Adam Maniego Point Of View
"Maybe you might leave me" I hugged her tightly.
"You know how much I love you, Don't you? I love you so much. I won't court you for two years if I leave and I'll just leave you. You're the woman I want to be with for the rest of my life." I kissed her on the forehead "You are the woman I want to walk to the altar" I kissed her nose "You are the one I want to be the Mother of my childrens" I kissed her on the lips "So don't ever think that I will leave you because of your illness "We will build our own family and we will grow old together" And kissed her again "And always remember that I love you so much" I hugged her while stroking her hair. She also stopped crying. Thank God.
"That's a promise huh? You won't ever leave me!" She assured.
"Promise, Promise I promise" I smiled declared. She leaned on my chest and hugged me tightly. I still continued to stroke her hair.
"Honey, I'm starving" She softly uttered.
"I'll just prepare the food I bought a while ago and you'll gonna eat it. Okay?" She nodded, I helped her lay down on her bed, Before I prepared her food I kissed her on the forehead first.
As I prepare her food many things come to my mind.
What if she suddenly quits? What if she suddenly leaves me? What if as soon as I looked away from her she gave up? I was crying silently while preparing her food, Sh*t! Looks like I am gay but I was really nervous and I couldn't help it.
"Love?" I wiped away my tears before facing her.
I smiled and asked her "Why love?"
"I love you" I didn't answer her and approached her to hug her.
"Love don't you ever leave me huh? You'll fight for me huh? For us okay?" I turned to her and she was crying again, I wiped her tears and pressed our foreheads together.
"Promise love! I will not ever leave you" She smiled and kissed me "I will not let go" She added. She chops my face with a kiss, I smile at what she did.
"I'll just take your food, I'll feed you" Then ruffled her hair. I took her food from the table and approached her again.
"Will you feed me?" he asked with a smile. This girl is really my baby !!!
"I don't want to!" I joked and gave her food, he frowned at what I said.
"I thought you were going to feed me" She whispered, She was still frowning. It's really satisfying to tease my girlfriend.
I laughed out loud because of her face "Oh? Why are you laughing? That's my food" She protested.
"Just kidding love, Of course I'll serve you even while I am still alive!" A smile changed her sullen face.
"I thought you wouldn't feed!" Looks like she's A kid because of what she did.
"I will serve you of course, I love you!" I said sweetly. It just smiled and blew up. When she finished her meal I gave her del monte pineapple juice.
"Rest love" I command her.
"You're going home?" It's a sad question.
"No love, I'm just here to check the papers sent by my secretary" I explained. Her face lightens and smiled beautiful.
"Will you come into the office tomorrow?" Sparing her smile.
"I am not love either" I answered "I'll watch over you" I'll make sure of it.
"What about your work?" There she is again, She is thinking a lot again.
"Don't even think about it. I told my boss that I would go a home work first because there is no one to take care of my girlfriend and he agreed. He said he would just give me something light of work to keep an eye on you" I explained.
"Your boss is really smart love, Then he's handsome" I looked at her badly "Then love he's understanding man" She said with a smile
"Are you making me jealous?" I frowned at her.
"Are you jealous?" Look at this, Isn't it obvious that I am f*cking jealous?
"Yes!" I said sullenly and averted my gazed. She touched my face and faced her.
"Even if he's handsome or understanding, I have a boyfriend who is more handsome, He's still kind, has a good heart, He's still kind, Loving and I love him so much" I smiled at what she said. I kissed her and arranged her pillows for her to lie down comfortly.
"Rest now, Okay? You're not allowed to stay awake at midnight. I'll watch over you. I love you. Goodnight"
"Yes! Sleep too huh! After your work okay! I love you too love"
"Of course!" She just nodded and closed her beautiful pair of eyes. I looked at her for a while before deciding to do my job.
Blair Lopez Point Of View
I've been staying here in the hospital for a week and I really want to go Home but Adam still doesn't want to send me Home, He said we'll wait for the last result of my illness.
