawala.
I made up my mind, I don't care 'bout them. I wanna get the hell out of here.
"W-wait, is that..Yuri??", sabay labas ni mrs. Ahn ng kwarto dahil naiwan nga nila itong bukas.
hinabol nila ako, oh come' on?!
Dahan dahan ko silang nilingon.
"Sweetie??”
I turned around.
“yes?”
I can see how bothered they are upon realizing who I am.
"A-agatha? where are you going?" nagmadali silang lumapit sakin.
"Ba't ganyan ang suot mo?" tanong ng asawa nito.
bakit? may problema ba sa suot ko? And so i examined myself.
"Yuri sucks at fashion. I'm just saving her look. Got problem with that PO?" I said as I arched both of my eyebrows.
Saglit silang nagtinginang mag asawa kaya tumalikod na ako at aalis na sana pero hinabol nila ako hanggang pinto, tumakbo si mrs. Ahn at humarang duon.
"You are not going anywhere Yuri."
"It's agatha."  aniko sabay ikot ng mata ko, kakairita na ah.
"H-hon stop her! She'll go clubbing again!"
and what's wrong with clubbing?
"YURI, go back to your room."  Hahawakan sana ako ni mr. Ahn pero itinaboy ko ang kamay nya.
they kept on calling me yuri, and it's getting on my nerves, really.
“Please, makinig ka nalang samin ng tito mo...It's dark outside, baka mapano kapa.”
“Hindi ako bobo, alam kong gabi na.” pangbabara ko.
“hindi ka nga bobo pero matigas yang ulo mo.” ani ng asawa nito.
"I promised Yuri and she trusted me. Can't you just let me go!?"
"No. Go back to your room and SLEEP!”
"Matulog?! Fuck that! How can you be this so selfish??sino ba kayo para pakealaman ako ha? kaano ano ko ba kayo? I'm not your daughter after all—*slapped*"
Napahawak ako pisngi kong sinampal nya.
Napaawang ang bibig ko in disbelief pero agad ko yun sinundan ng sarkastikong tawa.
Damn this old man. Lumapit naman si Mrs Ahn she was about to touch my face—but I immediately glared at her.
"Don't you dare ruin her life, again!", sigaw ng sumampal sakin. galit na galit ito.
I fixed myself.
"Ngayon nga ako nakalabas ulet, pagbabawalan nyo pa? Hmm...is this a house or a prison? you really think na makukulong nyo kaming lahat sa bahay nyo?”
"You—", mr. Ahn was about to grab my arm pero pinigilan sya ng asawa nya.
"H-hon.. J-just talk to her p-please.. Don't hurt her."
tumingin ako sa relo ko
"10;05 pm. I still have time to attend our acquaintance party, so get out of my way, will u?"
mrs. Ahn kept on calming her high tempered husband.
"ano namang gagawin mo sa acquaintance, hindi ka pa naman pumapasok?" ani nito.
"Agatha, please." she added, pero nagsalita ang asawa nya.
"Let her." nagtatakang tinignan ito ng asawa nya.
saglit rin akong nagulat at nagtaka. I just rolled my eyes at them.
"I'm not Cinderella to be here in twelve, so don't expect nor wait, okay? If it's yuri who's your corcern, don't worry. I'll take care of OUR gorgeous body."
in my own way of course.
Sabay labas ko na ng bahay. Hinayaan na talaga nila ako, ano yun mood swing? kanina ayaw na ayaw tapos ngayon? crazy people.
hinawakan ko pisngi ko, fuck may blush on nako dinagdagan pa.
(12 o' clock)
It was an awesome night, not boring at all.
and now I'm drunk! with those students who's secretly adding an alcohol on their drinks. Aren't they geniuses?
hakhakhak
you know I really love hanging out with crazy people.
oh I love being crazzzzyyyy~
I even danced with so many guys and there's someone who almost kissed me kung wala lang dumating at nagpakilalang girlfriend nya ito.
Oshet ang saya! ngayon ko lang ulit nagawa to.
