They say that love is actually easy, as simple as one, two, three!
But in my point of view. it's not...
Why?
Well because I experience everything myself.
The fear, guilt, agony and The what if's
But I suppose it was worth it.
Love is not easy. but it's worth it when you're with the one you truly love.
If you both Stayed
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"Ten! Get down from there!" nag-aalalang sigaw ko
Pero imbes na sumunod, nginitian nya lang ako mula sa taas ng puno
Mabilis kasi itong umakyat sa puno ng mangga ng makakita. Ikukuha nya daw ako
"Later! Diba gusto mo ng manggo? Do you want the green or the yellow one?" pilyong ngisi nya habang tumitingin sa mga bunga ng puno
"The yellow one" I immediately answer "But I'd rather want you to come down! It's dangerous up there!" dagdag ko pa
Alam kong magaling syang umakyat ng puno, while I can't. Pero kasi baka bigla syang mahulog or worst! Masaktan sya sa taas
"What's that monkey doing in a manggo tree?"
Masama ang tinging napalingon ako sa siraulong lumait pa kay Ten, pero agad din yung nabura ng makita kong si Thomas pala ito
He's wearing his glasses again, sign na kakatapos nya lang mag-aral at pumunta agad dito
They're both my best friends, actually my boy friends. But I also have a crush on Thomas, even if his not really that... active
Compared to Ten na ginagawa ang lahat ng sinasabi ko, with or without saying anything.
Si Thomas yung tipong masasagasaan na ako nagbabasa parin sya ng libro.
Well I'm exaggerating, he's my best friend kaya alam kong ililigtas nya din ako. Pero yun lang, mas tahimik sya kumpara kay Ten na ubod ng kulit
"Will you just help me convince him to come down?" kunwaring naiinis kong sabat sakanyang nginitian nya lang
Yun lang ang nakakainis sa dalawang to eh. Kung kailan sinusungitan ko sila o sinasabing wag. Mas lalo silang nagpipilit
I mean, what part of me saying No is a Yes to them?!
"Higher, Tim! Higher!"
Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sigaw ni Thomas. Kaya nahampas ko sya ng wala sa oras ng sundin sya ni Ten
Mga siraulo!
I told him to come down! Not climb up!
"Ten, Isa! If you don't come down here, I'll.. I'll--" napapaisip kong banta "I'll never play with you guys again!" I burst without thinking
Making the two of them looked at me seriously. Then to each other.
I didn't really get their conversation, but I sigh as a relief, when Ten finally nod and slowly comes down from the tree
Thank goodness!
I smiled at the both of them with relief, when Ten finally comes down.
But that immediately vanished. When I felt a pain at the back of my neck, slowly radiating to my head. Like it's being hit by a hammer or something.
"Queen, you alright?" Ten immediately walked towards me
My vision is getting blurred as I look at him, kaya umiling nalang ako, making them worry more
I'm trying by best to feel ok. but no matter what I do. it just hurts more
"Kismet!" I heard Thomas screamed. Panicking, when I lost my balance
I felt their hands on my back as they both catch me
"C-call, Daddy.." I tried to tell them, as I tried to stay awake for a little longer
Ten, nod and run to our house. Leaving me and Thomas
The pain, I can't take it anymore..
It feels like closing my eyes is the only way for me to stop feeling this excruciating pain. My breathing is mismatch. I'm still trying to breath normally. While I can feel my heart pounding faster and faster.
It hurts!
"Kismet, please! open your eyes!" I heard Thomas screamed in a panic, while tapping my cheeks repeatedly
"I'm trying..." I answered helplessly
As I breath heavily. The pain is everywhere, I can't fully describe it.
All I know was. I wanted it to stop
Why? Why is this happening to me?!
"Try harder!" he ordered as I obey him
But.. I know that I can't take it any longer
"Please, don't leave me.." he pleaded
I felt him, hug me as I try to reach for his cheeks
It was already wet due to his tears.
I wanted to say that I won't, I have no plans on leaving him. On leaving them. But I can't
I can't even find my voice anymore. The pain was becoming more and more painful as the seconds pass
"T-Thom..." I try to speak
My vision is already too blurry and I can feel my body giving in already
"What do I gotta do to..." he hugs me tighter. making me feel his warmth "Make you stay?" He ask before I lose my consciousness