"Loveeeeeeee" I called him.
"Why?"
"Let's go Home" I said looks like I am a kid.
"Let's go Home later when your result arrives, Now it will come" I just smiled bitterly.
What if the doctor gives me a term? I don't want to leave Adam yet.
In the depths of my thoughts I did not realize that Adam was calling me.
"Love what's the problem?" He asked me worrieldy. I just smiled and hugged him tightly "Love" I tightened my hug with him even more "What's the matter love?" I could no longer restrain myself and my tears flowed, I just shooked my head as my answer to him "Love you're crying again. Didn't the doctor say it's forbidden for you to be emotional because of your condition" He reminded.
"What if I let go suddenly? What if I can't take it anymore? How are you? I don't want to leave you here alone Adam. It's better if we ---" I didn't finish what I was going to say when he cut me off.''
"It's better if we broke up? Is that what you thinking blair? Do you think I'll leave you? Didn't I promise I won't leave you? Then--"
"YES YOU PROMISED! BUT I MAY NOT KEEP IT" I said loudly to him while crying "I don't want to die yet love" I buried my face in his chest and then cried and cried.
"Love, you will not die. We will fight okay? I will join you in this fight okay.? I will not leave you and when you leave me, I will not hesitate to follow you" He litany that surprised me.
"Are you crazy? Will you follow me when I die? Don't you ever do that Adam" I slowly punched him.
"I won't do that as long as you follow the doctor's instructions, Be strong and get well" I bowed to what he said.
"Good afternoon Blair and Adam" greeted Dr.Joseph
"Hi doc" We greeted doc.
"Here is the result of your test and according to the test you take you have Brain Aneurysm"
"Brain aneurysm doc?" We both asked in chorus.
"Yes, A brain aneurysm [AN-yoo-riz-um] is a bulge or ballooning in a blood vessel in the brain. It often looks like a berry hanging on a stem. A brain aneurysm can leak or rupture, causing bleeding into the brain (hemorrhagic stroke). While a hemorrhagic stroke is when blood from an artery begins bleeding into the brain. This happens when a weakened blood vessel bursts and bleeds into the surrounding brain. "
Adam nodded at what the doc said while I I couldn't digest in my brain what the doc said. I tightened my grip on adam's hand.
"What is the treatment to cure blair doc?"
"She needs to go under an surgery but before that she will first undergo an MRI 5 test"
"Doc, What percentage is the survival rate?" I asked nervously.
"There is a high possibility that a patient with an aneurysm will survive even if it is ruptured, Unless it leads to vasospasm" I just nodded "You'll experience an extreme severe headache often, So you need to always have someone with you. You can take pain killers to alleviate the pain it will cause" It suggests.
"You can come out blair but be careful follow my instructions so it doesn't get worse. Come back here after 1 week. For your MRI after getting the MRI results you will undergo surgery" He patted Adam shoulder.
"Wait doc, where do you get a brain aneurysm?" Adam asked.
"It can get in a car accident, Even it is decades from now" That explain how I get this. That traumatic experience. It came out of my room, I was left speechless and could not enter my mind that I had a brain aneurysm. I knew already that I had.
"Don't worry lovr, We'll take care of your illness" When Adam got my things in order, We went home. While Adam was driving I was nauseous.
Adam Maniego Point Of View
As I was driving I looked at Blair to see if she was okay, She was holding her mouth and seemed to be want to vomit. I parked the car on the side of the road first. When I got next to the car, It quickly came down and vomited.
"Sh*t! How are you feeling?" While stroking her back.
"I'm okay, It's just symptoms of my illness" She said softly.
I stood her up and supported her towards the car. When she stopped "Why?" I asked worriedely.
"I'm dizzy" She said while her eyes is closed.
I picked her up, I bent the front seat first before she landed there.
I kissed her forehead before turning around to get into the driver seat.
Please heal Blair, Please...