But.............. who is this guy?
sa kalagitnaan ng dance floor, biglang may sumulpot na lalake at hinawakan ako sa kamay.
tapos kinaladkad nyako paalis don sa dance floor.
I tried to pulled off but he never let me go.
Ang taray, kung gusto nya ko isayaw dapat inaya nya nalang ako ng maayos! Right?
"Hey!  Sino ka ba??" , hindi sya sumagot so i tried to look at his face. Mejo tipsy nako.
.
.
.
.
.
Ang gwapo.
.
.
.
.
.
My type.
okay sige, kaladkarin moko hihi. ^_________^
And i noticed na palabas pala kami ng venue.
"Oh common, you're that desperate to be with me?? Hey! Sino kaba at gusto mokong masolo ha??"    
tumayo ako sa harap nya kaya napatigil sya sa pagkaladkad sakin.
oo wild ako pero hindi ako kaladkaring babae,
pero kung ikaw kakaladkad sakin kusa akong sasama!
mas nilapit ko ang sarili sakanya at niyakap ang kanyang leeg.
mabilis lang yung pangyayare, mejo speed ako oo. sa gulat nya ay nabitawan nya ang kamay ko at agad ko naman iyon pinulupot pa sa leeg nya.
I smiled at him, gorgeously.
I stared at his face, ganon din sya.
"mesmerized, baby?" ani ko.
he then tried to push me away but later on he stopped. I guess he's really mesmerized by my beauty. Nah ofcourse he is!
He cleared his throat and speak.
"You should go home now."
ughh pati boses gwapooo
I leaned closer to him and answered, "yeah..you take me home."
Kumunot ang noo nya and he's really about to push me away so I leaned closer again.
"You look like an angel."
I said out of the blue. Seriously? Who is this guy?
I used to say "you're hot" whenever i found someone attractive, but angel?? san galing yun Agatha? pfft........... well, he is indeed an innocent cutiee.
"But unfortunately, you've just met a gorgeous evil like me.."
and I kissed him.
It lasted for just 3 seconds. Alam kong nagulat sya but he looks cute.
"Btw, I'm Agatha." I added.
and guess what? when I felt na nagloose ang hawak nya sa braso ko, I quickly kissed him again.
He's stunned, and stunning in my eyes.
3rd person's POV
Nagulat si yohanne sa biglaang paghalik ulit sakanya ng babae. He haven't even manage to push her away.
F*ck. Parang may kung anong naninikip sakanyang dibdib. Her presence.
His heartbeat goes faster, he can't deny the impact of this girl on him—yet it's unexplainable.
Nililibog ba sya nito?
Later on, he just found himself responding.
Agatha opened her eyes upon noticing it, she then smiled and closed her eyes again.
Ngunit wala pang isang segundo mula nang maisara nito ang mga mata ay muling dumilat ang mga ito.
Lalake? Nakapikit? Pilit na rumehestro sa utak ng dalaga kung anong senaryo ang naabutan nya mula sa pagkakaidlip.
Nakapulupot ang kanyang mga kamay sa di nya kilalang tao and worst,  naghahalikan sila nito!
Dilat na dilat ang mga matang tinulak nya ito palayo.
"S-sino ka?! B-ba—ba't mo'ko hinahalikan?!!"
What did she just say? tanong ni Yohanne sa sarili.
"What?"  Sagot nya sa dalagang takot na takot.
'Baliw pala to eh.'
"Just so you know, ikaw tong unang nanghalik."
He said at nag iwas ng tingin, hell namumula din sya sa hiya at the moment. But then he remembered—this girl is the guilty here.
Mas lalong namilog ang mga mata ng dalaga.
"I-I did?!"
Napatawa ang lalake, with a little sarcasm.
"Yeah right, you're drunk. The kiss must have sobered you up."
Yuri's POV
S-sobered? DRUNK?!
Craaaaaap!
"Agatha..." I murmured, at napasabunot sa sarili. Aghhhhh!!!  Tingin ko alam ko na ang nangyayari!!
