"oh Lord please safe me"  although I know God existed it now I truly needed his help.
So many things ran through my mind, what will my family think? How will I face the society? And what if David's rejects ever having anything to do with me?.
Every night I prayed to God and hoped it wasn't what I was thinking, I also called David thus he tells me to calm down that nothing of a sought will happen.
Deep down I hoped he was right, thus after a week's time, I was sited at the living room, when I felt a drop.
I rushed to the bathroom and glimpsed on a bloodstain on my undies.
"Pheww, thank you, God" I quickly let out a relieved breath holding a hands-to my chest.
I pulled out my phone to call David to inform him about the newest development.
"Hello" I asserted through the phone waiting for his response.
"Yes, I can hear you" he loving voice toward me became cold and resentful.
"Guess what?" I asked through the phone, hoping for a cheerful response.
"What?" He said the same thing with a cold tone thus I quickly checked my phone to see if he was the one I was talking with on the phone.
"Are you okay?" I became worried sensing his cold attitude towards me.
"I am fine,  just tell me what you want to say" he muttered back to me.
"I just wanted to tell you that I am not pregnant, it was only a false alarm" after saying that I halted to hear his response.
"Oh, that's good," he says to me still acting strange .
"Yes" I couldn't take it anymore, I switched off the call, tossing the phone on the bed.
"What just happened," I said to my self because the David I knew who was loving and caring, wasn't the one I spoke with a few minutes ago.
Weeks passed and not a call nor a text from him, thus I needed to know what was going on, so this time I was the one that set the date for us to meet.
As usual, I lied my way out of the house just to see him, and the same thing happened again.
It was like Deja Vu, I don't know what enters me the moment I  am with him.
I needed to stop, but that was when he altered these words to me gazing into my eyes.
"I love you, Karina, I love you, I know I have been distant, I was only afraid of falling for you, and I hope you'll give me a chance"
"Am I dreaming?" I muttered those words to myself, looking directly to his eyes.
I felt each and every word true, thus yet again I gave into  my desires.
I was in love with David, thus to me it wasn't just mare sex but us making love.
I made love to him, gave up myself over and over again.
We laid on the bed, yet his confession kept recalling in my head, I know it wasn't the first time he uttered the words to me but I loved hearing that exact words from him.
"I know you must be thinking that I don't love you, but I really do Karina" hence to David he thought the opposite of what I was thinking.
"Truthfully I wasn't thinking such" I confessed to him, as he jerked his head at me.
"So what were you thinking?"  He hurled a question at me with a smile on.
"That I also feel the same way about you, I also love you David " finally I decided to express my feelings to me.
"And I love you more" he pinned a warm kiss on both my cheeks, then suddenly he altres again
"Will you be my girlfriend?"  David's words nailed a shocked look on my face and trust me, I wasn't going to say no to him.
"Yes, I will " I yelled out to him, as I lunged in for a kiss.
To me I have finally found my prince charming and he has finally found me, thus I returned back home cheerful, it was like I had won the lottery.
"Good evening family" they all looked at me with a curious look on their faces.
" What's going on?" Mom lets out to me
"Nothing mom, am just being happy and thankful for having the best family in the word" I pinned a kiss on her cheeks, which of cause we all know, that is not the reason.
"Something feels fishy" my brother felt something strange, but instead I let a Chuckle as I dashed off to my room.
The singer Beyonce sang a song titled"  drunk in love" and truly I was the definition of drunk in love, or more like high in love, I was on cloud nine all because of David.
Weeks passed and our relationship grew stronger than ever when the following week I saw a text message on my phone from my new boyfriend " David"
"After the last Incident, I got in touch with my ex and we both talked about a lot of things"
" So please am sorry Karina I can't do this anymore, it isn't you but I and I hope you can forgive me"
"I am truly sorry"
To me I thought I was dreaming, so I quickly called him on the phone, but no response, I called him the second and the third, he refused to pick up the phone.
So I decided to chat him up on Facebook and saw he was online.
"What is going on?" I tossed a question to him anxiously waiting for his response.
"Can't you see?"  He sends his reply back to me
"No, I can't, please talk to me?"  I pleaded with him when he lets out with a warning.
"If you keep disturbing me, you will warrant me to block you"  he also sends that to me, which pinned a shocked look on.
"Who are you?" I hurled those words to him but he reads it thus refused to reply.
"Hello, answer me, what is going on, I thought we were cool, what happened?" Non-stop I kept sending messages to him when suddenly he blocked me without hesitation.
"Urgh" it was like the earth should open up and swallow me.
David didn't just block me on Facebook but every social media, also he blocked my calls from coming in.
"What just happened, am I dreaming?" I couldn't believe that it was the same David who gazed into my eyes and professed his love to me.
I tossed, turned, and cried all night, I was such a fool to let such happen to me, I cursed myself with so many thoughts running through my mind.
"I hate you David dash, I swear I hate you" In inorder for my family not to hear me scream, I placed the pillow to my mouth, as I screamed through it.
"God why?" I asked my creator, as I tried to bottle up the emotions I felt inside.
Indeed men are wicked and as for David, I cursed the day our paths crossed.
But the pending question in my mind is, how will my family react if they get to find out that I was broken at twenty-one.
Food for thought
( Be careful who you trust,
The devil you know 😈 is better than the 👼 angels you do not know).
Continuation...
BROKEN AT TWENTY ONE ( A NEW PHASE)