"Let's Break." I said.
"No!here we are again?!." He said.
"I'm tired,pagod na pagod nako! Lagi nalang bang ganito?!" I shouted.
"Anong bang problema mo?" He asked.
"Ikaw yung problema ko! bakit mahal na mahal parin kita kahit ang sakit sakit na?"...I said while crying.
"Mahal mo ako pero nakikipagbreak ka?!" He shouted.
"Wala kabang pakiramdam ha? halos laitin mo buong pagkatao ko! Pag galit ka parang hindi ako yung babaeng sinabihan mong mahal na mahal mo?!".. I said still crying.
"Galit lang ako alam mo yun diba? Pag galit ang isang tao my nasasabi siyang bagay na hindi naman niya gusto!".. .He said still shouting. Tumalikod siya at humarap sya sa pader.
"Pero hindi porket galit ka sakin mamaliitin muna ako mula ulo hanggang paa!" Sabe ko habang nakatingin sa likod niya. Humarap siya sakin at tumingin sa mga mata kong lumuluha.Umiwas siya ng tingin at sinabing...
"Im sorry.I know saying sorry wont heal the pain i cause you,. Im sorry for humiliating you, Yeah your right, I shouldn't say those harsh words to you..But f*ck i did it already and now you're crying infront of me..you know i hate seeing you cry..damn!whats wrong with me?!"...He said like his talking to him self.
Limang minuto kami na nananahimik tanging huni ng mga sasakyan ang naririnig...at siya na mismo ang bumasag ng katahimikan. Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at pinunasan ang mga natitirang butil ng luha ko gamit ang daliri niya, At nag bitaw ng salitang...
"Im sorry,dapat hindi ko yung ginawa kahit galit ako sayo, dapat hindi ako nagpadala sa galit ko." Yumuko siya at pinagdikit ang mga noo namin at muling nagsalita.
"I shouldn't disrespect the woman of my life, Iloveyou so much, Thank you for staying, Thank you for still keeping me through my bad behavior, my attitude also my manners, Im sorry for not treating you right for the past few months..dont believe on my words when im mad. Please dont leave me." He said na parang maiiyak na..
"Im not a robot, I have heart and soul too, I give up all for you even my dignity as a woman..Iloveyoumore more than you love me more,morethan I my self, I keep saying let's break..yeah...pero ito parin ako nakikinig sayo, Hawak hawak mo, magkadikit ang mga noo, Ang sabe nila ang martir ko, Dahil kahit hindi na tama ang trato mo sakin nanatili parin ako, Ang sabe nila pag mahal mo palayain mo, Pero ang sabe ko....True love never surrender it always find a way to understand and endure the pain. And here i am still proving." I said and begin to cry again..
"Bakit ba mahal na mahal kita kahit masakit na? Why do i still love and keep on falling inlove with you even if it kills me... B*bo na ba ako? Kase normal lang maging t*nga...Diba nga my kasabihan...Pag na saktan ka nagmahal ka, pag nagmahal ka masasaktan ka, Iloveyou even if so f*cking hurt so deeply f*cking hurt." I said while he hugged me.
"You did love me," I whispered. "Just not the same way I loved you."
D*ath leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
I wanted to punch him and understand him at the same time.
Love hurts when it changes us.
Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares.
Tears come from the heart and not from the brain.
You will never know the power of yourself until someone hurts you badly.
"I want to thank you for making me the person I thought I couldn't be. You literally introduced me to me, and I'll always cherish that. I'm sorry I couldn't be as inspiring for you. I tried to keep you going when you were down and confused in life." I murmured.
An important thing to do when you've hurt someone you love is to listen to them. Listen to not just their feelings and responses to your actions, but also to what they need or want you to do to make things better. Someone who feels hurt may need space or time.
The connection is so strong that traditional bodily painkillers seem capable of relieving our emotional wounds. Love may actually hurt, like hurt hurt, after all.
Emotional pain seems to be a natural part of life. We can help each other through the hard times with the right words. A simple: "I'm sorry you have to go through this," coupled with "I don't know what that feels like, but I know it must be very hard," can make all the difference.
Kase hindi porket mahal niyo ang isat isa puro na saya..Pag nagmahal ka marami kang mararanasan lalo na ang matututunan, lahat ng emosyon na nasa katawan natin mailalabas yan, Gustohin mo man o hindi magkukusa yan, True love does exist when you both into it....
End of prologue...
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