That agatha!!
*Sound of phone ringing*
"Mm. She's with me.", sagot nung lalake sa kausap nya sa phone sabay tingin sakin.
Napahawak ako sa labi ko.
Sh*t!! I kissed someone!!
"Let's go. It's already 12 hinahanap kana nina ate Pia."
Kilala nya si tita pia?
Teka nasan ba ako?
Club bato? w—wait, school?
Acquaintance party?!
Napatingin ako sa suot ko.
P-puta...DAMIT BA TO?!
I'm wearing a short skirt and an off shoulder crop top. Tumuwad lang ako ng konti ay feel ko kita na ang kaluluwa ko at kitang kita rin ang cleavage ko.
nayakap ko ang sarili ko.
Damn you agatha ano nanaman bang pinaggagagawa mo?
Nagulat nalang ako nang lumapit sakin yung lalake at sinuot sakin ang kanyang jacket.  Pagkatapos ay nauna na syang maglakad.
Sumunod ako while staring at his back.
Matangkad.
May itsura.
No wonder kung bakit sya nilandi ni agatha
This is not the first time na ginawa to ni agatha while she's stealing my time.
Minsan ay gigising nalang ako ng nasa loob na ako ng kotse, ewan kung anong ginagawa ko duon basta may hawak akong mga shopping bags. Minsan naman ay ang daming nagtetext sakin claiming that they're my boyfriend.
Agatha is really a hot trouble maker personality, but I thank God because she always assure me one thing. You know, that 'thing'.
I was really bothered every time na nagigising ako sa pagiging agatha. Alam nya siguro yun kaya one day I found a message in my mirror.
Oo mirror. Ginamit nyang panulat yung binili nyang red lipstick.
"Don't worry,  you'll die a virgin."
I found it really weird but napakalma talaga ako ng sulat nyang yon. Though when i examined myself in that mirror,   I have some kiss marks on my neck. Tae diko alam kung pano ko yun itatago kina tito at tita.
Luckily, agatha was smart on choosing her subjects.
Hindi sya nanlaladi sa mga taong malapit sakin like school mates ko.
Somehow, i think iniisip nya naman ang kahihiyan na makukuha ko. Ginawa na nya kasi yun noon at dinala nya pa sa bahay, sakto pang may mga bisita sina tito, pero dumerediretso lang sya papuntang kwarto hila hila ang nobyo nyang school mate ko. Tangina naruined ang image ko nun. Ang sabi ni agatha sa notes nya eh wala naman raw nangyari. They just had a little fun at virgin pa naman daw ako. Pero sina tito at tita noon ay galit na galit talaga sakanya.
Kaya nakapagtataka lang tlga na nagising ako ngayon na may kahalikan syang lalake na nasa acquaintance party din and worst, kilala pa ni tita Pia.
I opened my cellphone habang nasa byahe kmi ng lalakeng kasama ko.
Hindi pa nga sana ako sasakay pero nainis na siguro kaya kinaladkad na nya ako papasok ng kotse.
'Your uncle slapped me! What the heck Yuri! Ano bang problema ng tito mo sakin ha?! That damn high tempered old man!'
-agatha
Napasintido ako sa nabasa ko sa notepad ng  phone ko.
Dito kami naguusap usap, well kapag gusto lang nila. Minsan kasi, hindi kami talaga nagkakaisa.
Lalo na si Deamean.
Yung babaeng may sariling mundo at mahilig sa gulo. Isang araw nagising nalang ako na nasa hospital na ako.
By that thought ay naalala ko nnmn yung senaryong naabutan ko kanina paggising ko.
Huminga ako ng malalim, sabay nakapikit na nagsalita. nahihiya ako potek sagad!
"U-uhm... S-sorry sa nagawa ko kanina. K-kung nagawa ko ba talaga yun"
Hindi ito sumagot.
'yuri naman kasi ang tanga ng last line mo, masorry ka na nga lang!'
Inamoy ko ang hininga ko and there.
"S-siguro nga nalasing lang talaga ako. I'm sorry."
"That's ok. I responded anyway."
napalingon ako dun, mas lalo akong namula ako sa sagot nya.
Hindi nalang ako nagsalita ulit.
Hanggang sa makarating na kmi sa bago naming bahay. Bagong lipat lang kami ni tita at isa akong transfered student sa school na ginanapan ng acquaintance party. I'm enrolled pero hindi pa ako pumapasok for almost two weeks dahil wala pang nakukuhang personal psychiatrist sina tito para sakin and they're even looking for a trustworthy person to be my bodyguard sa school. That's because my condition is a secret. Kami lang ang may alam that I'm a person with DID, tita and tito also wants me to live a normal life, yun nga lang ay nagquit na si Andrea bilang rescuer ko sa school, she's my bestfriend but her parents took her with them. They're now living in america.
Wala na akong karamay, wala nang tutulong sakin everytime na nagpapalit ako ng personalidad.
I missed her.
Sumakabilang buhay na rin ang dati kong psychiatrist,si mr. Han.
I missed him too. He really help me a lot for almost 3 years ever since I've found out na may D.I.D ako.
Nakaabang sina tito sa pinto nang makarating kami.
"Y-yuri?"
"Tita..." I hugged her while tito pats my head. i smiled at him. Kamukha nya talaga si papa.
"Buti naman at ikaw nayan, akala ko kukulo nanaman ang dugo ko kay agatha." Ani ni tito at siniko naman sya agad ni tita kaya napatingin kaming tatlo sa lalaking kasama kong umuwi.
Bakas ang pagtataka sa mukha nya, mukhang naguluhan sya kung sino ba talaga ako.
"Ay, Yohanne, salamat sa pagbantay sa pamangkin ko ah? Buti naman at namukhaan mo sya."
Napatingin ako kay tita.
"I sent him a photo of you, alam ko kasing nagattend sya ng acquaintance party, btw he's my brother. And yohanne, sya naman si yuri,pamangkin namin ng kuya Javis mo."
Ngumiti ito sakin ng tipid
Awkward rin akong ng bow ng head. At ngumiti rin ng tipid. sige magtipiran tayo, sana di na tayo magkita ulit. *embarassed*
"Well,hindi naman sya mahirap hanapin. She's the center of attraction there actually."
Namilog ang mga mata ko. Center of attraction????
Sabay kaming napahilot ng sintido ni tito. Si tita naman ay natawa nalang rin ng awkward. Saka sinabing umuwi na yung kapatid nyang yohanne daw ang pangalan.
Gadd ano bang pinaggagagawa ni agatha dun sa party??!
Pag kaalis nya ay hinarap ko si tito.
"Tito, sorry po."
"Hay.. Ayus lang, hindi naman ikaw yun. That was agatha."
"P-pero..ako pa rin po yung humuling sainyo na kung sakaling lumabas si agatha ay wag nyo syang....paghigpitan, Sorry po."
Napabuntong hininga nalang sila.
"We trust you, hindi ka gagawa ng ganung desisyon kung hindi mo pinagisipan."
"....Alam ko po kasing mas Lalala lang po si agatha kapag pinaghigpitan sya. T-tsaka tito, she promised me she won't do the same mistake that she did before. sorry po talaga kung masyado syang pasaway, she said nagaway daw kayo kanina."
Napahawak si tito sa pisngi ko
"Oo nga pala. Hayst. Masakit ba ang pisngi mo?"
"Napalakas naman yata hon yung sampal mo",ani ni tita.
"I'm sorry hija, wala kasing galang yung—sige na,gabing gabi na. Matulog kana..goodnight" and they both kissed my head at tumungo na ako ng kwarto.
I tried to sleep pero hindi ako makatulog talaga.
naaalala ko yung nangyare kanina.
kaklase ko ba yun? school mate? huhu parang wala nakong balak pumasok sa school (T_____T)